* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:43 PM


Friday, December 22, 2006

today i went out with my sis to buy dearriie de x'mas present.. heex.. at first we went bugis street.. walk walk walk.. but cant find nice nice de worrs.. so we went into bugis junction there to see lorrhs.. at one shop i saw one very very nice de lorrhs.. but they dun have the one i want. zzz. in the end abit sianx liaos. haiish.. then my sis said she wanna go golden landmark there buy her ballet shoes.. so i pei her walked there lorrhs... there very quiet sia. stupid place lai de. hahas.

after buying, we jiu took the train to ps to see whether there have or not.. but dun have. grr.. sianz arhs. hahas.. then we bo bian go j8.. there have. but then. not nice de... URGH. hahas.. by that time my leg already very pain because of the blister le.. sobz sobz worrs. haiish. but no choice, so we headed to compass lorrhs.. wahhs lau. there WORSE larrhs. omg. sianz lorrhs.. when we going home tt time then dearriie called me.. asked me to bring the tang yuan to hgp lorrhs.. cos his mum there marrhs..

yeahs, so i quickly took 159 home and changed.. then jiu take the tang yuan go hgp meet him le.. dunno why, feel so happy that i see him.. xD *muackks* well anyways. haiish. think tmr going tp to buy his present.. also dunno whether there have or not. haiish.



-i miss your touch..

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:32 PM


Thursday, December 21, 2006

today went out with deariie for the WHOLE day worrs! damn happie! whee~ he met me at 11 in the morning.. hahas.. xD

firstly, we went to marina square as he suggested.. we hesistated for a while b4 deciding to watch night at the museum at 2.20.. after buying the tickets, it was only 12.30, so we headed to the food court to have our lunch lorrhs.. actually dear wanna eat sushi de, but there nvr sell, so in the end still turned to the food court. lols. i nvr eat larrhs, coz not hungry marrhs.. so watched him eat lorrhs. then b4 the show i hungry then go eat mac. LOLS. when we went into the cinema, it was just in time for the show. hees.

the show was GREAT! reallie reallie NICE! havent seen such a nice show in a long time le! u guys, must go WATCH! REALLIE!! so anyways, after the show, we jiu went take mrt to dhoby ghaut.. go there laze around.. lols. see hp all that. i want w850i!! i made up my mind le. i wan i wan i wan!!! but my dad say still must wait. zzzz. mmm, anyways, i asked dear to buy LING YANG to drink lorrhs. to appease the heat inside his body.. he like small kid like tt sia.. tell me he scared of the smell. hahas. in the end had to buy plums for him to eat after drinking the LING YANG. hahas. cute larrhs he.. =)

after going ps, we went heartland to have our dinner - sushi! hahas. his favourite larrhs.. should be his favourite anyways. lols. OOOPS. =x lols. eat le jiu went home le.. took 112.. then smth happened, made us both very unhappy.. the whole bus ride i cant rmb le.. lols.

when we reached my blk void deck, we saw my parents.. hahas. then went up together with them lorrhs. and then i changed into my home clothes to pei deariie somemore lorrhs. didnt even watch my superstar FAN SHENG ZHAN lers.. just reached home an hour ago.. he talked to me on msn for a while just now.. wished darren all the best worrs! so swt.. so touched... =')




- DARREN GOT IN! YAY YAY YAY!! HE GOT IN!!!!!

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:37 PM


Wednesday, December 20, 2006

haii. siianz. tmr going out with dear. we havent seen each other for about a wk le. but sianz. we meeting in the afternoon. 2. like so damn EARLY larrhs. and he is those kinda ppl needa reach home at 6 those kind. SOOOOOOOOOO much time together sia. f*ck it. DUN CARE LE LARRHS!



-parrt of miie iish dyiin*

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:57 PM


Monday, December 18, 2006

haiish.. i sad sad wors.. deariie is sick.. since ytd, he has been down with fever and a sore throat.. think the fever most probably arose from his throat infection.. haiish. his fever has been going on and off.. just like me not long ago worrs.. real worried.. and just now he said that he has a headache.. haiish. i was glad when i heard that he was playing maple.. lols. at least he still has the energy to play.. shows tt its not that serious. but still, i cant help worrying.. i said i wan to pei him go see doc tmr if the fever persists.. cause he need the antibiotics to fight the infection.. but he said his mum wun allow him to go out and if he tells her tt he's going to the doc, she will definitely follow. haiish. feel so damn helpless larrhs. my bf is sick and i cant do anything. i cant even call him to make sure that he's alrights. i'm so useless. and my heart hurts like hell.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:19 PM


Thursday, December 14, 2006

haiish. deariie saiid he wanted to msg me at 11 in the morning.. but he didnt.. all the way until 10 at night when i called him to check if he was ok.. it turned out that he was playing pool. fine lorrhs. go watch movie, go play pool then jiu forget all about me le. haiish. feel so hurt. and i am so jealous. he is able to go out with his friends til late at night. and me? well. not very early larrhs. just that everytime go out with him, reach home tt time the sun is still smiling at me only lorrhs. haiish. sibei sians larrhs.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:02 PM


Friday, December 08, 2006

FUCK larrhs! FRIENDSTER SUX! omg. they changed the layout and its UGLY! WAY WAY UGLY! i spent so much time on my profile last time. and now. ALL GONE! KNN! so FUCKED up larrhs. STUPID FRIENDSTER. i cant even customize my profile. and it looks like SHIT!

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:39 PM


Wednesday, December 06, 2006

hahas. i have another didi already.. he is actually my sis's kor kor larrhs.. heex. he's a very nice person worrs... hahhas. mmm.. today dearriie told me he was very stressed worrs.. feel heartache for him.. haiish... poor him.. muackkiies.. *dear, when yeuu feel like exploding, always rmb that i am there fer yeuu; i love yeuu dear*

hahas. dunno why this few days dun have mood to blog worrs. i going to watch asian games liaos. tata~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:35 PM


Tuesday, December 05, 2006

boohoohoo~~~~ so sadd... my mp3 earphone is spolit.. the left side one dun have sound.. haiish.. think its because deariie almost dropped my mp3 on the train today and luckily he caught it.. but i think the impact from the jerk must have damaged the wire inside somehow. sianz larrhs.. FCUK mann. have to buy new one already.. and its like so damn EX larrhs.. zzzz. sadd larrhs. no mood to blog.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:33 PM


Sunday, December 03, 2006

STUPID BLOGGER. ytd wanted to blog and put some pics in de, then dunno why the pics cannot upload. zzzz..

boohoohoo~ i'm having cough worrs.. so xin ku.. like keep having asthma attack those kinda feeling.. my inhaler almost finished le.. =( anyways, today we went to changi village to eat.. with my anutie they all.. eat STINGRAY. my fav. hahas. although i eat until my throat so damn uncomfortable. lols. and then my cousin say she wanna take pic. so take lorrhs. =)

hahas. the 'COUGHING' twosome. lols. i look dumbb larrhs.

heex. cousin, sis and me! xD

hahas. so after dinner, we headed to changi beach for a stroll lorrhs.. its so romantic at night lorrhs.. awwwww...

serenity~

see that briight circle? iits the moon! =)

the peace. the quiet.

hahas. and then we walk and walk to the swing there.. i waited quite long b4 i can finally get my butt on the swing larrhs. ahas.. and then shortly after that, 4 seats were available - just nice for the all of us.. heex. then we jiu started swinging lorrhs.. then got so many kids keep sititng infront of us and waiting for us to get down.. but we didnt lers.. and the poor kids waited so long.. so badd horrs we all. lols.

after we finally get down, we jiu walked back to changi village and took 109 home.. so shagged. and i'm coughing like HELL. argh.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:09 PM


Friday, December 01, 2006

It's early in the morning
Soon another day will dawn
I can't wait to feel your arms around me again
I believe that we could lay down the world
Together we could live the dream that never ends

Open up the door just a little more
Baby let me in

You are the one
You are the one who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
Where ever you go
Why make it harder than it has to be
Just listen I'll give you love
If you'll give me your heart

Everytime I near you time is standing still
There's nothing you can't fix with your heavenly smile
I would never leave you
My love is for life
Taking things for grantedwas never my style
Just give a little love
Say you'll never stop
I'll do anything

You are the one
You are the one who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
Where ever you go
Why make it harder than it has to be
Just listen I'll give you love
If you'll give me your heart
And I'll do anything if you give me your heart

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:29 AM


Thursday, November 30, 2006

i went to the zoo today.. hahas.. tiring lorrhs.. i woke up at 7 larrhs. lols. and the bus was squeezy like hell.. lols. we went amk take 138 marrhs.. saw a lot of animals there worrs. duhhs. wad am i talking. zoo of course got lotsa animals larrhs. lols. anyways, the zoo changed a lot.. its nice. =) heex. after walking for like hrs in there, we finally left and took the bus back to amkto take 159 home..
here are some pics that i took. hahas. the quality is like shit coz we forgot the camera. i took with my hp de. lols.

the new giraffe exhibit. i'm in a shelter that's as tall as the giraffes worrs. and they can get so close, like right in front of me!




my favourite exhibit! heex.. i was so excited to see them larrhs.. the jackASS penguins. =D





a baby kangaroo! heex. its very cute lorrhs.. and i'm like 1.5 m away from it. hahas.





me with the nike cap from a someone while we were eating at a dining place at the zoo. looks dumb. lols.





the toilet there is all exposed de lorrhs! very nice!




hahas. yeahs. so when me and my sis reached home, we were like too tired to move and fell asleep on our bed immediately lorrhs.. we were awoken by my mum's voice saying that she wanna leave for toa payoh already. ARGH. so tired, but we dragged ourselves up anyways. lols. and its a gd thing i did, cos i bought a lot of things there! heex.. mmmm.. let me think wad i bought.. a pair of heels, a white repect belt, a monokuro boo hp purse, a new blouse and a respect handbag!! heex. a lot of things horrs.. sho happie! xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:35 PM


Wednesday, November 29, 2006

yay! today i went iceskating! finally! hahas.. actually last week i was supposed to go de, but i was down with that supid fever marrhs. so today finally can go le... so so excited!! heex..

my sis and i left the house at 12.30 and then embarked on the long long journey to jurong east.. hahas.. when we reached the rink, to my relief, there were not many people... hees.. happy! we then payed money then jiu went inside le.. hahas.. i was quite surprised that i still remember how to skate after not skating for 1 yr.. hahas.. =) and i learnt how to turn a bit liaos. although sometimes still will feel like falling. lols. then very funny, got one guy he like wannna fall down those kind, then he grabbed me lorrhs. then wu yuan wu gu let him hug. lols!

after skating for like 3 whole hours, i was so shagged.. hahas.. we then went to the pasar malam opposite the jurong centre to walk walk.. bought takoyaki to eat. heex.. then we jiu went home le lorrhs.. thought that i could meet dearriie, but haii. nvm. he promised to pei me this fri.. which is our 10th month! yay!

hahas. i didnt eat much for dinner today, just the takoyaki.. then now a bit hungry. hahas. mmmm. cannot. must go on diet. =x

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:26 PM


Sunday, November 26, 2006

*yawn*.. feel quite tired lehhs. dunno why also.. lols. today i went my great grandmother's house to visit.. yeahs. and then horrs, on the train to choa chu kang, got one stupid man at the corner of the whole row of benches.. i was sitting beside him cause there were no other place to sit le.. and hors, his leg had to open so damn BIG until i'm sitting on only half the chair larrhs.. and i had to shift towards my sis there until she was like squashed.. cos on her other side someone was sitting there marrhs. wth larrhs, the train is not yours larrhs, UNCLE! in the end we changed to the opposite row of benches when a lot of ppl alighted at woodlands i think.

when we reached my great greandmother's hse, it was still quiet lorrhs.. and so sianz lorrhs.. coz there dun have children de.. then me and my sister took out the tidbits that we bought and started eating.. hahas.. and my great grandaunt say i thin liaos worrs. its no wonder larrhs, after all that fever. lol. anyways, in the end we cannot tahan and both of us went into the room to slp...AGAIN. lols. so badd horrs. but very tired mahhs. LOL.

we awoke to my mum's voice asking us to eat dinner.. and after that, we jiu left le.. actually me and my sis wanna go hougang mall shop de, but then suddenly my mum alighted at woodlands to go causeway point.. hahas. then we jiu followed lorrhs. she brought my bro to the arcade while me and my sis went off to shop on our own.. hahas.

we went minibits.. and i think i was wearing 'respect' all over me, so that friendly salesgal whu was one year younger than me introduced me to a lot of stuff.. it was liike OOOOOOOOHHHHHHH larrhs!!! SOOOOOOOO pretty!! she intro me to a thin metal hairband with a small silver crown at the side!! she asked me to try it lorrhs. and it was so NICE!!!! it was so so pretty and i wanted it so badly lorrhs.. haii.. but i didnt have money lorrhs. so sadd. i very poor de lorrhs. haiish. the salesgal then showed me the crown hairclip also.. nice lorrhs.. but it was more ex than the hairband.. and i think the hairband looks nicer. lols. sad lorrhs. and then i left the shop liaos. bu hao yi si marrhs, no money then still stay there so long. lols.

after shopping for another hour, we finally left and took 161 home. =) yay, tmr can see deariie le. xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:38 PM


Saturday, November 25, 2006

hahas. today went for some buddhist dinner at tampines.. the place was like so not suitable for me larrhs. i felt so outta place there.. so many aunties and uncles there. -_-'' then i was there practically for nth except to eat lorrhs.. then so bored somemore.. but i took some pics to entertain myself. LOL!

this one. lols. the balloons quite pretty marrhs. although i scared of them. =)

hahas. look at the CROWD larrhs. -_-

miie. dunno looking at wad. siiiannnnnnnx larrrhs..

shark's fin! my favourite! heex. quite nice larrhs, although the crabmeat is replaced with picnic ham. lols.

miie and my cousiin. -loves. xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:59 PM


Friday, November 24, 2006

my fever had finally left me!! lols. so happy.. can finally get out of bed and walk around without feeling that i need my bed.. lols. today dearriie was supposed to meet me at the expo, but he told me that he was going to an adidas fair with his friends.. since i thought that adidas goods were not within my financial ability and worry that he will have to takkaire of me when i get there, i told him to go without me lorrhs.. he got his friends to pei him anyways wad.. yups.. i then asked him to msg me to see wad time we can meet lorrhs..

i waited the whole afternoon for his msg larrhs.. haii.. he didnt msg lorrhs.. until about 6.20 liddat.. he called me and told me he was on his way to my house to meet me lorrhs.. mmm.. at that time my mum, bro and sis already left the house to go compass liaos marrhs and i was supposed to meet them there lorrhs.. so i told him i had to go compass lorrhs.. and in the end he pei me go lorrhs..

when i reached compass, i finished the yoshinoya meal.. so nice larrhs~ although my throat hurts like shit. lols. after tt jiu go walk walk lorrhs.. dearriie pei us walk lorrhs.. heex. i miss him so much larrhs.. =) we walked until 8.30 liddat jiu say wanna go home liaos.. lols.. then my mum bought sugar rolls from polar to give his mum lerx.. omg. so sweet horrs. lols. deariie then took 156 and we took 159 home lorrhs..

then just now deariie called me using his house phone to tell me that he lost his phone on the bus and cant msg me for a few days until he get his new phone.. haiish.. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn liaos lorrhs. cant msg all tt le. zzz.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:21 PM


Thursday, November 23, 2006

wahhs. my fever had persisted for like two and a half days? lols. so long larrhs.. make me feel so damn weak sia.. then i also allergic to paracetamol which is the key ingredient in medicines that bring down the temperature.. zzz larrhs.. sianz.. then everyday i'm like doing nth but slp slp and slp.. i'm getting so sick of my bed already!! arrggghhh... i wanna go out!! grrrr.. and then it doesnt help that my throat is hurting like hell.. cant even swallow one small piece of watermelon.. haiish... very xin ku worrs.. sobz sobz.. no one sayang me also.. i feel more sadd.. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSS....... ='(

hahas, but there is one good news! at least to me larrhs.. heex.. i managed to dye my hair liaos.. heex.. i also dunno wad colour it is larrhs, but its weird. lols.. coz at some angles look so damn bright and at other angle it just looks like normal brown or even no colour at all.. lols. anyways, dunno why today see a lot of sweet couple at friendster.. write testi for each other de worrs. haiish. so sweet lorrhs. envious. so so envious. sianz larrhs.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:12 PM


Tuesday, November 21, 2006

wahhs.. finally finished changing my blogskin!! lols. its so damn tiring larrhs.. i did until 4 am ytd lorrhs.. so tired.. finally i got the results that i want.. heex.. woohoo~ i love my blog nw.. at least its more presentable.. lols...

dearriie was supposed to have lessons today.. also have online quiz worrs.. but he pon his lesson to pei me lerx.. so touched. lols. but also feel abit badd larrhs.. always ask him pon lesson to pei me.. =X i think i'm incredible larrhs, i slpt at 4 lst nite and woke up at 8 today, considering wad a pig i am. lols. so yeahs, i met him at about 9.30 liddat and then we headed to ps to watch casino royale.. the first show at 10.55.. lols.. it was quite nice, but abit draggy.. heex..

after watching the movie, we went vivocity.. since dear had not been there, i thought i would bring him there lorrhs.. yups.. there a lot of ppl sia.. heex.. so we just walked around vivocity and went into shops like nike and addidas lorrhs. haiish. it was then i found out that i'm really envious of other ppl larrhs.. i myself is not reallly into branded goods, but then they are really beautiful.. its just that the price is so damn shocking.. at least to me larrhs. haiish. sadd life.

yeahs, so i was like gloomy for the whole way already.. haiish.. keep thinking of stuffs larrhs. lols. then dearriie said he wanted to meet his friends at outram mrt station coz its on the way marhs.. so i agreed lorrhs.. and today he was gd.. i saw his effort in trying not to let me feel negelected.. and i am grateful.. thks dear.. muackkiies.

haiish. i get a headache whenever i think of the homework that is awaiting me.. so siannn.. actually wanna do gp de, but then i feel a bit feverish larrhs.. so nvr do liaos.. come blog lorrhs.. v tired.. tmr going iceskating! cant wait.. long long time nvr go le.. i think got one year le. i miss skating! xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:01 PM


Friday, November 17, 2006

everyone is busy again. haii. so sianx. loneliness is setting in.....

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:02 PM


Tuesday, November 14, 2006

she disowned me today. but i dun think i was completely at fault. i just wanted to accompany someone and make that person feel more assured. that is all. but she didnt allow. and we fought. kinda. and then she disowned me. and nothing else matters. my hand hurts alot, but my heart hurts more. i broke my promise. i know i have disappointed you. i'm sry.




-ii'msryy.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:32 PM


Monday, November 13, 2006

today was the day for our OP exam.. omg. so nervous larrhs. lols.. we met in sch at 9 and started to rehearse and rehearse all the way until 11.45 and then we went for lunch. lol. after our lunch, we jiu headed for the exam venue liaos..

in there, we familiarised ourselves with the atmosphere since the other grp had not arrived.. the other grp seemed friendly. lols. then it was their turn to present.. i must say, tt grp is quite good. after their Q and A, it was or turn to present, and guess wad, 4 moderators would be present to listen to our presentation.. wahhs. i nearly fainted on the spot larrhs. lols. STRESSED. lols.

i presented okayys, but i answered SHIT to the question larrhs. it was reallie like shit lorrhs. also dunno wad to say arhs. HAISHH~

then after the OP, we all went J8 shopping.. lols.. after tt, i met up with my family to have dinner.. I WAN CONTACTS! lols. crazy. after dinner, i jiu went to attend dear's dad de funeral.. OMG, his mum was reallie reallie scary.. reallie lorrhs.. nvr bluff you.. dun believe go ask my sis. lols. so scary. just one stare from her and she can make me feel a chill dwn my spine.. grrrr.. then i was sitting there like robot like tt.. dun even dare to move. lols. haiish. wanna accompany deariie tmr to shou ye... i miss him so much.. but dunno whether circumstances will allow me to or not...

-imiss*yeuu

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:48 PM


Saturday, November 11, 2006

everyone is so busy. my sis is talking on the phone as usual. my mum and bro are aslp. deariie is studying. my father is working. and i am using the com in my com room instead of the lappy, thus, no msn. i feel so alone. so lonely. haiish. i also dunno wad to do.. like nth to do and just sit there and rot. its like i'm so alone in this world at this moment.. no one is free even to notice me for a while.. i hate this feeling! i hate loneliness! go away! i'm scared.. so scared..........

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:56 PM


Friday, November 10, 2006

i'm so hurrt. never so hurrt b4 in my entire life.


-hurRtxX.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:51 PM


Thursday, November 09, 2006

happiie burrfdae to deariie!! heex.. today is his burrfdae.. finally the long awaited day.. heex..

i woke up at 9.40 today.. and then i do the hsework all that lame stuff and then i jiu played roller coaster tycoon awhile.. then i got myself ready.. i straightened my hair first.. while i was straightening halfway, deariie called me and told me that he cannot meet me at the actual time.. he wanted to meet later.. i agreed lorrhs.. after all is his b dae marrhs.. heex.. so we agreed to meet at 2.15 liddat..

after straightening my hair and putting makeup and all the preparatory work, i got out of hse and headed for plaza singapura to watch movie.. heex.. the prestige. he doesnt know where i'll be bringing him for the whole day so its some kinda exciting. at least to me larrhs. lols. yeahs, there was no one at the entrance to tear our movie tickets larrhs.. so we just went in like tt. lols. the show was quite chim.. i didnt understand and i have to get him to explain to me. lols.

after the movie, the next stop was suntec city where we will be having our dinner at swensen's! heex. i love swensen's.. heex.. it was practically empty at the time we went in. lols. halfway during the dinner, i told him i had to 'go toilet' and actually i was going to seacrh for his mango cake.. i was so worried i couldnt find it.. but in the end i did.. at the crystal jade bakery.. heex. i was like so relieved, and happy of course. heex. i quickly stuffed the cake into my almost bursting bag and returned to swensen's.. =)

after dinner, i brought him to the roof terrace at the esplanade.. here i was supposed to put a candle on the cake and light it... then it'll be romantic marrhs. lols.. there a lot of ppl larrhs, then even i also paiseh. heex.. in the end we found an secluded area but damn it, the wind there is like so strong larrhs. the flame keep going out lorrhs. wth. lols. i finally managed to light it and dear blow out the candle lorrhs. =) he thanked me so many times larrhs. heex... he happy jiu good lorrhs.. i just wan this to be kept in his mind forever.. =)

after that we jiu took taxi home liaos.. he insisted de. rich marrhs he. lols. then got $3 surcharge larrhs. so ex! lols... and actually horrs, a couple taking taxi together is quite romantic lerrx. heex. xD

now i'm finally at home.. wahs. so BEAT! i think i going to slp soon. ZzZzZzZz....

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:49 PM


Tuesday, November 07, 2006


OMG! i saw a piink bike today! that pic above is the one i saw. COOL horrs? hahas. today is a SPORTY day ferr me.. this morning i went to have a swim with my sis.. not a lot of ppl one.. gd lorrhs, then we can swim all we want. heex. saw my pri sch teachers there but they like dun recognise me le. lols. sadd arrhs. heex..

after swimming for about 2 hrs, my sis and i walked home and then all i could do was to lie on my bed and soon i was asleep liaos. lols. i slpt until 2.30 then wake up larrhs. tired lehhs. i'm not a PIG okayys. humpph.

my mum called us to go down eat dinner after she finished working but my sis and i didnt eat because we were going to rollerblade... we went to the field opposite our hse to blade.. wahhs.. shiok lorrhs. think i'm gonnal blade as often as i can.. heex. fun marrhs.

yeahs, so now here i am in my room blogging lorrhs. dunno why after blading feel very refreshed. heex.. i have tons of hmwrk waiting for me.. but ARGGHHHH. i'm so lazy. lols~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:29 PM


Thursday, November 02, 2006

haiish~ deariie's father is not looking gd.. i want to visit his father.. i wan to be right beside dearriie to give him support and hug him tightly.... but i cant do any of that.. i feel so helpless.. haiish.. i cant do ANYTHING at all. damn it. maybe i wun feel so depressed and sad if i could just do smth. BUT i cant.

today, my mother showed me just how biased she was. haiish. i wanted to use the computer to print out smth.. as my brother was already done with the com and was about to switch it off, i told him not to.. but when i turned to the com after combing my hair, i saw "windows is shutting down...." and i glared at my bro.. all he did was give me a cheeky smile. wtf larrhs.

i went to tell my mum who was making milk for my bro in the kitchen.. but all she did was to give a indifferent look and a dismissive wave.. haiish. she didnt even care larrhs. she didnt even scold my bro lorrhs. then seeing tt stupid face of his, i reallie feel like slapping his face and caning him lorrhs. WTF. so biased larrhs. wahhs lau ehh. so damn protective of the SON. so wad is he is the SON. SON jiu nonid discipline arrhs. knn.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:30 PM


Wednesday, November 01, 2006

You and I, cannot hide the love we feel inside
The words we need to say
I feel that I have always walked alone
But now that you're here with me,there'll always be a place that I can go
Suddenly our destiny has started to unfold
When you're next to me
I can see the greatest story love has ever told

Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel
How can it be true
Somebody to keep the dream alive, the dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I found my place in heaven by your side

I could fly when you smile
I'd walk a thousand miles to hear you call my name
Now that I have finally found the one who will be there for me eternally, my everlasting sun
Suddenly our destiny has started to unfold
When you're next to me I can see the greatest story love has ever told

Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel
How can it be true
Somebody to keep the dream alive, the dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I found my place in heaven by your side.
That I found my place in heaven by your side

When your next to me, I can see the greatest story love has ever told
Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel
How can it be true
Somebody to keep the dream alive, the dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I found my place in heaven by your side

Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel somebody to keep the dream alive
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I found my place in heaven by your side

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:43 AM


Tuesday, October 31, 2006

today i went to sch for OP de rehearsal.. during the rehearsal, dearriie called me and said he was at the hougang mrt station there.. then he told me he felt like meeting me and wanted to pon sch... i was happy but also worried for him at the same time. his tests were coming and i wanted to make sure that he could catch up with his work if he were to pon sch.. after i was reassured, i allowed him to come find me in sch..

he come alr then our meeting jiu end le.. lols. then we took 156 home and alighted at hs there and walked home.. when we reached home, i helped him change his friendster skin and then we adjourned to my room lorrhs.. yups. then my mum say she wanted to go out and eat, so i asked him along since he was not meeting any of his frens fer dinner.. he went to the 8th floor to wait for mum to come home lorrhs..

when mum came home, he called to say that one of his frens just called him and told him it was another friend's birthday.. from his tone, i could tell that he wanted to go have dinner with them more than he wants to have dinner with me.. i jiu asked him go lorrhs.. but i was abit disappointed.. pushing my own feelings aside, i urged him to go with his frens.. and we had quite a huge row over this.. now still not over yet. haiish~

because of the quarrel, i cried and i fell asleep.. my mum, seeing me like tt, also just left me alone and they went for dinner without me.. i slept all the way to 8 and when i was awake, they were just coming home.. my sis saw how sad i was and asked me to brace up lorrhs.. then she cheered me up by saying they bought sushi for me as my dinner.. i was also very touched.. she bought a box of brown dye and i just finished helping her to dye her hair.. lols.. but dunno why like dun have colour like tt.. maybe the dye too dark liaos.. lols.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:28 PM


Saturday, October 28, 2006

today i woke up at 11. lols, very tired lehhs, dunno why.. heex.. i quickly do the hsework and then waited for my mum to come home to bring me buy my pokemon crystal version. lols.

in the end, my mum say she very tired and dun feel like going.. so i just went with my sis lorrhs.. then they also nvr sell.. say wad very long ago liaos.. haiish. sianz lorrhs.. then i just walked out of that building and dunno headed where.. gt road jiu walk.. in the end, we ended up at cross street.. dunno where is that also. hahas. we were like lost larrhs. hahas. we then decided to walk on.. and finally we reached lau pa sat. LOLS. can walk until so far sia. heex.

we went there have a drink and then carried on walking to raffles place mrt station.. we then took to dhoby ghaut to change to NEL and then headed on to chinatown again. hahas. cause i havee decided to buy the game. fun marrhs. haiish. in the end bought le, but dunno why still craving for crystal version... wait until i can find it first bahhs. haiish~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:37 PM


Friday, October 27, 2006

today is mrs koh's birthday!! lols. i wished her happie birthday this morning.. yups.. heex..

after doing the hsework, my sister and i headed to heartland mall/hougang mall/compass point. lols.. we today planned to go so many places because each of the things that we wanna buy are all in these different places.. zzz.. yeahs.

so firstly, we went to heartland.. my sister wanna go the this fashion there buy her shorts.. but end up didnt buy.. dunno why she dun wan buy also.. lols.. then we headed on to hougang mall.. i wanna go the game shop there to buy a gameboy de game.. old game liaos.. there got sell, but its second hand de.. i dun like.. and its EX too.. so dun buy lorrhs.. with that, we went on to compass point to buy SOMEONE de birthday present. yups.. my sister gave me advice and then i finally decided on which one to buy lorrhs.. yups.. the salesgirl there very friendly. =)

after buying, i called dearriie to ask him where he was, and if he was near, hopefully he could collect the present from me then.. but he was at his fren's hse and he was about to go hougang mall with his mother soon.. mmm.. so i left it at that lorrhs.. we agreed to meet on monday.. yups. my sister and i jiu went home and decided to check out the game shop at my mother's workplace to see if they sell the game that i want lorrhs.. but they didnt. ='( we jiu waited for my mother to knock off and went home together..

my auntie then treated us to dinner at borsche steakhouse at the serangoon garden there.. the service there was like shit larrhs. wahhhs lau.. the salmon was so damn oily also.. actually thought of bringing dearriie there for dinner on his birthday, but forget it, although the ambience is nice.. after dinner, we went home with our stomachs full.

dearriie is playing game now.. mmm.. that kinda game that needs full concentration.. FULL CONCENTRATION until he will forget about his gf those kind. haiish. he said dun disturb him. then i jiu dun lorrhs.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:31 PM


Monday, October 23, 2006

i believe too much in love. i depend too much on him. so how? i reallie dunno. i'm so confused. i wish to cry myself to slp. i sacrifice so much, but this is only called depending too much on him. someone, ANYONE, help me. help me to be me again.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:48 PM


Tuesday, October 17, 2006

woo hoo~~~~ today i was so high today larrhs. dunno fer wad also. lols. the teacher said that there was a compulsory workshop for all the J1 tmr. lols. i cant go. lols.

today i woke up late. at 6.30. lols. i was so tired larrhs. and then i was sure i didnt hear the alarm from my hp. lols. ji xuan had to call my hse and my father had to wake me up. lols. luckily we were not late. feel so guilty larrhs. i was always the one who drag her down. lols. sorry arhs, gal. =)

today actually wanna pon geog one, but michelle seemed very unhappy.. she always unhappy when she know we wanna pon one. lols. yeahs, so in the end we went for geog lorrhs. it turned out not badd larrhs. lols. then tmr also very dumb larrhs, got chem for 1.5 hrs then jiu no more lesson liaos.. but sianz, we will be having PW meeting.. i alr told benjamin that i need to go off lorrhs. yups..

hahas. oh yeahs, another one of my shoelace kena confiscated by miss choong again. haiish~ so damn suay larrhs.. ji xuan, lee tian and i were already walking out of the school already.. then suay suay have to meet the science teachers.. first i saw bernard lee.. then after that i saw gary neo and i instinctively know miss choong will be with them.. so i just turned aroung and tried to adjust my shoelace as i knew it was sticking out like dunno wad like tt. lols. but alas, as a bio teacher, she has keen observation skills. lols. she looked very stern and walked towards me and then asked me to give it to her lorrhs. and said it was the last time she was telling me. i was like so paiseh larrhs. wahhs lau. hahas. next time see her must be more careful already. lols.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:41 PM


Monday, October 16, 2006

sad sad sad. i got my results today. all of them. haiish. some are okayys, but most are disappointing.. especially my bio... ARGH. the essay part was like shit. upon 20 guess i got how much? i got 0. simply a big FAT 0! haiish~ so damn depressed. i wrote like shit larrhs. i tried. i reali reali tried. i dunno larrhs, when i saw that stupid page, i just stared at it and the tears started coming out right there in the hall. i tried to stop it, but it wouldnt, WTH.

haiishh.. i'm starting to feel that bio is not my cup of tea. haiish. but honestly, i love bio. its the scoring part that is hard. now damn worried whether i will be promoted larrhs. haiish~ me and jixuan wandered around compass after receiving the results.. both of us didnt feel like going home... haiish~ SAD larrhs. i miss him badly. i need him by my side... haiish~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:10 PM


Sunday, October 15, 2006

i have learnt that the most important thing in a relationship is understanding. okayys, maybe it is not the most important thing, but it is definitely an essential. especially when your half is experiencing a down side of his life.

ytd, he told me he read my blog and he msged me when i was at the wedding dinner and he sounded very upset. i was like so worried that he will ignore me for like weeks larrhs. i was frantically sending him msges, but to my dismay, he didnt reply one of them. when i called him on the phone later that night, he didnt ans also. haiish~ was damn worried.

this morning i awoke to the msg tone of my phone..it was him, and he explained that he dozed off.. i was like so relieved larrhs.. haiish~ gave me such a big scare. now we're alrights liaos, thank goodness. =)

tmr we'll be getting our promo results - all of them. makes me a bit jittery.. haiish~ whether i will be promoted or not will depend on these results. quite scary when i come to think of it...


-imissyeuu.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:13 PM


Saturday, October 14, 2006

i didnt slp well last night. haiish~ i was thinking whether he was alrights. he didnt msg me good nites... its the second time alr.. haiish.. was he too busy looking after his dad? but how long does typing a msg need? 1 hr? haiish~ he told me he cannot pei me that often, does it include msg time too? is a girlfriend supposed to always forgive her boyfriend for this kinda things?

he doesnt msg me that often already.. haiish~ guess he's reallie busy with this father? but when he goes to school he also doesnt msg me. haiish. is he loving me less? i also dunno larrhs. think i too sensitive or wad bahhs.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:48 AM


Thursday, October 12, 2006

today do pw and chi again.. sianz. lols. wahhs, someONE in our class made me damn pissed today larrhs. F*CK man. i was sitting at her grp's PW table talking to ji xuan they all.. we having our break marrhs.. then when zi hsuan asked her to put down the laptop or smth like that, she say until very loud "wait larrhs! u see got space or not?!" and then looked over at us. WTF larrhs. not happy just say into my face lorrhs, nonid go one BIG round de lorrhs. HUMJI is it? KI student somemore. f*ck u larrhs. i listened alr i very buei song alr lorrhs, i just stand up and stomped away lorrhs. fine lorrhs, u wan the table, GIVE U BACK lorrhs.

after the last lesson, which is PW, ji xuan and i jiu went home le lorrhs. going home tt time she looked very sadd lers. i think its me arhs. coz she wanted to go compass.. then i going out with my family and have to reach home early marrhs, so i told her cannot go compass liaos.. then i think she sadd lorrhs. haiish. sorry gal, will make it up to you next time kayys? cheer up.

i napped for awhile upon reaching home.. and then i woke up at 4.15 to dress up nice nice to go out.. heex. my dad, bro and i jiu took the bus to amk where we will be watching rob-b-hood. when we reached there, we had our dinner and walked ard before going into the cinema.. its like damn small larrhs.. i still prefer GV.. heex. even the popcorn there also taste a bit weird. lols. the show was 2 h and 20 min larrhs.. nice show man. got funny, got crying parts one. damn nice!

we went home straight after the movie and we took 159 home.. when i was about to get on the bus, i saw two NYJCians alighting from another bus. one kept turning around to look at me, like he wanna say smth like tt.. then while walking away from the bus stop, he still kept turning ard.. he even asked his fren to turn ard.. i was like, bewildered larrhs. diaos. like got smth to say then dun wanna say tt kinda feeling. lols.

anyways, the bus was like damn crowded larrhs. my god. my father board the bus in front of me, and he tapped his card nearer to the bus driver.. i was on the other side of the bus but i decided to tap my card against the reader nearer to the bus driver as it was available. and then i saw him. he was wearing a pair of red-framed specs. i was so stunned that i hesitated for a moment and then we looked at each other.. lols. he seemed to recognise me, but he also seemed not to recognise me. i dunno wad he thinking when he gives that 'DAO' face larhs. aiyoh. then my father and i had to stand on the bus and he was driving so fast larrhs. wth. lols. finally reached home le. tired. now still got PW meeting for OP but benjamin is nowhere in sight. LOLs~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:22 PM


Wednesday, October 11, 2006

part of me wants to be upset with him and nvr tok to him again. part of me says that i should be understanding at this point in time when he's so stressed up with everything. after thinking it thru, i feel that i shld listen to the understanding part of me. and so i will. i'll be understanding and not blame him for anything small he does wrong. i'll tell myself that i'm too sensitive...

my cousin says that i depend too much on him. like i will die without him. well, that is partly true, because i have to admit that my life has nvr been the same since we're together. but still, my cousin says that we should live life happily and enjoy ourselves. and, according to jasmine, we shld talk out problems and solve them instead of leaving them hanging in the air.. she's absolutely right.. we're a couple, and we shld talk about our problems instead of avoiding it.. furthermore, there's nth under the sun that we cant talk about, rights dearriie?

anyyways, sch starts again today.. ytd i slpt at 2.30 after CHIONGing the WR.. yeahs. then today i woke up late and had to go up that stupid crowded bus and i forgot to bring the project file. diaos. but luckily benjamin didnt scold me. *phewww* lols. today in sch do only PW and chinese nia.. so boring. then still gt proncipal's talk somemore.. slpt a bit during that talk. so boring larrhs. lols.

after sch, ji xuan and i went to compass to have kfc.. dunno why suddenly feel like eating kfc so much.. lols. while i was on 156 to compass, a 159 passed by at the opposite stretch of road.. then i just casually look at the driver to see whu it was. and guess wad, i saw HIM! i saw the long lost bus driver!! lols. hahas. long time no see him, ji xuan and i thought he got fired. lols. so badd rights. hahas. then at the kfc, the staff there were training new and young ppl whu were taking our orders. v funny larrhs. then got one handsome guy work in the kitchen lorrhs. diaos larrhs. dunno why today see so many shuai guys... lols. but there is one thing i like to clarify, and that is, ultimately, i still love my cute little boy. =)

after that, ji xuan and i went to the library to borrow books lorrhs.. coz very sians marrhs. found 2 nice books to occupy myself with.. =) after that jiu go home liaos. i just woke up after a nap.. but dunno why still v tired. haiish. later still got PW meeting online..

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 7:19 PM


Tuesday, October 10, 2006

today i woke up at 7 because chris nvr tell me wad time to meet. i was waiting and waiting for his msg in the morning but he nvr msged.. so i called hiim lorrhs.. he didnt ans when i called him at 8 plus.. he onli picked up my call at 9 plus when he just got out of the house. he said everytime meet me on tue is always 9.. how i know siiaxx. haiish~

we took the train to esplanade and then we sat at a secluded area behind a door.. and then the funny thing was we got caught and was chased out.. lols. we jiu went the seats there to sit and talk before going over to marina square to have our lunch - kfc. wahhs, the kfc there very nice.. next time got chance then go there eat again. after eating we jiu have to rush to his sch coz he was alr late for his lesson and he has presentation today..

after sending him to sch, i took the train to woodlands to meet jasmine.. she was late. hahahas. she still look the same larrhs, still so thin and pretty. =) we then walked the pasar malam outside causeway point and then we went inside and walked one round lorrhs. wad a boring shopping centre.. not much to see also. lols. we then went mos burger to have some drinks while we talked our hearts out there.. haiish~

she then asked me to msg chris to see if he was having dinner with me lorrhs.. then he said no lorrhs.. after that i jiu went home alone on that damn crowded 161 and left jasmine there to wait for melvin whu will be meeting her to talk..

on the bus, i msged chris to ask him where he will be having his dinner as i thought of joining him and his frens. but he didnt reply larhs. haiish~ i walked all the way home alone while waiting for his msg.. when i reached home, i bathed. i thought. i cried. and i ached. haiish~

when he finally did reply, he said he just received my msg as he was on the train when i msged him.. he said he going to have his dinner at ave 8 and then need to go home le. like tt lorrhs. haiish. nvm larrhs. i also dunno wad to say. i'll just remain silent..

-heartache.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 6:52 PM


Sunday, October 08, 2006

woohoo~ i finally changed my friendster skin! hahas.. actually i was reluctant to change the skin de, coz my previous skin was reallie reallie nice and sweet.. i was browsing thru the new skins today when i suddenly spotted the perfect skin! omg.. its black and pink.. heavenly.. i changed the skin to that lorrhs.. so proud of it. lols.

basically, i was using the com for the whole day today.. lols. nth to do marrhs.. after chatting with dearrie online for a while, i then went to have my afternoon nap at 2 and i was woken up by my bro who said that we were going out.. my mum said we going vivocity, which is the new shopping centre that has opened at harbourfront there.

when we reached there, we were greeted by a large crowd. reallie LARGE.. dunno why got so many ppl sia.. diaos.. then most of the shops that young ppl would like are still not open.. the fast food outlets also.. when we want to find a place to eat because of my stupid bro who was complaining, all the outlets that we wanted to visit were still closed. then my mum was like blaming me for asking her to go to a place where there was difficulty even in finding a place to eat. wtf larrhs, how i know. diaos lorrhs. then i think she saw my hurt face and then she started to talk to me to make me feel better lorrhs.. haiish.

in the end we walked all the way back to harbourfront centre lorrhs.. my bro wanna eat the ice cream there marrhs... so ma fan larrhs he.. think he is the king or smth like tt... grr.. when we reached macdonalds, the place was like packed lorrhs.. dun even have a place to stand larrhs.. wahhs lau.. sibei suay man.. in the end he have to eat ice cream from a high class ice cream parlour and one scoop of ice cream is like $3.80 larrhs. so damn ex. then ppl there also udnno how to queue up de lorrhs.. got one guy and his mum only know how to EAT lorrhs. bang ppl also dunno how to say SORRY de larrhs. my sis and i were like SOOOOOOO pissed larrhs. f*ck.

we then went to pastamania to eat.. the queue was like so damn long larrhs. sians lorrhs. i think we queued for like 20 mins larrhs.. the ppl there also work very slow.. take their own swt time.. ZzZzZz.. then got one gal who was dressed in PINK all the way.. from top to bottom larrhs.. she was sitting beside our table with her family.. at first i thought she was the man's wife larrhs.. wahhs lau.. i think she is sec 1.. at most sec 2 nia larrhs.. wear until like AUNTIE like tt.. my sis and i cant stand her.. see alr also feel like PUKING. URF.

on my way home, dearrie told me that he couldnt meet me tmr liaos.. coz my pw ends at 2.30 like tt marrhs. haiish. sianz lorrhs. i miss him. i miss dearriie.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:02 PM


Friday, October 06, 2006

ytd dearriie didnt msg me gd nite and i was like waiting and waiting for his msg.. i thought something happened to him.. like his mother confiscated his hp or smth.. then dunno why this morning just automatically wake up and then called him to see if he was okayys lorrhs.. he is fine, just that ytd he was too tired to msg me lorrhs. *phewww*

then just now when i call him that time he said he going to buy medicine at hougang mall and then asked if i wanna meet him.. of course i wan larrhs.. would i give up any opportunity to meet him? lols. then after the phone call, he asked me to go back to slp, but dunno why, i jiu shi cant sleep lorrhs.. so i woke up and then used the com lorrhs..

at 10.30, i left my hse for heartland mall coz suddenly i feel like going shopping alone marrhs.. dunno why lers, i feel very strange also, because usually i wun go out alone de.. but today just feel like lorrhs.. so i took 112 to heartland and then there nth one.. cos most of the shops haven open. then i was like siao gal like tt walk ard that mall for like 50 times b4 i finally decided to take 112 to hougang mall... i purposely took the bus to drag the time because i realised there were reallie a lot of time as dearriie will onli be dismissed at 12..

at hougang mall, i went chameleon to buy my hairpin and then i gt nth to do liaos.. reallie very sianz.. so i went into practically every shop there.. sianx larrhs.. and then i think i walked hougang mall 100 times while waiting for his call.. but he didnt call so i called him lorrhs.. then he said that he go with his frens to buy the medicine can liaos. ask me go home first. i was like. dunno how to say also. lols. then he asked me to wait for him larrhs.. at first i was okayys with it, but thinking of the fact that i have to spend another 1 hr alone.. haiish.. dunno.. i just dun like the feeling of being alone.. its so scary. and lonely. haiish..

i decided not to wait for him in the end and i just msged to tell him that lorrhs. i then took 112 home deliberately.. the long bus journey home gave me time to think about wad i wanted to ponder about lorrhs.. haiish. dunno larrhs. sians.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 2:43 PM


Wednesday, October 04, 2006

finally! after so many days of struggling with my studying for promos, tmr is the last paper, BIO MCQ! yayys! so happy.. lols. then finally can go out and shop until i drop liaos. LOLS. i just pray that benjamin wun want to meet everyday during the hols from the marking day and all. *pray hard* Lols.

i miss dearriie.. baby here miss dearriie.. haiish..

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 5:29 PM


Sunday, October 01, 2006

If there were no words, no way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears, no way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my valentine

All of my life I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes and shown me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
Cause all I need is you, my valentine
You're all I need, my love, my valentine

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:36 AM


Saturday, September 30, 2006

today woke up at 9.. decided to study hard for bio because it may act as my truning point and enable me to get promoted.. haiish.. reallie no choice le lorrhs.. i studied all the way from 9 to 2 plus and i finally finished protein synthesis and cell signalling.. ahhs. feel a sense of relief lorrhs.. but dunno why hors, i have a feeling that the chapters that i've studied for at the front i all forget liaos.. lols. haiish. tmr revise lorrhs..

but my mum just told me that we will going out tmr.. go offer prayers to my grandfather and then they going toa payoh.. haiish.. maybe i just go for the prayers and then come back after that lorrhs.. yups.. and also hors, thinking that i have to study geog after the bio paper reallie makes me feel like fainting.. haiish.. reallie a lot lorrhs.. i dun even have the time to read the extra notes that mrs koh print for us.. ARRGGGGHHHHHHHHH~

but, i tell myself that if i put this up for a few more days, i can play all i want after promos. yeahs. my motivation. =) heex.. moreover, i today in gd mood.. cos tmr is our 8th month anniversary! yay! 8 mths liaos wors.. sho happie.. hope that we will have endless more months ahead of us kayys dearriie? must keep the faith.. =) muackks muackks.. love yeuu ALWAYS dearriie.. my heart will onli belong to yeuu..

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:12 PM


Friday, September 29, 2006

haiish.. today was my maths and chemistry paper.. maths was okayys.. i was pretty happy with the way the paper turned out.. but as for chem.. haiish.. i reallie dunno wad to say.. its reallie difficult like hell.. haiish.. i was crying during the paper larrhs.. and i dunno left how many blanks.. feel so so depressed.. haiish. sadd arrhs. wahhs lau. dunno why things turned out the way they did.. okayys, i admit for mid yr i didnt study hard enough, but now?! i've already studied hard le.. haiish.. dunno why still like this.. michelle and ji xuan tried to comfort me, but i still felt sadd. haiish.. but thks for trying to cheer me up guys. =)

because of this, i msged dearrie right after my paper and asked him to come meet me and pei me awhile lorrhs. and he did, which is so sweet of him.. when i met him, i just poured out my sorrows and he just sat there and lent me a listening ear.. that is enough for me already.. he just sat there and comfort me lorrhs.. and ask me to do better in bio.. haiish.. he asked me to cry all out lorrhs, say that i will feel better after that.. and i reallie felt better.. thks dear.. and then after i've just calmed down a little, his mother called him, and after he put the phone down, there was a look of worry in his eyes when he told me that he thinks his mum know that he wasnt at hgp.. haiish.. so worried about him larrhs.. i msged him to ask him to msg me as soon as he is okayys.. but there is no msg until now.. so damn worried.. also quite upset with myself for getting him into trouble.. haiish~~~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:38 PM


Wednesday, September 27, 2006

today woke up at 8.. lols.. i planned to wake up at 9 de, but then i was awakened by my bro's cries and then i couldnt get back to slp liaos. lols. maybe was waiting for someone's msg bahhs. lols.

yeahs, then i woke up i jiu go study awhile and then i did hsework.. and then i studied somemore until about 10.30.. then i went online and saw dearriie.. talked to him awhile then he offline liaos.. i then looked for chinese songs lorrhs. so sianz..

at 1.30 i go changed and get ready to go to national skin center with my sis lorrhs. i first time didnt tie my hair when i go out lerx. heex.. cos ytd just cut my hair, then now its thin le marrhs. heex..

when we reached the national skin center, we didnt wait long b4 we got to see the doctor.. she was so cute larrhs.. and friendly too.. heex. my sister had her first treatment done today.. lols.. she say very pain, so i lend her my hand to squeeze lorrhs.. but she didnt use force.. i think she nvr eat arhs, so no strength. LOLS. as for me, today is my last treatment!! yay. so happie. heex. finally i recovered from warts.. =)

after treatment, my sis and i went toa payoh walk walk.. heex. not much to walk anyways. lol. but i bought a monokuro boo handphone accessory.. SOOOOOOO CUTE larrhs.. omg.. love it so much. lols.

the whole day i was thinking of dearriie as i dunno when will be the next time that i can meet him.. haiish. his first msg to me today was telling me how shagged he was and that he was having a headache.. haiish.. feel so heartpain.. haiish. it is no wonder that he will have headaches often given the stress that he is under.. poor dear..

on the bus journey home, i was thinking bout how he was doing larrhs.. then suddenly he called me, and i knew he was out of the hse... he was going to have dinner and asked me whether i wanna meet him.. and coincidentally, the bus was near hgp at tt time.. wahhs. suddenly feel so happy and energised.. and also can see how he was feeling, so i agreed to meet him at hgp lorrhs.. he then bought mac and ate on the way to my hse.. he's so sweet larrhs, feel so ill already still wanna send me home.. haii.. thks dear..

upon reaching my blk, we went to our 'usual' place to talk lorrhs.. *wiinkks* spent some time there.. at first, he reallie seemed drained.. then after awhile, he was looking better already.. then when he was going home that time, he told me that his headache was gone.. i was relieved and happy for him..haiish.. cos i also dun wan see him suffer so much.. haiish.. sick le still take time off to come find me.. haiish.. dear.. i feel reallie lucky to have u.. i was touched.. haiish.. i love yeuu dear.. so much so much...

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:37 PM


Tuesday, September 26, 2006

awww... today was the long awaited day when i will go out with dearriie.. when i woke up this morning, it was 8.. lols. then i jiu study awhile then jiu change into my new quiksilver shirt.. heex.. then after not long, dearriie jiu outside my house liaos.. we then headed towards the 88 bus stop and went to punggol park..

at there, we indulged in our private world of two.. i also folded the straw heart for him there.. lols.. =) at 11.45 we jiu take bus go hougang mall liaos.. we went there and eat lunch - kfc! and then we jiu went walk walk.. finally found my WHITE hairband le worrs.. so happy.. =) dearriie bought for me de lerx.. heex. thank yeuu dearriie. =)

after that we went to take mrt to his sch liaos.. actually i was planning on taking the train all the way to jurong east after he alight at dover de, but then dearriie suggested that i get off with him and then take a bus home at a bus stop outside his sch.. i agreed lorrhs.. he told me where to take the bus and then jiu kissed me goodbye le. *aww..sho sweet larrhs* heex..

wahhs. then all that happened later was so stoopid larrhs. omg, feel so stupid. lols. when i was at the bus stop, i saw that bus nuber 147 was also available.. then i dunno whether can take or not lerx.. then i also lazy to call dear to ask.. then when 147 came, i boarded the bus lorrhs.. then that time i felt a bit strange already, because there were so many ppl at the bus stop but not one of them boarded the bus with me.. i boarded the bus and then i realised that the bus will be going to clementi interchange.. i was like DIAOS. haiish. feel so stupid. hahas.

that's not all larrhs, wahhs lau. then when the bus reached the interchange(which was a BUS STOP), i didnt know tt was the end lorrhs. i thought the bus would turn into the interchange lerx.. then i was sitting there happily listening to my mp3. . then the bus captain asked me to get off.. omg. then i was like so paiseh larrhs.. i quickly rushed off the bus larrhs..diaox.

then i jiu walk towards the interchange and took 165 home. lols.. stoopid rights. diaos. so stupid tt i feel like crying lerx.. haiish. then on the bus i saw miss tang and mrs magdeline tan.. i didnt call them cos i scared that they wun recognize me. lols.. haiish.. wad a stupid day lorrhs. ZzZzZz....

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 5:50 PM


Wednesday, September 20, 2006

mmm. dunno wad to say lerx... like nothing else to talk about except my hectic schedule. lols. i cant wait for promos to be over larrhs! omg. i wanna do lotsa things after promos... shopping, iceskating.. all of which i dun have time to even THINK about now. ARGH.

hahas. today dearriie woke up and told me about his dream.. he dreamed that both of us got married. lols. weird, but its a nice dream.. and i hope this dream can come true wors. lols. =)

my parents and my auntie whu worked in hospice are very worried about dear.. haiish~ they say he very ke lian lorrhs, have to handle this situation at this young age.. ask me to give him support lorrhs... haiish.. but i see him like that so stressed up i also heartpain fer him.. haiish. but the prob is i heartpain i also cannot do anything! that's the worst thing larrhs.. omg, feel so helpless.. plus now i promos period, dun reallie have time to pei him and give him my FULL support.. haiish. guess i'll have to do that after the promos... but but... after promos have to prepare PW de stuff.. i also dunno..

jc life is really draining.. i study so hard, i also dunno whether i can be promoted.. the teachers have been emphasizing that the promo paper will be tough. haii. i dunno wad i will do if i reallie retained.. haiish. dun tok about it le.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:01 PM


Sunday, September 17, 2006

promos are coming. reallie reallie stressed.. well, who isnt anyways? lols. at first, there seemed to be hope that i can finish studying in time. but now, haiish, dunno why. the future just seem so bleak. dunno why just have the feeling that i will be retained. haiish. we shall see. meanwhile i just have to hang on lorrhs, although i'm like already three quarters dead. lols.

dearriie's father had been discharged from the hospital and is now resting at home.. mmmm.. but dear have to wake up early every morinig to feed his dad his medicine.. poor dear.. haiish, i know he is under a lot of stress.. but to my delight, he still take the time to msg and call me whenever he can.. i'm very happy dear.. i know u are doing this because u are scared that i might feel neglected now that u have to takkaire of ur dad and cant spend so much time with me.. i know dear.. =) *muackkiies* thks dear, i'm touched. lols. but dun wry about me larrhs kayys? spend more time with ur family..

mr poh is leaving us soon.. 29th sept, which is the day of our maths paper is his last day.. although we dun have any close connections, but haiish, losing someone is always difficult.. dun u agree? i wish him all the best in his business bahhs.

wahhs, i'm so shagged, think i'll stop here le.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 1:12 AM


Wednesday, September 13, 2006

long time nvr blog liaos.. been very busy studying for promos.. omg. its like killing me larrhs.. so tired everyday..

ytd, deariie's father was admitted to ttsh.. he didnt know wad was wrong until 8 plus when he msged me. haiish.. it seems very serious, and it is serious i think.. haiish. feel so sadd for him.. he msged me tt time, although he got put smiley faces in his smses, i could tell that he was reallie very very sadd.. haiish. i just told him to be strong lorrhs.. coz i reallie dunno wad to say to him le.. haiish.. feel like a useless gf now.. i just hope tt he takes good care of himself for the moment lorrhs. coZ i also busy studying for promos, then also no time to take care of him for the time being. so yeahs, dearriie, just takkaire of urself yarrhs?

and rmb, i'l always be here fer u.. be strong dear. =) *muackkies*

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:44 AM


Friday, September 08, 2006

yays... i'm back from hong kong! reallie missed a lot of ppl over there.. heex.. well.. the temperature there is like singapore.. i think a bit hotter.. wahhs. reallie cannot stand the heat sia.. heez..

well.. i cant possibly write about the whole trip in my blog, or else i will bore a lot of ppl to death, so i shall just briefly describe wad we did each day.. heex..

on the first day, that is when we just reached there, it was 7.30 at night liaox.. we took a bus to the hotel to put our baggages and then we went for dinner.. after that jiu go back to the hotel to unpack out things and look forward to a nice stay at hong kong!

second day we went shopping along the various well-known streets where they sell cheap but gd stuff.. wahhs. i reallie had a shopping spree there lorrhs.. woohoo~ then at night we went up to a place called 'the peak' where you can see the whole of hong kong's skylines! its like heavenly lorrhs.. while you are up there, the clouds just swift past you.. wahhhs. heavenly. romantic too. lols.

on the third day, we went disneyland!! the things they sell there all very ex, but nice!! all disney characters de.. we also went to the various rides in the park itself and took pictures too! the fireworks display was spectacular! dunno why, makes me feel as if i'm in some kinda fantasyland. lols. =)

on the fourth day, we went to a place where there was a BIG statue of buddha.. i forgot the name of the place le.. lols. but it was nice.. the scenery around that place was nice too.. after that, we jiu went shopping liaos, but this time went air con de place to shop.. yups..

on the last day in hong kong, we went harbourcity, the largest shopping centre in hong kong.. we did some last minute shopping and then we headed to the airport.. we went into the departure area with one last look of the airport.. and then we waited a while jiu board the plane liaos..

it reallie feels so good to be back in singapore! ahhs. but so sadd, i thought i could meet dearriie today but he is working. so haiish. next monday lorrhs.

anyways, wad i have said here is only very very brief. for more details, can call or meet up with me lorrhs. then i will tell u all bout it. lols.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:46 AM


Sunday, September 03, 2006

woohoo~ i'll be going to hong kong later! hahas. so excited! heez.. yeahs. so i probably cant blog for like 5 days. lols. i'm gonna miss a lot of ppl while i'm there.. meanwhile, frens, pls takkaire while i'm there! and dearriie, u too. i am going to miss all of u....

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 7:46 AM


Saturday, September 02, 2006

mmm. i had vowed to give dear more freedom since ytd. i know i am probably going to suffer from missing him too much.. but haiish~ there is reallie nth i can do to make him happie le.. haiish~ i'm changing myself fer him lerx.. am i right in doing this? i thought when a person loves someone, he or she is supposed to love him for whu he or she is, not wad he or she is. haiish~ dunno larrhs.

when gals say smth, most of the time they dun mean it de. haiish~ gals, u would know wad i mean. but sometimes guys just dun understand tt... sometimes i reallie wish guys could detect wad we reallie mean. haiish~ dunno how to say larrhs.

i'm going to hong kong le.. dunno if he will miss me as much as i miss him...............

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:10 AM


Thursday, August 31, 2006

today is the day for teachers' day celebration! hahax.. the concert was nice.. i think the last part very nice.. where all the students go up on stage to give teachers gifts.. so sweet.. hahas.. yeahs. after the concert, michelle, ji xuan and i went to the canteen to have the 'picnic'.. then after a while we jiu headed to hs with yun xuan and yuan wen..

when we reached hs, there were like so many ppl larrhs. hahas.. it was nice to see them again.. miss everyone.. heex.. saw li ting they all! hahas.. so excited. mmm.. after that we jiu go look for teachers to give them the cards that ji xuan, michelle and i have done.. heard that mdm chia is pregnant.. mr gan out for course.. and mdm lim's last year in the sch.. awwww.. how sadd.. she's a great teacher... haishh~ i then went to look for mrs koh in the staffroom and we chatted lorrhs. bout the same old things. lols. she was in a hurry larrhs, so we didnt chat very long also.. anyways, we had to go back to ny for bio SPA marrhs. so ma fan.

we reached ny that time already 1.45 liddat le.. we studied a while then jiu go to the examination venue liaos. wahhs. i almost didnt have time to finish the report larrhs. i was scribbling like mad like everybody else. LOLS! but luckily managed to finish. heex..

dunno its a bad sign or wad.. recently keep having bad dreams. haiish. scary. then when dear tok to me online just now, he kinda hinted tt he wanted more freedom from this relationship larrhs. he said he envied his frens whu could go anywhere they want at anytime.. he said he sometimes felt frustrated that he couldnt go out with them just because he is meeting me lorrhs. haiish. i am sorry dear.. i didnt know the relationship was such a burden to u.. but rest assured that i will give u more freedom from now on.. so that u can go out with ur frens. dun wry about pang sehING me. alrights? haiish~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:52 PM


Wednesday, August 30, 2006

today i got back my gp paper 2.. i failed larrhs. wth. sadd arrhs. haiish. but overall still pass.. but must buck up le.. haiish~

today school ended at 1.15 cos there was no assembly.. after sch i jiu straight away go take 156 to bishan.. was supposed to meet dearriie there as he was accompanying me to treatment.. but then when i called him on the bus, he said he was still at woodlands cos his interview ended late.. so we decided to meet at novana square there lorrhs.. i ate my lunch while waiting for him. long john. hahas..

mmm.. after tt we jiu went national skin centre liaos. today the nurses all very funny. lols. she used the cotton one today.. pain til siao.. i was luffing at tt time, so it wasnt so painful.. the pain only surfaced after the thing larrhs. omg. then horrs, the nurse say tt i shld let dear try the pain of the treatment. lols. then he v scared lerx. omg. hahas. very funny larrhs. heex~

after the treatmeant, the pain was reallie like hell.. my life was all drained larrhs.. wahhs lau.. then i still had to go home alone somemore as he was meeting his frens at marina square. he gt ask me go larrhs, but very qi guai marrhs. if i go he will also tok with his frens de marrhs. then i like so extra like tt. haiish. liddat lorrhs. then i go home jiu slp and did some studying of bio fer tmr.. i have a lvl SPA exam tmr after teachers day celebration.. sadd arhhs.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:33 PM


Tuesday, August 29, 2006

today i did not many things larrhs.. but i feel abit guilty larrhs.. heex.. cause i was supposed to be studying marrhs.. then i on the com then i forgot all about my studies liaos. lols. and i spent another 3 more hours choosing the song for my blog before i finally found this one.. heex. must be appreciative arrhs. =) yeaps. i'll just leave this entry short larrhs.. cause my eyes closing le larrhs. haven pack bag fer tmr also. lols. nytes then. =)

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:08 AM


Monday, August 28, 2006

wahhs. i'm reallie shagged man, damn it. i just finished rushing the stuff that i have to do fer written report as tmr will be the deadline for the second draft. oh well. whu asked me to be absent for two meetings in a row. hahax..

hmmm.. it had just occured to me that promos are reallie around the corner.. all my teachers have been talking bout it.. they made it sound so so scary.. i have been thinking.. wad if i were to be retained? omg. i dunno how depressed i would get. that is why i have decided to study hard for the promos. i think i did not study heard enough for the previous tests, and thus, i deserved the the results that i got.

because of this, i'm reallie stressed up as i have to juggle between schwork and revision.. its reallie tough. but i have to be strong and perservere, just like alfee said. when we toked on msn just now, he told me some reallie inspriring sentences.

he said "when you have climbed so high, u fall of course will pain de lar. but pain nvm, just stand up and climb again lor. it is at this juncture where all the determination lar, the perserverance lar comes into play".

thks alfee, i will keep those words in mind, and try my best to pick up from where i fell. at this point in time where i am the most vulnerable, he had let me feel that frens are always there for u... =)

well. tmr i was supposed to meet dearriie, but like most of the time, he called our meeting off coz he couldn't find an excuse to tell his mum. oh well. i just have to accept it lorrhs, wad else can i do.. haiish. i just hate it when he calls off our meetings last min.. u know how much i always look forward to our meetings, especially recently when we cant even meet very often? haiish. to make up for it, u promised to be at the airport this sun to see me off.. but i dun dare to get my hopes up too high.. i'm afraid i'll be too disappointed then..

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:46 AM


Sunday, August 27, 2006

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 2:02 AM