*// YEUU are my reasonn ferr liivin' ---x

Thursday, August 31, 2006

today is the day for teachers' day celebration! hahax.. the concert was nice.. i think the last part very nice.. where all the students go up on stage to give teachers gifts.. so sweet.. hahas.. yeahs. after the concert, michelle, ji xuan and i went to the canteen to have the 'picnic'.. then after a while we jiu headed to hs with yun xuan and yuan wen..

when we reached hs, there were like so many ppl larrhs. hahas.. it was nice to see them again.. miss everyone.. heex.. saw li ting they all! hahas.. so excited. mmm.. after that we jiu go look for teachers to give them the cards that ji xuan, michelle and i have done.. heard that mdm chia is pregnant.. mr gan out for course.. and mdm lim's last year in the sch.. awwww.. how sadd.. she's a great teacher... haishh~ i then went to look for mrs koh in the staffroom and we chatted lorrhs. bout the same old things. lols. she was in a hurry larrhs, so we didnt chat very long also.. anyways, we had to go back to ny for bio SPA marrhs. so ma fan.

we reached ny that time already 1.45 liddat le.. we studied a while then jiu go to the examination venue liaos. wahhs. i almost didnt have time to finish the report larrhs. i was scribbling like mad like everybody else. LOLS! but luckily managed to finish. heex..

dunno its a bad sign or wad.. recently keep having bad dreams. haiish. scary. then when dear tok to me online just now, he kinda hinted tt he wanted more freedom from this relationship larrhs. he said he envied his frens whu could go anywhere they want at anytime.. he said he sometimes felt frustrated that he couldnt go out with them just because he is meeting me lorrhs. haiish. i am sorry dear.. i didnt know the relationship was such a burden to u.. but rest assured that i will give u more freedom from now on.. so that u can go out with ur frens. dun wry about pang sehING me. alrights? haiish~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:52 PM

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

today i got back my gp paper 2.. i failed larrhs. wth. sadd arrhs. haiish. but overall still pass.. but must buck up le.. haiish~

today school ended at 1.15 cos there was no assembly.. after sch i jiu straight away go take 156 to bishan.. was supposed to meet dearriie there as he was accompanying me to treatment.. but then when i called him on the bus, he said he was still at woodlands cos his interview ended late.. so we decided to meet at novana square there lorrhs.. i ate my lunch while waiting for him. long john. hahas..

mmm.. after tt we jiu went national skin centre liaos. today the nurses all very funny. lols. she used the cotton one today.. pain til siao.. i was luffing at tt time, so it wasnt so painful.. the pain only surfaced after the thing larrhs. omg. then horrs, the nurse say tt i shld let dear try the pain of the treatment. lols. then he v scared lerx. omg. hahas. very funny larrhs. heex~

after the treatmeant, the pain was reallie like hell.. my life was all drained larrhs.. wahhs lau.. then i still had to go home alone somemore as he was meeting his frens at marina square. he gt ask me go larrhs, but very qi guai marrhs. if i go he will also tok with his frens de marrhs. then i like so extra like tt. haiish. liddat lorrhs. then i go home jiu slp and did some studying of bio fer tmr.. i have a lvl SPA exam tmr after teachers day celebration.. sadd arhhs.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:33 PM

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

today i did not many things larrhs.. but i feel abit guilty larrhs.. heex.. cause i was supposed to be studying marrhs.. then i on the com then i forgot all about my studies liaos. lols. and i spent another 3 more hours choosing the song for my blog before i finally found this one.. heex. must be appreciative arrhs. =) yeaps. i'll just leave this entry short larrhs.. cause my eyes closing le larrhs. haven pack bag fer tmr also. lols. nytes then. =)

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:08 AM

Monday, August 28, 2006

wahhs. i'm reallie shagged man, damn it. i just finished rushing the stuff that i have to do fer written report as tmr will be the deadline for the second draft. oh well. whu asked me to be absent for two meetings in a row. hahax..

hmmm.. it had just occured to me that promos are reallie around the corner.. all my teachers have been talking bout it.. they made it sound so so scary.. i have been thinking.. wad if i were to be retained? omg. i dunno how depressed i would get. that is why i have decided to study hard for the promos. i think i did not study heard enough for the previous tests, and thus, i deserved the the results that i got.

because of this, i'm reallie stressed up as i have to juggle between schwork and revision.. its reallie tough. but i have to be strong and perservere, just like alfee said. when we toked on msn just now, he told me some reallie inspriring sentences.

he said "when you have climbed so high, u fall of course will pain de lar. but pain nvm, just stand up and climb again lor. it is at this juncture where all the determination lar, the perserverance lar comes into play".

thks alfee, i will keep those words in mind, and try my best to pick up from where i fell. at this point in time where i am the most vulnerable, he had let me feel that frens are always there for u... =)

well. tmr i was supposed to meet dearriie, but like most of the time, he called our meeting off coz he couldn't find an excuse to tell his mum. oh well. i just have to accept it lorrhs, wad else can i do.. haiish. i just hate it when he calls off our meetings last min.. u know how much i always look forward to our meetings, especially recently when we cant even meet very often? haiish. to make up for it, u promised to be at the airport this sun to see me off.. but i dun dare to get my hopes up too high.. i'm afraid i'll be too disappointed then..

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:46 AM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

``love is when you're able to see the other smile

and this smile guides yeuu throughout the day...

love is keeping each other in each other's hearts

even if it means not seeing each other for a long time...

love is wanting the other party to be happy...always.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 2:02 AM