*// YEUU are my reasonn ferr liivin' ---x

Monday, August 28, 2006

wahhs. i'm reallie shagged man, damn it. i just finished rushing the stuff that i have to do fer written report as tmr will be the deadline for the second draft. oh well. whu asked me to be absent for two meetings in a row. hahax..

hmmm.. it had just occured to me that promos are reallie around the corner.. all my teachers have been talking bout it.. they made it sound so so scary.. i have been thinking.. wad if i were to be retained? omg. i dunno how depressed i would get. that is why i have decided to study hard for the promos. i think i did not study heard enough for the previous tests, and thus, i deserved the the results that i got.

because of this, i'm reallie stressed up as i have to juggle between schwork and revision.. its reallie tough. but i have to be strong and perservere, just like alfee said. when we toked on msn just now, he told me some reallie inspriring sentences.

he said "when you have climbed so high, u fall of course will pain de lar. but pain nvm, just stand up and climb again lor. it is at this juncture where all the determination lar, the perserverance lar comes into play".

thks alfee, i will keep those words in mind, and try my best to pick up from where i fell. at this point in time where i am the most vulnerable, he had let me feel that frens are always there for u... =)

well. tmr i was supposed to meet dearriie, but like most of the time, he called our meeting off coz he couldn't find an excuse to tell his mum. oh well. i just have to accept it lorrhs, wad else can i do.. haiish. i just hate it when he calls off our meetings last min.. u know how much i always look forward to our meetings, especially recently when we cant even meet very often? haiish. to make up for it, u promised to be at the airport this sun to see me off.. but i dun dare to get my hopes up too high.. i'm afraid i'll be too disappointed then..

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:46 AM