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Friday, September 29, 2006

haiish.. today was my maths and chemistry paper.. maths was okayys.. i was pretty happy with the way the paper turned out.. but as for chem.. haiish.. i reallie dunno wad to say.. its reallie difficult like hell.. haiish.. i was crying during the paper larrhs.. and i dunno left how many blanks.. feel so so depressed.. haiish. sadd arrhs. wahhs lau. dunno why things turned out the way they did.. okayys, i admit for mid yr i didnt study hard enough, but now?! i've already studied hard le.. haiish.. dunno why still like this.. michelle and ji xuan tried to comfort me, but i still felt sadd. haiish.. but thks for trying to cheer me up guys. =)

because of this, i msged dearrie right after my paper and asked him to come meet me and pei me awhile lorrhs. and he did, which is so sweet of him.. when i met him, i just poured out my sorrows and he just sat there and lent me a listening ear.. that is enough for me already.. he just sat there and comfort me lorrhs.. and ask me to do better in bio.. haiish.. he asked me to cry all out lorrhs, say that i will feel better after that.. and i reallie felt better.. thks dear.. and then after i've just calmed down a little, his mother called him, and after he put the phone down, there was a look of worry in his eyes when he told me that he thinks his mum know that he wasnt at hgp.. haiish.. so worried about him larrhs.. i msged him to ask him to msg me as soon as he is okayys.. but there is no msg until now.. so damn worried.. also quite upset with myself for getting him into trouble.. haiish~~~

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