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Friday, October 06, 2006

ytd dearriie didnt msg me gd nite and i was like waiting and waiting for his msg.. i thought something happened to him.. like his mother confiscated his hp or smth.. then dunno why this morning just automatically wake up and then called him to see if he was okayys lorrhs.. he is fine, just that ytd he was too tired to msg me lorrhs. *phewww*

then just now when i call him that time he said he going to buy medicine at hougang mall and then asked if i wanna meet him.. of course i wan larrhs.. would i give up any opportunity to meet him? lols. then after the phone call, he asked me to go back to slp, but dunno why, i jiu shi cant sleep lorrhs.. so i woke up and then used the com lorrhs..

at 10.30, i left my hse for heartland mall coz suddenly i feel like going shopping alone marrhs.. dunno why lers, i feel very strange also, because usually i wun go out alone de.. but today just feel like lorrhs.. so i took 112 to heartland and then there nth one.. cos most of the shops haven open. then i was like siao gal like tt walk ard that mall for like 50 times b4 i finally decided to take 112 to hougang mall... i purposely took the bus to drag the time because i realised there were reallie a lot of time as dearriie will onli be dismissed at 12..

at hougang mall, i went chameleon to buy my hairpin and then i gt nth to do liaos.. reallie very sianz.. so i went into practically every shop there.. sianx larrhs.. and then i think i walked hougang mall 100 times while waiting for his call.. but he didnt call so i called him lorrhs.. then he said that he go with his frens to buy the medicine can liaos. ask me go home first. i was like. dunno how to say also. lols. then he asked me to wait for him larrhs.. at first i was okayys with it, but thinking of the fact that i have to spend another 1 hr alone.. haiish.. dunno.. i just dun like the feeling of being alone.. its so scary. and lonely. haiish..

i decided not to wait for him in the end and i just msged to tell him that lorrhs. i then took 112 home deliberately.. the long bus journey home gave me time to think about wad i wanted to ponder about lorrhs.. haiish. dunno larrhs. sians.

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`simplyloveyou- 2:43 PM