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Thursday, November 30, 2006

i went to the zoo today.. hahas.. tiring lorrhs.. i woke up at 7 larrhs. lols. and the bus was squeezy like hell.. lols. we went amk take 138 marrhs.. saw a lot of animals there worrs. duhhs. wad am i talking. zoo of course got lotsa animals larrhs. lols. anyways, the zoo changed a lot.. its nice. =) heex. after walking for like hrs in there, we finally left and took the bus back to amkto take 159 home..
here are some pics that i took. hahas. the quality is like shit coz we forgot the camera. i took with my hp de. lols.

the new giraffe exhibit. i'm in a shelter that's as tall as the giraffes worrs. and they can get so close, like right in front of me!

my favourite exhibit! heex.. i was so excited to see them larrhs.. the jackASS penguins. =D

a baby kangaroo! heex. its very cute lorrhs.. and i'm like 1.5 m away from it. hahas.

me with the nike cap from a someone while we were eating at a dining place at the zoo. looks dumb. lols.

the toilet there is all exposed de lorrhs! very nice!

hahas. yeahs. so when me and my sis reached home, we were like too tired to move and fell asleep on our bed immediately lorrhs.. we were awoken by my mum's voice saying that she wanna leave for toa payoh already. ARGH. so tired, but we dragged ourselves up anyways. lols. and its a gd thing i did, cos i bought a lot of things there! heex.. mmmm.. let me think wad i bought.. a pair of heels, a white repect belt, a monokuro boo hp purse, a new blouse and a respect handbag!! heex. a lot of things horrs.. sho happie! xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:35 PM

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

yay! today i went iceskating! finally! hahas.. actually last week i was supposed to go de, but i was down with that supid fever marrhs. so today finally can go le... so so excited!! heex..

my sis and i left the house at 12.30 and then embarked on the long long journey to jurong east.. hahas.. when we reached the rink, to my relief, there were not many people... hees.. happy! we then payed money then jiu went inside le.. hahas.. i was quite surprised that i still remember how to skate after not skating for 1 yr.. hahas.. =) and i learnt how to turn a bit liaos. although sometimes still will feel like falling. lols. then very funny, got one guy he like wannna fall down those kind, then he grabbed me lorrhs. then wu yuan wu gu let him hug. lols!

after skating for like 3 whole hours, i was so shagged.. hahas.. we then went to the pasar malam opposite the jurong centre to walk walk.. bought takoyaki to eat. heex.. then we jiu went home le lorrhs.. thought that i could meet dearriie, but haii. nvm. he promised to pei me this fri.. which is our 10th month! yay!

hahas. i didnt eat much for dinner today, just the takoyaki.. then now a bit hungry. hahas. mmmm. cannot. must go on diet. =x

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:26 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

*yawn*.. feel quite tired lehhs. dunno why also.. lols. today i went my great grandmother's house to visit.. yeahs. and then horrs, on the train to choa chu kang, got one stupid man at the corner of the whole row of benches.. i was sitting beside him cause there were no other place to sit le.. and hors, his leg had to open so damn BIG until i'm sitting on only half the chair larrhs.. and i had to shift towards my sis there until she was like squashed.. cos on her other side someone was sitting there marrhs. wth larrhs, the train is not yours larrhs, UNCLE! in the end we changed to the opposite row of benches when a lot of ppl alighted at woodlands i think.

when we reached my great greandmother's hse, it was still quiet lorrhs.. and so sianz lorrhs.. coz there dun have children de.. then me and my sister took out the tidbits that we bought and started eating.. hahas.. and my great grandaunt say i thin liaos worrs. its no wonder larrhs, after all that fever. lol. anyways, in the end we cannot tahan and both of us went into the room to slp...AGAIN. lols. so badd horrs. but very tired mahhs. LOL.

we awoke to my mum's voice asking us to eat dinner.. and after that, we jiu left le.. actually me and my sis wanna go hougang mall shop de, but then suddenly my mum alighted at woodlands to go causeway point.. hahas. then we jiu followed lorrhs. she brought my bro to the arcade while me and my sis went off to shop on our own.. hahas.

we went minibits.. and i think i was wearing 'respect' all over me, so that friendly salesgal whu was one year younger than me introduced me to a lot of stuff.. it was liike OOOOOOOOHHHHHHH larrhs!!! SOOOOOOOO pretty!! she intro me to a thin metal hairband with a small silver crown at the side!! she asked me to try it lorrhs. and it was so NICE!!!! it was so so pretty and i wanted it so badly lorrhs.. haii.. but i didnt have money lorrhs. so sadd. i very poor de lorrhs. haiish. the salesgal then showed me the crown hairclip also.. nice lorrhs.. but it was more ex than the hairband.. and i think the hairband looks nicer. lols. sad lorrhs. and then i left the shop liaos. bu hao yi si marrhs, no money then still stay there so long. lols.

after shopping for another hour, we finally left and took 161 home. =) yay, tmr can see deariie le. xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:38 PM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

hahas. today went for some buddhist dinner at tampines.. the place was like so not suitable for me larrhs. i felt so outta place there.. so many aunties and uncles there. -_-'' then i was there practically for nth except to eat lorrhs.. then so bored somemore.. but i took some pics to entertain myself. LOL!

this one. lols. the balloons quite pretty marrhs. although i scared of them. =)

hahas. look at the CROWD larrhs. -_-

miie. dunno looking at wad. siiiannnnnnnx larrrhs..

shark's fin! my favourite! heex. quite nice larrhs, although the crabmeat is replaced with picnic ham. lols.

miie and my cousiin. -loves. xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:59 PM

Friday, November 24, 2006

my fever had finally left me!! lols. so happy.. can finally get out of bed and walk around without feeling that i need my bed.. lols. today dearriie was supposed to meet me at the expo, but he told me that he was going to an adidas fair with his friends.. since i thought that adidas goods were not within my financial ability and worry that he will have to takkaire of me when i get there, i told him to go without me lorrhs.. he got his friends to pei him anyways wad.. yups.. i then asked him to msg me to see wad time we can meet lorrhs..

i waited the whole afternoon for his msg larrhs.. haii.. he didnt msg lorrhs.. until about 6.20 liddat.. he called me and told me he was on his way to my house to meet me lorrhs.. mmm.. at that time my mum, bro and sis already left the house to go compass liaos marrhs and i was supposed to meet them there lorrhs.. so i told him i had to go compass lorrhs.. and in the end he pei me go lorrhs..

when i reached compass, i finished the yoshinoya meal.. so nice larrhs~ although my throat hurts like shit. lols. after tt jiu go walk walk lorrhs.. dearriie pei us walk lorrhs.. heex. i miss him so much larrhs.. =) we walked until 8.30 liddat jiu say wanna go home liaos.. lols.. then my mum bought sugar rolls from polar to give his mum lerx.. omg. so sweet horrs. lols. deariie then took 156 and we took 159 home lorrhs..

then just now deariie called me using his house phone to tell me that he lost his phone on the bus and cant msg me for a few days until he get his new phone.. haiish.. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn liaos lorrhs. cant msg all tt le. zzz.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:21 PM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

wahhs. my fever had persisted for like two and a half days? lols. so long larrhs.. make me feel so damn weak sia.. then i also allergic to paracetamol which is the key ingredient in medicines that bring down the temperature.. zzz larrhs.. sianz.. then everyday i'm like doing nth but slp slp and slp.. i'm getting so sick of my bed already!! arrggghhh... i wanna go out!! grrrr.. and then it doesnt help that my throat is hurting like hell.. cant even swallow one small piece of watermelon.. haiish... very xin ku worrs.. sobz sobz.. no one sayang me also.. i feel more sadd.. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSS....... ='(

hahas, but there is one good news! at least to me larrhs.. heex.. i managed to dye my hair liaos.. heex.. i also dunno wad colour it is larrhs, but its weird. lols.. coz at some angles look so damn bright and at other angle it just looks like normal brown or even no colour at all.. lols. anyways, dunno why today see a lot of sweet couple at friendster.. write testi for each other de worrs. haiish. so sweet lorrhs. envious. so so envious. sianz larrhs.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:12 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

wahhs.. finally finished changing my blogskin!! lols. its so damn tiring larrhs.. i did until 4 am ytd lorrhs.. so tired.. finally i got the results that i want.. heex.. woohoo~ i love my blog nw.. at least its more presentable.. lols...

dearriie was supposed to have lessons today.. also have online quiz worrs.. but he pon his lesson to pei me lerx.. so touched. lols. but also feel abit badd larrhs.. always ask him pon lesson to pei me.. =X i think i'm incredible larrhs, i slpt at 4 lst nite and woke up at 8 today, considering wad a pig i am. lols. so yeahs, i met him at about 9.30 liddat and then we headed to ps to watch casino royale.. the first show at 10.55.. lols.. it was quite nice, but abit draggy.. heex..

after watching the movie, we went vivocity.. since dear had not been there, i thought i would bring him there lorrhs.. yups.. there a lot of ppl sia.. heex.. so we just walked around vivocity and went into shops like nike and addidas lorrhs. haiish. it was then i found out that i'm really envious of other ppl larrhs.. i myself is not reallly into branded goods, but then they are really beautiful.. its just that the price is so damn shocking.. at least to me larrhs. haiish. sadd life.

yeahs, so i was like gloomy for the whole way already.. haiish.. keep thinking of stuffs larrhs. lols. then dearriie said he wanted to meet his friends at outram mrt station coz its on the way marhs.. so i agreed lorrhs.. and today he was gd.. i saw his effort in trying not to let me feel negelected.. and i am grateful.. thks dear.. muackkiies.

haiish. i get a headache whenever i think of the homework that is awaiting me.. so siannn.. actually wanna do gp de, but then i feel a bit feverish larrhs.. so nvr do liaos.. come blog lorrhs.. v tired.. tmr going iceskating! cant wait.. long long time nvr go le.. i think got one year le. i miss skating! xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:01 PM

Friday, November 17, 2006

everyone is busy again. haii. so sianx. loneliness is setting in.....

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:02 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

she disowned me today. but i dun think i was completely at fault. i just wanted to accompany someone and make that person feel more assured. that is all. but she didnt allow. and we fought. kinda. and then she disowned me. and nothing else matters. my hand hurts alot, but my heart hurts more. i broke my promise. i know i have disappointed you. i'm sry.

-ii'msryy.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:32 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006

today was the day for our OP exam.. omg. so nervous larrhs. lols.. we met in sch at 9 and started to rehearse and rehearse all the way until 11.45 and then we went for lunch. lol. after our lunch, we jiu headed for the exam venue liaos..

in there, we familiarised ourselves with the atmosphere since the other grp had not arrived.. the other grp seemed friendly. lols. then it was their turn to present.. i must say, tt grp is quite good. after their Q and A, it was or turn to present, and guess wad, 4 moderators would be present to listen to our presentation.. wahhs. i nearly fainted on the spot larrhs. lols. STRESSED. lols.

i presented okayys, but i answered SHIT to the question larrhs. it was reallie like shit lorrhs. also dunno wad to say arhs. HAISHH~

then after the OP, we all went J8 shopping.. lols.. after tt, i met up with my family to have dinner.. I WAN CONTACTS! lols. crazy. after dinner, i jiu went to attend dear's dad de funeral.. OMG, his mum was reallie reallie scary.. reallie lorrhs.. nvr bluff you.. dun believe go ask my sis. lols. so scary. just one stare from her and she can make me feel a chill dwn my spine.. grrrr.. then i was sitting there like robot like tt.. dun even dare to move. lols. haiish. wanna accompany deariie tmr to shou ye... i miss him so much.. but dunno whether circumstances will allow me to or not...

-imiss*yeuu

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:48 PM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

everyone is so busy. my sis is talking on the phone as usual. my mum and bro are aslp. deariie is studying. my father is working. and i am using the com in my com room instead of the lappy, thus, no msn. i feel so alone. so lonely. haiish. i also dunno wad to do.. like nth to do and just sit there and rot. its like i'm so alone in this world at this moment.. no one is free even to notice me for a while.. i hate this feeling! i hate loneliness! go away! i'm scared.. so scared..........

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:56 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

i'm so hurrt. never so hurrt b4 in my entire life.

-hurRtxX.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:51 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

happiie burrfdae to deariie!! heex.. today is his burrfdae.. finally the long awaited day.. heex..

i woke up at 9.40 today.. and then i do the hsework all that lame stuff and then i jiu played roller coaster tycoon awhile.. then i got myself ready.. i straightened my hair first.. while i was straightening halfway, deariie called me and told me that he cannot meet me at the actual time.. he wanted to meet later.. i agreed lorrhs.. after all is his b dae marrhs.. heex.. so we agreed to meet at 2.15 liddat..

after straightening my hair and putting makeup and all the preparatory work, i got out of hse and headed for plaza singapura to watch movie.. heex.. the prestige. he doesnt know where i'll be bringing him for the whole day so its some kinda exciting. at least to me larrhs. lols. yeahs, there was no one at the entrance to tear our movie tickets larrhs.. so we just went in like tt. lols. the show was quite chim.. i didnt understand and i have to get him to explain to me. lols.

after the movie, the next stop was suntec city where we will be having our dinner at swensen's! heex. i love swensen's.. heex.. it was practically empty at the time we went in. lols. halfway during the dinner, i told him i had to 'go toilet' and actually i was going to seacrh for his mango cake.. i was so worried i couldnt find it.. but in the end i did.. at the crystal jade bakery.. heex. i was like so relieved, and happy of course. heex. i quickly stuffed the cake into my almost bursting bag and returned to swensen's.. =)

after dinner, i brought him to the roof terrace at the esplanade.. here i was supposed to put a candle on the cake and light it... then it'll be romantic marrhs. lols.. there a lot of ppl larrhs, then even i also paiseh. heex.. in the end we found an secluded area but damn it, the wind there is like so strong larrhs. the flame keep going out lorrhs. wth. lols. i finally managed to light it and dear blow out the candle lorrhs. =) he thanked me so many times larrhs. heex... he happy jiu good lorrhs.. i just wan this to be kept in his mind forever.. =)

after that we jiu took taxi home liaos.. he insisted de. rich marrhs he. lols. then got $3 surcharge larrhs. so ex! lols... and actually horrs, a couple taking taxi together is quite romantic lerrx. heex. xD

now i'm finally at home.. wahs. so BEAT! i think i going to slp soon. ZzZzZzZz....

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:49 PM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

OMG! i saw a piink bike today! that pic above is the one i saw. COOL horrs? hahas. today is a SPORTY day ferr me.. this morning i went to have a swim with my sis.. not a lot of ppl one.. gd lorrhs, then we can swim all we want. heex. saw my pri sch teachers there but they like dun recognise me le. lols. sadd arrhs. heex..

after swimming for about 2 hrs, my sis and i walked home and then all i could do was to lie on my bed and soon i was asleep liaos. lols. i slpt until 2.30 then wake up larrhs. tired lehhs. i'm not a PIG okayys. humpph.

my mum called us to go down eat dinner after she finished working but my sis and i didnt eat because we were going to rollerblade... we went to the field opposite our hse to blade.. wahhs.. shiok lorrhs. think i'm gonnal blade as often as i can.. heex. fun marrhs.

yeahs, so now here i am in my room blogging lorrhs. dunno why after blading feel very refreshed. heex.. i have tons of hmwrk waiting for me.. but ARGGHHHH. i'm so lazy. lols~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:29 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

haiish~ deariie's father is not looking gd.. i want to visit his father.. i wan to be right beside dearriie to give him support and hug him tightly.... but i cant do any of that.. i feel so helpless.. haiish.. i cant do ANYTHING at all. damn it. maybe i wun feel so depressed and sad if i could just do smth. BUT i cant.

today, my mother showed me just how biased she was. haiish. i wanted to use the computer to print out smth.. as my brother was already done with the com and was about to switch it off, i told him not to.. but when i turned to the com after combing my hair, i saw "windows is shutting down...." and i glared at my bro.. all he did was give me a cheeky smile. wtf larrhs.

i went to tell my mum who was making milk for my bro in the kitchen.. but all she did was to give a indifferent look and a dismissive wave.. haiish. she didnt even care larrhs. she didnt even scold my bro lorrhs. then seeing tt stupid face of his, i reallie feel like slapping his face and caning him lorrhs. WTF. so biased larrhs. wahhs lau ehh. so damn protective of the SON. so wad is he is the SON. SON jiu nonid discipline arrhs. knn.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:30 PM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

You and I, cannot hide the love we feel inside
The words we need to say
I feel that I have always walked alone
But now that you're here with me,there'll always be a place that I can go
Suddenly our destiny has started to unfold
When you're next to me
I can see the greatest story love has ever told

Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel
How can it be true
Somebody to keep the dream alive, the dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I found my place in heaven by your side

I could fly when you smile
I'd walk a thousand miles to hear you call my name
Now that I have finally found the one who will be there for me eternally, my everlasting sun
Suddenly our destiny has started to unfold
When you're next to me I can see the greatest story love has ever told

Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel
How can it be true
Somebody to keep the dream alive, the dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I found my place in heaven by your side.
That I found my place in heaven by your side

When your next to me, I can see the greatest story love has ever told
Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel
How can it be true
Somebody to keep the dream alive, the dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I found my place in heaven by your side

Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel somebody to keep the dream alive
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I found my place in heaven by your side

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:43 AM