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`simplyloveyou- 9:04 PM


Tuesday, December 11, 2007

today's my 2nd day at work! and my first time serving customers ice cream! hahas. but the ice cream that i draw from the machine still sucks larrhs. so ugly. lols. hyrah draws nicer ice cream! hhaas. nvm, i will master the skill one day. =)

henry treated me to shaker fries today! whee~ i just love shaker fries can. hahas. and henry also taught dear to fold the paper rose. so nice norrs. sissy say must ask chrissy to fold one for me everyday. =x

haiish. its been raining everyday since sun. sad norrs. the gloomy weather makes me gloomy too. =( i hope it doesnt rain on fri! *prays*

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:12 PM


Friday, December 07, 2007

i have nth much to say le. COMPETITION is really driving me crazy. one day, it will drive us apart too. haiis.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:43 AM


Thursday, December 06, 2007

i just realised that PSP has a priority over me. haha. how nice to know.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:01 AM


Wednesday, December 05, 2007

haiish. i DUNNO wad to say. so many things are happening. so many feelings' inside me. i cant take it anymore. take me away to a better place. i need some silence.

PAIN. CONFUSION. HEARTBREAK.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:46 PM


Saturday, December 01, 2007

HAPPY 22ND MONTH TO US DEAR !

haii. dear is sick. he has acute chest pain.. doc says its overstraining of the chest muscle.. but it looks so damn serious can.. when we were walking towards the bus stop to take 156, he was like having so much difficulty larrhs. haiis. see liaos also heart pain pain norrs. T_T

i haven heard of him since i sent him home at 4.15 today.. haii. i just hope he will feel better tmr. haiis.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 1:44 AM


Tuesday, November 27, 2007

DELPHINUS SERVER is DOWN! OMG. i feel so damn depressed can? haii. i wanna maple!! i wanna set up shop! ARGHHHHHH. haiish sian norrs. =(

today went out with dear dear to ps.. actually wanna watch movie de, but we broke so didnt watch. =x then we went to this shop where they sell alot nice nice things norrsssssssss. hahas. pencil box, bag, hairband... alot alot norrs. hahas.

then we went PC bunk see ppl play maple. hahas. alot high lvl there de worr. and hors, dhoby exchange there have nth de. lols. so sian de. then we jiu took train to harbourfront and then took back to hougang where i had my dinner~ DELIFRANCEEEEEE. wahahahas. i ate CHICKEN LASAGNE!! hahas. jealous ? wheeee.... its v nice norrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... but its 12.80. T_T. lols. and its like smaller than my face can. LOLs. =x

the stupid card reader SPOIL leeeee. sobz. i took some pics but cant upload. zzz.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:18 PM


Saturday, November 24, 2007

YEAHS. I AM JEALOUS. I AM VERY JEALOUS. SO WHAT? YOU DUN HAVE TO HURT ME LIKE THAT. YOU DUN HAVE TO TEAR MY HEART IN TWO LIKE THAT.

-torn ;

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:56 AM


Thursday, November 22, 2007

omg. congratulate me can ? hahas. my A's are finally and officially OVER! woo! now is PLAY PLAY and more PLAY!! hahas. i have waited so long for this day to come! woo~

went to humanities camp back in hs on tue night.. saw the campers, and i think some are quite cute. hehe. i went there that time already 7 plus wanna 8 le.. the campers were getting ready for their supper i think. and they look a bit tired from the ubin trip in the morning. but there's something i must say, this batch of campers is really HIGH! hahas.

after playing some games, the campers were ordered to go to bed liaos.. we alumni members also prepared to sleep le lorrhs. we slept in the staffroom sia. so damn cold. i was like curled up like a SHRIMP can. lols. it was reallie damn cold larrhs. at first i was lying across 3 chairs in a row de, but then that location was directly under the aircon. lols. in the middle of the night i couldnt take it and moved to the floor instead. lols. and the floor is like so damn hard larrhs. my whole body was like aching. zzz.

the next morning, i woke up at ard 7 and got ready. i saw the campers played the balloon game until 8.30.. then i went home and changed and got ready to go to SENTOSA! hahas. the campers were going there for amazing race marrhs. =)

sentosa was drizzling when we reached there. after some briefing, the grps set out on their journeys and we tgt with the teachers went ard sentosa. hahas. it was a fun, but tiring experience at sentosa. hehe.

we reached sch at about 6.45 and the campers were given some time to prepare for their talentime. hahas. since i was planning to go home to bathe, i stayed in the staffroom as the others went to bathe. mrs koh then talked to me lorrhs. haii. reallie miss those times when both of us were just chatting happily in he staffroom. hahas.

dear reached my sch at about 8.20 liddat.. then we went canteen to chill, and waited for 9.15 for the talentime to start in the music room. i tell u, the skits were like damn funny larrhs. then horrs, in between the 5 skits, there was a short break and we played 7 up. then it was like elimination like tt de larrhs. then they wanna find the top 5 ppl marrhs. when left 6 ppl, i lost lehhhhhhs. sobz. =( then dear still say i stupid. sobz sobz.

after the skits, the organising committee presented the we will hold on tgt song for the teachers. all of us sang tgt.. it was like so sad larrhs. haiis. it will be the last time that we are performing for mrs koh and mrs goh. haii. mrs koh is going RI le, while mrs goh is going to some international sch in hk. =( both my geog teachers. haii. =(

yun xuan was alr like crying b4 the song even ended.. and i let my tears out after the songs when the teachers said about how much memories they have had with us, and how they h ave watched us grow up and all.. haii. i gtg after the singing, and i went to hug mrs goh.. haii. then mrs koh embraced me at the entrance of the music room when i was about to leave.. that hug was sooooooooooo sentimental.. haii. after all, the two of us have shared so much so much tgt..

mrs koh, mrs goh : do takkaire of urselves and i'll reallie miss two good teachers like you..


today was bio paper 1, and hmmm. it was okok, but a bit to the difficult side. oh well. i tried my best. it didnt help that i ran to the toilet in the middle of the paper. zzz. we went to find miss choong after our paper to take photo with her, cause she's leaving us. haii. nyjc will lose a outstanding and remarkable teacher.. one who reallie have had a great impact in my life.. one who changed me into a better person..

miss choong : thks for all u have taught us. you're reallie one of a kind. =) cheers! (this is her favourite phrase) xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:41 PM


Tuesday, November 20, 2007

neglected is the word. i miss you, but i know you dun.

ALONE~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:40 AM


Monday, November 12, 2007

ooohhhhhh~ i'm been away from blogging for so long.. finally found the time to come back and blog. lols.

dear dear's birthday was not very successful, i'd say, cause. haii. things just didnt turn out the way i want them to. =( feel so bad for not being able to plan a flawless birthday celebration for u baby.. haiis. anyways, i brought baby to ice skating, which is like his first time. =) hehe. he looked so cute on the ice larrhs, like wanna fall down those kind. xD then we went toa payoh there eat sakae! nice lorrhs. hahas. it was only after i got home that i realised that for those food that are $1.99 and not found on the conveyor, we can ask the person to help us make de. hahas. we ate until we were like so full. lols.

isnt vivo beautiful at night?


dear dear de jiao face. =) he say his eyes sensitive to the flash on my phone. lalalas.

after that we jiu went to vivomart there to buy 2 breezer... hehe.. nice nors. we BORROWED the can opener from a shop to open the bottles. LOLs. then i drink till i abit drunk. lols. they say my face red red norrs. =x

LOVES.

dun i just look RETARDED? =x

hahas. tmr is chem paper 2! wish me luck worrs. zzz.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 2:29 PM


Friday, November 09, 2007

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to BABY,
happy birthday to YOU!!

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:17 AM


Tuesday, November 06, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

FUCK IT!

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:50 PM


Sunday, November 04, 2007

hahas. lalalas. my gp papers and maths paper 1 have passed! whee!! 3 down, 8 more to GO! JYJYJY! hahas.

wahhs, i seriously didnt know studying can be so damn exhausting. haii. today supposed to study 4 chapters of bio de, then in the end only managed to study 2.5 chapters. actually wanna force myself to continuce studying de, cause i reallie dun have the luxury of time le.. but then i realise that whatever i was studying was not getting into my brain at all. so there was reallie no point in studying and i stopped lorrhs. tmr have to chiong geog le. haii. i reallie hope i can do fine for geog. its the subject that i'm most worried about!

anyways, on the 1st of this month, dear brought me out to celebrate worrs! cause he promised me that he will be a better bf. =) haas. we went to clarke quay there de shopping centre. it was big worrs, but nothing appealing to shop there. hahas. cause all the things there all like very mature de those kind. hahas. after that we went to sit by the singapore river and then headed to the kopitiam there to have our dinner. the view was very nice! hahas. can see the whole of clarke quay. =)

i ate RAMEN! as usual. hahas.. eat le dinner we jiu went home le lorrhs. lalalas. i wan that CORNETTO ICE CREAM!! i wan that MTV lorrhs! =(

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:03 AM


Monday, October 29, 2007

today is another day for studying for geog! zzzz. so sians lorrhs, i studied for so long and i am still at the weathering chapter. haiis. i think i'm gonna die larrhs. still got so many things to study sia.. zzz. feel damn stressed.

went to compass de soup restaurant for dinner today.. the food were nice, especially the tofu.. hahas. after having dinner, we all went shopping norrs. hahas. i saw the tamagochi norrs. SOOOOOOOOOOOO cute.................... i wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. lols. i know i'm childish, but its reallie nice lorrhs. hehe. went to kiddypalace and found my two favourite friends - stitch and his girlfriend. hehe. they look so sweet together lorrhs. you shall be your own judge to this statement. =)

hehe. such a sweet couple. =)

and she MWARKED him. lols.

hehe. and then we went to the toilet and took a pic! see mummy in the background? lols.

lalalas. and when we came out of the toilet, we met BRYAN! omg. he was so damm tall in real life larrhs. lols. he was with his girlfriend.. she was very tall too! hahas. they looked quite compatible worrs. my sis managed to take a sneak pic of bryan in watsons!

ahahas, i know its BLUR. =p

and then we went burger king to eat the HERSHEY's PIE! WHEE~ its nice lorrhs. wahahahahas.are you jealous dear? i know u like this. xD

lalalas. tmr morning going sch to meet miss seah for consultation. =)

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:07 AM


Saturday, October 27, 2007

happy birthday to mrs jasmine koh! i sent her a birthday msg via sms today, hoping to give her a surprise, but when she replied, she gave me a big shock instead. she is leaving hs to ri at the end of this year. haiish. when i read the msg i was like, haiish. feel reallie reallie reallie down. my closest teacher, closest ever, is leaving me; leaving the sch. we had shared so much tgt in sch, and now she is leaving those memories behind. haiish. suddenly i feel very guilty for not going back to visit her often. i'll miss her, so much so much..... haiish.

went out to hougang mall with my mummy, sissy and bro after my mum came back from work today.. cause we wanna open a savings account with ocbc marrhs. then when we got there, the person told us that we need to have a minimum of $500 in order to do so. then dunno wad need $1000 de. lols. my mum was like asking me whether i still wanna open the account or not, but i knew she didnt want, so i said no norrs. so waste time sia, make me go all the way down. zzz. but....... hahas. i bought a new pair of shoes! its WHITE!! lalas. its nice norrs. all thanks to sissy! she spotted it de. hahas.

WHEE!! NEW SHOESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. lalalas.

nice marrhs nice marrhs? i love it!! xD

and i'm going to upload pics that me and sissy took ytd when we went dear dear de sch! hahas. we look RETARDED! lols.

lalalas. SISTAXx!! =)

dun we just look idiotic in the foodcourt???

oO lalalas. act cute niia. so sians larrhs, we waited so long fer the match to start.

*POKES HER*

just a RANDOM pic. =p

I WAN THAT RED SHOE! I WAN THAT DIAMONY RING!!

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:35 PM


Friday, October 26, 2007

today i went to dear dear de sch to watch him play captain's ball norrs. hahas. i woke up at 10 in the morning then actually wanna study de, but in the end i go edit the video that i did for dear dear.. hahas. then nvr study norrs. =x

at 11, i already started to like get myself ready le.. hahas. haii. my hair reallie like very dry le norrs! i wan a new straightener!!! sobz. ok so me and sissy went to amk to meet them.. cause dear pei his fren to go amk there to register for his driving lessons. then when we went there, dear told me they have to go back to sch cause some of his frens have to help out with the captain's ball thingy. then i was like. zzz. lols. so me and sissy went to amk station where we met them in the train norrs.

hahas, when we reached there, everyone was like staring at sissy. lols. cause she so small sized then its a bit unbelievable to be in poly. lols. hahas. so we went to the koufu there eat baked rice. hehe.. i think its quite nice, the cheese and all. but the rice. abit. erms. lalalas. i shant say anything. hahas.

eat finish le dear jiu showed me around the sch and then we went to the library to chill out norrs. cause his match is the last match of the day at 5.45 marrhs. hahas. then the library horrs. lols. like no storybooks to borrow de lehs. lols. so lousy. =x

we then went back to the sports hall to watch the other teams play. hahas, they all very hiong norrs, especially the guys. hahas, then finally is the time for dear dear's team to play le.. they played against the champion team of the day.. cause the opponent team is all bball players, dear dear they all nvr win norrs. i know they very disappointed norrs. hahas, but nvm, gt free pizza eat! hahas. eat le we jiu go home le norrs. now dear dear still at my house worrs. watching some gross show. LOL.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:11 PM


Wednesday, October 24, 2007

whee! today went to ave 8 de mac to study maths with jixuan! hahas . although i hate maths, i was still quite excited over this "study trip". hahas. and although we didnt get much papers done, i think it was quite effective, cause jixuan is stronger in maths than i am marrhs. so when i encounter any problems, i can ask her on the spot marrhs. hahas. and come to think of it, i learnt quite a lot from her today. thks gal! xD ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD she solved a very difficult APGP question! hahas. gratz!

we studied until about 3.30 liddat. then she had to leave to go to her auntie house where her cousin was going to cook for her. lucky gal. hahas.. then dear dear came find me lorrhs. we stayed at the mac there until 5. dear dear so guai worr, he was studying his SERVO at mac. hahas. =) and....... i am going to giveu more practices on INTEGRATION! wahahahas. we'll work tgt to let u score ur nice grades kiies ? hehe. mwarrks yeuu. =)


*\\``when you love a person, you want to person to be happy; when you love a person, you should not seek to possess or control the person; he wont be happy if he keeps doing things that he dont like; it is only when you see this special person smile in genuine happiness that is the most warming to your heart``\\*

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:49 PM


Saturday, October 20, 2007

complicated things happened today. but due the the complexity of the problem, i shall keep my bloody mouth shut. NO COMMENTS.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:17 AM


Wednesday, October 17, 2007

today was so damn sian, and i think rather crazy. lols. this morning i woke up at 11 (WHEE) and i went to sleep again at 1 in the afternoon. hahas. i know, i know, i should be studying, but thinking of the fact that i have to study bio really kills the mood sia. lols.


dear today have his dunno wad engineering faculty de 15th anniversary or smth like that, so he cant pei me norrs. sobz. so the onli thing i can do to kill of constant thoughts for him is to go HIBERNATE! lalalas. i wanted to go fetch him at outram de norrs, but he say he going home with davis they all, ask me dun go norrs. =(

so i slept at 1 and i woke up at 3.30. i wanted to study when i wake up de, but then i felt reallie sian lorrhs. so i on the com and then went to www.sbstransit.com.sg. LOLS. go there see gt wad bus journeys that are long until one can fall asleep those kind. lols. and i decided; so that i can have my own private EMO time. lalalas.

i left home at 4.20 and took 88 to toa payoh. on the bus, i saw mrs shirley goh! i was like so happy to see her lorrhs. but so sad she didnt see me and she was just sitting a few seats in front of me lorrhs. lols. looking at her back view, i reallie feel like crying cause i realised how much i miss hs and all the teachers there. haii. then i also feel kinda guilty cause they told me to study hard and i didnt. lols.

my butt was like glued to my seat until when the bus reached amk there, where alot of ppl alighted and the seats in front of me were empty, all the way to where she was sitting. so i just went to the seat behind her and called her and then we chatted for a while cause she had to alight at the very next stop. she said my face looked smaller le. lols. =x

at toa payoh, i took 159 back to sengkang. lalalas. took about 1 hour lorrhs. at sengkang bought 1 bread from "FOUR LEAVES" and 3 sushi from "SUSHI DELI" or smth like that. cant rmb. lols. i brought all those up to bus 80 to eat. lalalas. like picnic like that sia. lols. the bus journey was like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long lorrhs. sit until my butt damn pain. lols. then finally reached harbourfront where i took the NEL back to hougang, but the main point is that the train will go by outram, and i was stll holding onto the hope that maybe i can see deariie on the train. but no such luck. =(

at hougang i wanted to take 72 home de, cause i wasnt feeling very well after taking so many long bus trips. was a little carsick i guess. but so dumb, when i was outside the mrt station, 2 72 was at the busstop. zzzz. but luckily 147 was coming so i just took 147 lorrhs. better than waiting for 72 bahhs. lols. i alighted opposite my pri sch and walked home norrs. on the way home dear dear called me. =p he worried about me worrs. lalalas.

so shagged arhs now. hahas. think i wanna go sleep soon le. anyways horrs, the 159 uncle and the 80 uncle should thank me for accompanying them throughout their bus journey arhs. lalalas. =x

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:00 PM


Monday, October 08, 2007

haii. i am ill. i am suffering from a disease. but dun worry, cause i have seen a doctor and he dignosed me with a condition called "lovesickness". haii. its been like ages since i met up with dear. i'm like so deprived of him can. lols i sound like a desperate freak. but reallie larrhs, i miss him.

this illness has made me so damn lethargic and restless can. my afternoon naps are all disrupted cause of it larrhs. today i lie on bed and i wan to take a short nap, but it seems that i just cant get to slp norrs. haiis. dunno wad's the problem sia. and i didnt study again today. =(

my "SECRET" dvd is here! yayness. watched it with sis and it was like so sad and touching larrhs. reminds me of the time when i first watched it with dear dear. hahas. and "BLOOD BROTHERS" is here too, although i dunno why i asked my father to order it in the first place. lols. i dun watch this kinda show de, but maybe baby will be interested in it. lols.

haiyo.. so damn sian, tmr getting prelim result slip le. see the results i also sian lo. haii~~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:56 PM


Saturday, October 06, 2007

guess i finally got into the study mood.. or kind of. LOLs. but its good larrhs, at least the idea of "STUDYING" is in my mind now. lols. but i still feel kinda lazy sometimes. =x

lols. ytd went to sch alone cause jixuan was "having skin allergy". -_-'' then i met her early in the morning to get xiu qin's b dae card. it was like so damn big larrhs. lols. so i just held it in my hands together with the 2 terrapins that we have bought for xiu qin as a b dae present.

xiu qin looked so happy when she saw the terrapins lorrhs. lols. but i think she kinda expected it though. hahas. she keep saying the turtles very cute. then after sch ytd, xiu qin and i went for lunch at mac cause i was waiting for my maths remedial one hour later marrhs. leetian wasnt with us cause she "was not feeling well" marrhs. lols. i ate nugget meal at mac! xD

so i was like left alone there at maths remedial and had miss seah's undivided attention. lols. after the maths remedial, she told me that she was getting our class peeps things for graduatio day. she said that she was buying things that are unique for each person in the class to cater to their different characters. hahas. quite nice of her worr i think. =)

SOMEONE is improving on his testi-writing le worrs. hahas. jiayous jiayous~! hahas.

haii sian today study maths and bio~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:40 AM


Wednesday, October 03, 2007

wahhs, i finally can blog liaos.. my stupid com is like so damn lag larrhs. plus my lappy is like confiscated so cant blog lorrhs. i cant even print my notes zzz.

anyways, on children's day, the bio teachers gave us a surprise by giving us a small children's day gift - one ruler. lols. but dun look down on this small ruler worrs. hahas. cause they pasted the photo of the four bio teacher at the top of the ruler. so swt rights! and they say that by looking at their photo, we will be able to rmb what they have always reminded us of - pararaphings, standard key words and key phrases and all those. so nice lorrhs. jixuan was like so touched until she wanna cry liaos. haii. the bio teachers reallie did a lot of things for us lorrhs. and i'm reallie truly grateful for all they have done!

graduation day is drawing nearer and nearer le. wonder how i will feel on that day arhs. haii. although i have only been in nyjc for about 2 years, i will still miss the times that i spent here. haii.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:36 AM


Thursday, September 27, 2007

i got back all my prelim results today. mmm.. as to how well i've fared, i have no comments and u shall be ur own judge. lols. i gt B,C,D,E lols. so its for u to figure out which grade matches which subject. xD

lols. went for maths consultation today. did complex numbers. lols. i hate that chapter lo. lols. ARGH. i hate maths ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:46 PM


Tuesday, September 18, 2007

whee! today went to play pool after chem paper 2 at ang mo kio with dear dear, davis and their fren, eric. hahas. i met dear dear and davis at hgp first, then we took 159 to ang mo kio. the bus was like crowded and then the air con, the wind that was coming out was like SMALL can. zzz. its reallie like no air con, and like wad davis said, like oven like tt sia. lols.

when we reached there, dear dear and davis played first, then after that i played with davis. my skills sux can. haiish. so sad. zzz. after that eric come liaos, then we took turns to play lorrhs. i never play with eric cause he too pro liaos. lols. then he also look very fierce and kinda scary. LOLs.. dunno why lers, just a bit scared of him lorrhs. lols. davis and dear so nice, guide me throughout the whole time i was playing. =) we played til about 5 plus then we left le.

went to mos burger to eat. i ate teriyaki chicken burger. dear say its not nice, but i think its ok larrhs. not say very nan chi like wad he described it to be. lols. we talk while eating lorrhs - about dota, maple, soccer all those. hahas. they talk i jiu listen lorrhs, cause i cant reallie contribute much except for the maple part. xD

we finish eating liaos we jiu walk towards the mrt station where davis topped up his card then we walked to the bus stop near the mrt station. the ppl there reallie like nonid money larrhs. zzz. so many ppl. then suay suay the bus come is single deck de lorrhs. there was no way that we can squeeze up the bus, so eric suggested that we walk to the previous bus stop instead.

so we did, and on the way, a double deck bus passed us and we were like "DIAOZ". the bus not much ppl also larrhs. zzz. we had to wait quite long at the bus stop b4 the next 88 came, and it was like single deck again. zzz. but we managed to squeeze up the almost bursting bus and found a place for all 4 of us to stand. hahas. we just talked on the journey home and b4 we know it, we had to alight the bus le. we said bye to eric and then dear dear and davis sent me home. =D

mmmm... i know i'm supposed to be studying for tmr's chem mcq, but..... erms...... feeling a bit lazy............. =x

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:03 PM


Wednesday, September 12, 2007

its reallie amazing how much love can change a person. with love, most would feel more confident, more secure and generally found the meaning in their lives. some people would choose to change for themselves, but there are others who are willing to change for the other piece of their life. you may say that this way of thinking is silly, but i think this is so swt and romantic. =D

why would love cause someone to change? it may be the sweetness of love. one would love the other so much that he is willing to change himself for the other party. or it may be the bitterness of love that would change someone. it all depends on the relationship itself.

sometimes i question wad is required of a relationship. loving the other 100% is of course a requirement, but there are other factors as well that contribute to a gd relationship such as gd communication and so on. one important factor includes the ability to give freedom to ur loved one. and maybe, i havent been doing well in this area. i've been talked to, been advised, been reflecting. i've told myself that i wanna do this. but. things dun always go my way. i havent been able to achieve this. why? maybe its because of a disease i have - jealousy. maybe because of this i am unable to accept quite a lot of things. and i am sorry for making ur life miserable because of me. pls, forgive me.


"...dunno wads your problem..dun so selfish can? always think of yourself nia.."

i wanna apologise for always asking u to do things against ur will. i'll just lay quietly from now. iloveyou.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 6:34 PM


Monday, September 10, 2007

whee! bio paper 2 is over! hahas. and guess wad, it wasnt as tough as i thought it would be! hehe. although i still left one whole pg blank. =x

anyways, so suay today! i fall dwn! sobz. now gt one abrasion on my left knee. sobz. =(

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:06 PM


Sunday, September 09, 2007

wow wow wow.. looks like i've been MIA from my blog for a very long time.. lols. but no worries, i'm back! hahas.

haiish. i broke the glass that baby gave me for my birhday! haiish. so sad norrs. haiish. the glass come in a pair de marrhs, then i broke mine le lorrhs. sobs. dear said he will get a new one for me, but the meaning behind it will be different alr norrs. haiish. sobz sobz. is this a bad sign? haiish.

ytd went out to visit my great grandaunt at tan tock seng hospital. she looks quite bad i think, with bruises all over her hands due to all the sticking of needles. haiish. i see her i also feel quite heartpain for her worrs. haiish. after visiting her, we went to long john to eat and the shrimp was damn nice ok! hehe.

when we reached the bus interchange at yck, we went to join the queue for the 72 bus. then gt this malay gal keep on look at me and my sis from the time we appeared in front of her. she was like in front of us in the queue but dunno for wad fcuking reason keep on turning back to look at us. and mind you, its not just plain look, but reallie is DIAO those kinda look lehs. zzz. its like, wahhs lau, see us buei song alr still turn and look at us make urself buei song for wad sia. zzz.

then me and my sis alr very angry liaos lorrhs. when the bus came and she was getting on the bus, she still kept her eyes peeled on us larrhs! like wad is her fcuking problem man! i was like so damn pissed alr larrhs! she was sitting at the lower deck of the bus and very near to the stairs. and while my sis was goin up the stairs she still look sia. like wtf rights? wad is so nice to see sia. so i just shouted in her face "IS THERE A PROBLEM? STOP LOOKING LARRHS!" and then i went up lorhs. sibei dulan lehs. spoil my mood sia. on the bus i cant even enjoy my songs. sickening bitch.

the best thing was, when she alighted, she still have to cheek to look up and diao us one more time larrhs. WTF U CB! i know we pretty and u are jealous larrhs. nonid like that keep on see de rights. u, SHORT also shorter than ppl. FAT also fatter than ppl, of course will jealous lo. and the thing was that her mum was there larrhs. and her mum nvr say anything lorrhs. HELLOS~ wad kinda mum are u man? never teach ur daughter manners arhs? DUN FCUKING LET ME SEE U AGAIN SIA, YOU CB BITCH.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:34 PM


Thursday, August 30, 2007

CB lehhs! THAT STUPID MAPLE! DUNNO WAD THE FCUK IS WRONG WITH THE DAMN SERVER LARRHS! PEOPLE WANNA GO IN CANNOT GO IN SIA! FCUK U! GO FIX THAT DAMN SERVER LARRHS! LOUSY PIECE OF SHIT!

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:56 PM


Monday, August 27, 2007

wahahahas. whee~ today baby finally asked me out to go play bball with him worrs. hahas. so i like woke up at 8 today larrhs. hehe. then after that jiu went to 918 there de bball court there. didnt reallie played but just go there practise shooting norrs. i so long never shoot le norrs. hahas. wahhs, reallie miss those netball days. haiis~

we played til around 11.45 when it rained. sad lorrhs, that time i had just warmed up and my shots were like not bad alr. but so sad, rain lorrhs. so have to stop and then we headed to dear dear de house. on the way there we have to cross the road and then be in the rain larrhs. then dear dear so bad still walk so slow.. hai me drenched from head to toe when we reached the other side. lols. he look at me drenched he luff at me larrhs~ so badd. humph. but walking in the rain was. hahas. kinda ROMANTIC. xD

hahas. then we continued walking til we reached baby's house. hahas. i bathed in his house worrs. =) hahas. so nice. *wiNkiiEs* then we went hougang point eat lunch. i eat SUSHI~ hahas.

then actually dear wanna come my house to watch high sch musical de. then mummy not working worrs. sobz. so he went his fren house. sobz. then i go slp norrs. hahas.

i'm supposed to be studying larrhs, but i damn lazy~~~~~~~~~~~~ ARGH~~~~~~~~~~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:09 PM


Friday, August 24, 2007

whee~ hahas. today during common lunch break, there was this kinda like a beauty pageant held in my school and everyone was like so high. lols. hahas. and the good thing is that got two ppl from HS is in the pageant! hahas. cheryl and ming xian were inside marrhs. hahas. i hope they win and do HS proud! lols.

today is mr neo's last tutorial with us le. then actually i still havent realise it de larrhs, but then when the lesson ended and he was like saying how fast time flies, i suddenly felt quite sad larrhs. haiish. i'm going to miss his lessons lorrhs. =x and come to think of it, time REALLY flies. PRELIMS and A LVLS coming! ARGH! one side of my mind hopes that a lvls will come quickly so that it can end quickly and so i can maple for like the rest of my life kinda thing. LOLs. but the other side hopes that it nvr comes. LOLs. so. i also dunno. hahas.

i miss HS very much! i wan to go back! anyone going back? sobz.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 1:26 AM


Monday, August 20, 2007

baby's phone has been confiscated norrs. and i think its all because of me norrs. haiis. cause last month his bill burst le. then he still msg me marrhs. haii. feel so guilty norrs. haiish. then now we have almost no mode of communication le. so sad. sobz.

prelims coming le. i realise then i'm still far from being prepared. pray for me peeps. haiish.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 1:27 AM


Saturday, August 18, 2007

OMG~ SECRET is reallie very nice larrhs. omg omg. so touching lorrhs the ending.. hahas. i was like crying and crying larrhs. reallie reallie very very nice. i STRONGLY recommend all those whu have not watched it to go watch!! reallie worth the money nors. even dear dear was touched lorrhs. hahas. =)

today i went for the mobile jewellery class. hahas. then very funny lorrhs. all is auntie de. LOLS. then even got 2 guys somemore. zzz. then me and my sis the only young ppl there. lols. then i found out that its very easy to do the jewellery thing. lols. then v nice lorrhs. after a lvls i going to make my hp nice nice! hehe. =)

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:19 PM


Tuesday, August 14, 2007

wahhs i just think that the world is reallie an unfair place larrhs.

i cannot stand you liaos lorrhs. wahhs lau. u think u very pretty is it? u think u sing very nice is it? knn, pls larrhs, go and look at yourself in the mirror larrhs. know how to dance so wad? this is a SINGING competition lehs, not dancing competition lorrhs. wahhs lau. then u arhs, sibei act one larrhs. ppl go out then u wanna ACT to cry. wahhs lau. pls lorrhs. cant cry dun cry larrhs! bitchy sia. and hors, u wan to wear until like that go competition arhs. knn one larrhs. u wan wear like that u go BAR work la horrs. dun wear like that then pollute everyone de eyes arhs. its a torture to our eyes man. AND PLS LORRHS, u say ppl see your efforts that's why call and support u. *PUUUUUUUU-IIIIII* pls larrhs, u ask yourself larrhs, u gt put in any effort mehs? voice like SHIT like tt. KNN. just FCUK off from the tv screen larrhs.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:27 AM


Saturday, August 11, 2007

i miss those times; when we were sitting by the singapore river

i miss those times; when you kept me warm in the cinema

i miss those times; when we crazed around

i miss those times; when we had our private moments

i miss the tears and i miss the smiles we shared;

imissyeuu``

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 6:10 PM


Thursday, August 09, 2007

i cant seem to keep my mind off wad happened. my heart still aches like crazy. i am just so worried. please say you still love me. haiish.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 1:28 PM


Wednesday, August 08, 2007

the words shocked and stung. my heart is wounded; the deepest ever this time. tears flow whenever i thought of what happened.

although things are still remaining status quo, your hesitation has me all scared. very scared. things were just that teeny weeny bit from the END. your decision then, it really made me so frightened. it was then i realise the importance of ur presence in my life. i love you. very much. i wan you to nurse my wounded heart with me.

*please, bring me back to the start where everything was just so fine*
AND. a promise is a promise.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:00 PM


Sunday, August 05, 2007

haiish. so sad lorrhs. my blog like wanna die liaos. lols. cause also partly my fault larrhs. so long nvr update. LOLs.

hahas. today the CC dwnstairs celebrating national day arhs. lols. so noisy lorrhs. and my sec sch down there also. hahas. saw my principal, mr fernandez, mr roslan and mr gan. hahas. then i suddenly realise that i miss my sec sch lorrhs. haii. i miss all the teachers, all my friends.. haii. reallie must find one day to go back and visit them le.

YAYNESS~ next week only having lessons for 2 days! hahas. then wed, thurs, fri no lesson! yay yay yay~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:57 AM


Sunday, July 29, 2007

today my cousin going europe to work le.. for 3 months.. think i'm gotta miss him.. you takkaire of yourself when u are there yarrhs? =) share some of ur experience there when u come back. hehe.

haiish. baby said he is going to be very bz for the next few weeks. so guess i'll not be seeing him much. haish. say is say will not miss him, but my heart always say otherwise. haiish. i hope our bond will still be as strong as ever even though we'll be apart for so long.. they say absence makes the heart grow fonder, and i absolutely agree with the statement.. its not very long, but i'm already starting to miss him like crazy. haiish. somehow i'll just pull thru this difficult time. SOMEHOW I HAVE TO. haiish.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:33 PM


Sunday, July 22, 2007

today was like damn funny larrhs. my mummy bought guava today. then i wanted to pour out some plum powder to go with the guava marrhs. i spotted a container containing brown powder which looks like the plum powder. then i dipped my guava into the powder and it tasted a bit like chocolate. so i asked my mum whether tt's plum powder, and then she said tt was actually my bro's chocolate milk powder. zzz. then she was like luffing like siaoz larrhs. zzz. so paiseh. then when my father and sis came home she told about it then they also luff like siao. sobz.

haii. today very suay in maple. haiis. i was like buying fame from ppl larrhs. it was so difficult lorrhs. and then dunno why suddenly gt one person defame me. i was like. haii. sad larrhs. then i went to bathe and when i came back, i saw that one more person had defamed me. its like. wth larrhs. haii. then as i desperately went ard to buy back the fame i had lost, another person suddenly defamed me. WTF. i was like so pissed. but in the end managed to get back a few fames. but WTF. haiis.

things didnt go reallie well for us today. he said something which hurts me; it cut so deep into my heart. and he did it not once. TWICE in like 4 hours. haiish. i feel like dying. i reallie do. pls, anyone, relieve my pain.............................

youdunnohowmuchyourwordshurtme;
justlikeabladethrumyheart.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:37 PM


Wednesday, July 18, 2007

our quarrels are coming back. haiis. i dunno why larrhs. its just that. everytime we cant meet i will be very frustrated de larrhs. i mean, i looked forward to it for so long le lehhs. zzz. then last min cant meet. sobz. and the reason is all cause of my BIG mouth larrhs. haiish. idiotic de lorrhs. haiish. i also dunno larrhs.

ytd was mr neo de b dae! hahas. i was like so surprised larrhs. hahas. cause xq de fren linda told xq, then xq told us marrhs. hahas. then we wished him happy b dae lorrhs. he looked so happy~ hahas. idiot larrhs he.. reallie gt baby face sia. LOLs. he's 27 this year i think. LOLs. and....... he's a CANCERIAN!!!! wahahahahas. how nice worrs!! =X

tests, time trials, they are all pilng up on me!!! ARGHS! cant breathe le! reallie gotta start studying le. i dun wan to waste another 1 yr repeating j2 if i didnt do well.. i wan to do my best and get into the course i wan in UNI~~~~~~~~~~~ JIAYOUS to miie and my FWENS~~~~ =)

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:31 PM


Saturday, July 14, 2007

haiis. dear dear just called to say that he's having a splitting headache. haiish. he say just now soccer that time jiu headache le. haiish. so DUMB that boy, haiish. headache hiu stop playing marrhs. wad dun feel like going home? u headache jiu must stop kicking le marrhs. zzz. haiish. you know how much i'm worrying fer u right now? haiish. next time dun slp so late le larrhs. haiish. i'm so damn worried now. =(

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:53 PM


Monday, July 09, 2007

haiish. i feeling very guilty now.. i caused dear to obtain undesirable results for his mid year.. haiis. he said he dun blame me, but that is wad made me feel more guilty..

haiish. i understand how u are feeling my dear.. if you need a listening ear, i will always be here for yeuu kiies? i wan to be able to share ur feelings; to be able to cheer u up when u are dwn.. pls forgive me for being ren xing last time. haiish. if u wan we can even go out to study tgt.. no matter wad, must JIAYOUS and dun give up kiies? i love you baby..

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:18 PM


Friday, July 06, 2007

yay! bio mcq, which also means my last paper is over le! finally. lols. so as agreed among the four of us, we went shopping after the paper! hahas.

firstly, we took 133 to bugis where we walked to the national library. i slept in the bus sia. too tired le. =( hahas. the books at the national library were ALOT larrhs. hahas. i managed to find 4 bks that caught my attention. =) then just nice there got an exhibition on viruses. hahas. which is in our syllabus. so we just went see see look look lorrhs. hahas. then there gt activity to play de marrhs. so jixuan xiuqin and leetian were like enjoying themselves with the "stepping game". lols. -_-''

we then left the library to the kfc at bugis junction to eat. wahs the 2 piece is now $6.20 larrhs. wtf. STUPID GST. zzz. we quickly finished our lunch then we go SHOPPING le! hahas.

we walked bugis junction first. i bought a purse which is light pink with a hot pink ribbon attached to the top right corner of the purse. cute lorrhs! hahas. i cant upload the stupid pic cause of the stupid blogger! zzz.

then we went to the bookshop where they sell alot of cute stuff. reallie is very nice lorrhs the things there. but i didnt find the pencil box that i wanted last time. haii. reallie regret that i didnt buy it the other time when i saw it. sobz. then leetian and jixuan wan to buy a kinda notebook liddat where the pages are all v cute de. i found out that leetian take a very long time to choose wad she wants. lols.

when she finally paid for her stuff, we headed to the next shop and then i saw this cute bear with a silver crown on its head and holding a golden key. wahhs. so nice lorrhs. its for guys to give gals de. =P hehe. gals should be PAMPERED by ppl whu love them. =Pp

when we finished walking bugis junction, we went bugis street. it was not as squeezy, but still crowded. lols. i bought a pair of pink earrings when we came to a earring shop, and jixuan bought 3 pairs. we walked on b4 jixuan stopped at a shop to buy her shoes. i bought mine too! its silver de. very nice! hehe. leetian was looking a bit pissed off at the time jixuan and i bought our shoes, so we quickly paid and went to the food court as leetian wanted a drink.

after drinking, we went to take the train, where jixuan and i will drop at dhoby ghuat to go PS while xiuqin and leetian will drop off at AMK. then jixuan very funny. she was standing in front of me, waiting to tap her card. then, she tapped her card on the card reader on her left then she wanted to enter from the right door. LOLs. then i was like "jixuan, ni zai zuo she me?" lols. then she burst out luffing. LOLs.

we took the train to raffles place to change to the red line. then when we reached the platform, the train was alr at the station, with the doors preparing to close liaos. then the four of us like crazy like tt try to rush into the train. xq was rushing and when she reached the door, she stopped in her tracks so suddenly that i cant stop in time so i just pushed her into the train. it seems jixuan and leetian also couldnt stop in time, because they also pushed me and i pushed xiuqin further into the train. LOLS. we were lke so arkward larrhs! the whole train was staring at us! lols.

jixuan and i said gdbye to leetian and xiuqin at dhoby ghuat and then we continued shopping there. actually there also nothing much, except we went to the japanese shop which sells everything at $2. hahas. but nth de. LOLs.

we jiu took the NEL to hougang lorrhs. i took 161 with jixuan and i walked home. dear was cutting his hair and asked me to wait for him for dinner. he bought dinner up for me - muah chee. his hair v nice worrs. just hope that he doesnt attract too many girls' attention. LOLs.

TO SOMEONE: i need more time, but i just need to know that u still have me in your heart. please help me regain back my confidence by reassuring me can? and i wanna tell you that i love you.. very much..

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:45 PM


Monday, July 02, 2007

dear dear was supposed to go to sch today to hand in his mc de. then he gotta attend a "IMPT" lesson from 1-2. then i was like so insistent on asking him to pon his lesson cause 2 reallie very late le marrhs, so in the end he didnt go sch. under my influence. wahahahas.


when we finished full pq-ing, it was alr like 2. LOLs. dear dear suggested that we go sakae at hgp worrs. LOLs. i was like, not very hungry marrhs, so i told him eat kopitiam instead. lols. like very bad horrs. LOLs.


hehe, when he came over, i finished getting ready and then we jiu went suntec le. we walked around for a little while and he wanted to eat the chicken or wadever its called. lols. its quite nice larrhs actually. =) then he drank two big cups of bird nest lo. he's reallie shui tong sia. =P

we walked around for a little while more, then jiu went eat dinner. guess wad, we ate kenny rogers~ hahas.. the roasted chicken just smelt so nice larrhs. so tempting. lols. so in we went. the whole meal cost $27+ . hahas. i payed half of it lorrhs. =) eat until we both full like siao. lols. i was still eating when he finished, so he bo liao ask me take photo of his jiao face. but dear dear say cannot post the pics. =x


after dinner, we went home cause it was quite late le. hahas. he lent me his jacket wear, then its like so big. LOLs. i wear liaos like i never wear shorts like tt. LOLs. then the train was like so damn crowded larrhs. zzz. so squeezy. LOLs.

then when reached my house there, we jiu talked a bit then he go home le lo. hehe.

tmr's my maths paper 2. wish me luck lorrhs. i think i need it. LOLs. hahas. my sister's lucky today worrs. she found a black gameboy advance at the library. LOLs. so heng hors. ^^

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:43 PM


Thursday, June 28, 2007

well. the truth hurts. it reallie does.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:14 PM


Monday, June 25, 2007

today's maths paper was manageable, considering the fact that i nvr reallie studied. LOLs. just hope paper 2 will be easier and more manageable. =x hahas. tmr is chem paper. wish me luck. lol.







i miss my baby loads. i just cant imagine life without you.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:05 PM


Saturday, June 23, 2007

today i woke up at noon! lols. maybe it is not at all surprising to you, but it is a miracle to me cause i usually wake up b4 10. LOLs. so yeahs. tired marrhs, cant blame also. hehe.

not long after i woke up, i had to get ready to go to my great grandmother's house to visit her. actually we were supposed to take my auntie car de, but then my cousin wanted to join us so we took the mrt instead. hahas.

when we reached there, it was already like 3. yeaps. so i started studying lorrhs, and then since me, my sis and my cousin wanted to eat the potato chips in peace, we went downstairs to chill until dinner time.

then after dinner, we went down with the kids to play with them, and i was there studying larrhs. zzz. (dun call me mugger pls) it was actually quite fun to look at the kids play worrs. LOLs.

we went up after i finished my chapter, and then i started a new chapter. it was like. TIRING larrhs. omg. so we took cab home(luckily) and then i studied a bit more in the cab larrhs. my bro played maple when he reached home, and omg. someone traded him a 60% scroll for staff for magic att. my bro called me to attend to the issue marrhs. so i asked the person to offer. then she said "can give me 2k?" i was like so HAPPY larrhs. so i said "OK". hahas. and i put 2k to trade and even asked her is it ok. she said ya, and ta-da! i bought the scroll for 2k! LOLs. i'm lucky today. hehe. well, i'm someone's lucky star worrs! xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:44 PM


Friday, June 22, 2007

fcuk those maple ppl can? they think so highly of themselves; WHO THE FCUK U THINK U ARE? just some good for nth maple addicts. GOOD FOR NTH, u hear me? u think u are so great? yeahs, maybe great for being WHORES.

yeahs. and so they scolded my precious. say he's incompetent to be a ldr. i'm like wtf, why are they scolding baby? and so i stood up for him cause i damn tulan liaos. but now i know. ignorance is bliss. haiish.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:38 AM


Sunday, June 17, 2007

i went to pray to my late grandfather today. hahas. i thought we were like going in the morning like always, but we onli started out in the afternoon. hahas. so i was allowed to sleep abit later than usual. that was nice, cause i slpt at 4 am ytd. =x hahas. then at home me and my sis take pic again. mirror image worrs. =D hehe. guess which iish miine? =Pp

hahas. it was not very crowded today larrhs. but then. we saw one very "ACT" gal there larrhs. omg. ok, i admit that she was tall and everything, but she was not in the least bit pretty larrhs. and then she act until like she very pretty like that. zzz. my sis, my cousin and i were like staring at her from head to toe from the start lorrhs. i guess you probably cant see how DUMB her face was, but it was reallie PISSING me off. see the fcuking way she stands? WTF.

yarrhs. and then she was sitting beside us larrhs, blasting her techno from a black 6288. its like so damn soft larrhs. my sis very buei song and then she also blasted her techno. i tell u, my sis phone de volume RAPED hers larrhs. wtf larrhs. so soft de volume still wanna xue ppl blast. go home slp larrhs. see ur kns face i also sibei sian. knn. fcuk off lorrhs.

and then it just had to happen that she leave the place the same time our group leaves. its like EWW larrhs. u think i scared u is it? i even said "she also not very pretty lorrhs" so loud until her mother turned to look at me. let her look lorrhs. U THINK I CARE? hell, no.

anyways, after praying, we went straight to my auntie's house, but b4 that, we detoured to my grandmother's house to watch just follow law while studying at the same time. lols. then when i was time for dinner, we headed to my auntie's house to eat the nasi lemak that her maid cooked. it was like delicious larrhs! especially the chilli. hehe.

then my cousin, sister and i nth to do jiu take pic norrs. hahas.okok, i know my face jiao. =x

even more jiao face. hahas.

miie and my cousiie. she pretty norrs. =)

hahas. after dinner we jiu went hougang point there walk walk cause at there reallie very sian le. lols. then i bought winnie the pooh de marshmellow cause i think the wrapper is very cuteeeeeeee~ hahas.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:52 PM


Friday, June 15, 2007

baby agreed to pei me for the whole of today. so i woke up at 9 to wait for him to msg me to tell me wad time go out, then in the end that PIG 1pm then wake up. LOLs. idiot norrs. lols. went to have lunch with him, davis and davis de bro. after that i went his house where he got ready to go out norrs. then i take some pic of myself. LOL.

taken at baby's house worrs. =)

LOLs. i look like a dumb ASS. LOLs.

as he was sad ytd, i planned today's outing to cheer him up norrs. so we headed to pasir ris park for cycling. hehe. the weather was great worrs. hehe. we then rented our bikes, then it was buy one hour free one hour worrs. so its like, mine was $5 for 2 hours and his was $6 for 2 hours. cool rights? hahas. then we cycled around the park until the downtown east there. on the way, i saw GALLOP STABLE!!! omg. it was like, a place i reallie wanted to visit larrhs! then i found it by chance worrs. omg. then i was like to HIGH norrs. lols. then i go pat one white pony which is tied nearest to the fence. she looked soooooo beautiful norrs! i gt take picture with her worrs! hahas.

isnt she just beautiful?

i just LOOOOOVE this pic!! heh heh.

on our return journey to return the bikes, we stopped by the stable again, and this time we went into the area. wahhhs.. i saw a lot of other ponies and yearlings. sooooooo pretty! got one is especially pretty, one which is chestnut brown in colour. she's simply adorable larrhs. haiish. dear dear say he wanted to buy one packet of animal feed to let me feed the baby ponies, but i didnt wan to cause he dun wan to. =( he say he dun like horses worrs. sobz. hahas. but then he was so interested when ppl went to feed the horses. LOLs.

small kids with small ponies. =D

after returning the bikes, baby and i went to have dinner at white sands. he actually suggested eating mcdonald's worrs. hahas. then after that walk walk awhile jiu go home le. on the bus, he told me quite a lot things that made me stop to think worrs. mmm. actually come to think of it, he is reallie very observant about small details which can make me very touched at times. but baby, if u can carry out small thoughtful actions that would be even sweeter and better. =p

heh heh. i am very happy today wors. i hope today's outing made u feel better my baby. =D i love ya lots! xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:10 PM




things didnt seem to go well today, especially for baby. haiish. because of that, he was very sad and disheartened. haiish. seeing him like that reallie breaks my heart. and amazingly, even though i've never been in the position that he was in just now, i could feel his pain; his disappointment. haiish. he's gone to bed, but i hope he feels better tmr when he wakes up, poor baby. baby, just wanna tell you that life may not be a bed of roses, nor can it be smooth sailing. but no matter how hard the road is, i will always be by ur side to walk the road with you. i love you loads kiies baby?

haiish. exams are coming near but i am still slacking. why wors? i also dunno. haiish. i dun even feel the sense of urgency. no motivation either. i think i am going to flunk my mid year big time. haish. i know i should do smth about it, but i just cant seem to do anything. i'm just too INDIFFERENT. motivate me pls, someone?

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:26 AM


Wednesday, June 13, 2007

i had lunch with baby and davis today at kfc.. heh heh. then he turned a LIGHT PINK de tong tong fer me worrs! so swt nors! hehe. sometimes i just feel that love he has fer me, and it makes me feel like the luckiest gal in the world, knowing that someone is loving me so deeply. LOLs. *mwarrks*

after lunch, baby came over to my house to study maths. hehe. then after he went home i jiu went have a nap cause i was reallie tired as i slpt at 3 last night. lols. i talking to dear dear on the phone worrs. hehe.

then when my family came back, they already bought the computer chair for me, although i didnt go and see. then my sis chose a PINK one for me worrs! hahas. so swt rights. hahas. then she took the orange one, while my bro one is blue. hehe. then we went amk there de courts to see my LCD tv. hahas. then there quite ex marrhs, so my father wan go mustafa there to see.

when we reached mustafa, the things there reallie very cheap norrs. there everything also have de, including watches, jewellery, shirts, shoes, practically EVERYTHING norrs. and the things there is CHEAP larrhs. hahas. maybe next day when i am free can bring baby go there see his things. heh heh. we saw the tv that my sis and i wanted, and it was $999 and 32 inch. hahas. very nice norrs. samsung and black in colour de. hehe. cant wait fer it to be delivered. hehe.


haiish. today quarrel with mum. she wrongly accuse me lorrhs. haiish. its like, haiish. dunno lehhs. sometimes she reallie make me feel like i'm so useless and worthless. i dun even have the confidence to think that i can get into a university now. haiis. sometimes i wonder what i am doing in this world; wad purpose i have in this world. i cant be a good and filial daughter; neither can i be a good gf. wad's the point in living? haiis~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:09 PM


Sunday, June 10, 2007

hahas. i nothing to do so go find information about myself. LOLs. and its actually quite accurate worrs. hehe.

Pisces and Love
To Pisces, there is no difference between love, affection, and romance. A Pisces needs all three. A Pisces who feels unloved is an unhappy person to whom life seems very gray. Love revitalizes Pisces.

Behavior When In Love
The typical Pisces:
* is romantic
* eager to please
* adapts to the demands of the relationship
* appears to be helpless, delicate, and vulnerable, but being loved enables Pisces to cope very well with a range of difficulties, problems, and tragedies
* is emotionally involved, to the point of not recognizing when he or she is being deceived or treated badly

Expectations
The typical Pisces expects:
* to have his or her dreams valued and to be protected from harsh criticism
* to be cared for romantically
* to have children (Pisces love children)
* to be frequently reassured that they are loved
* all birthdays and anniversaries to be remembered

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:52 PM


Saturday, June 09, 2007

today was the long awaited day; going to wild wild wet with my relatives and baby! hahas. i woke up at 8 am worrs. hahas. then i got ready and waited for deariie to come.

when dearriie came, we went downstairs to meet my aunt and my cousins, and then we walked to the bus stop to take 88. we met my two other aunties and my other cousins at the burger king at downtown. wahhs, the morning omelette burger was delicious! so damn nice larrhs omg. hahas. baby agrees with me too. =)

after breakfast, we had to wait for a very long time b4 we can finally get our foot inside the area cause we have to wait for the stupid inefficient guy to issue us our pass. zzz. when we finally got in, sis, me and dear went straight for the 'SHIOK RIVER'. hehe. very fun lorrhs. we three were like having the time of our lives. lols.

after that jiu went around wild wild wet, such as the wave pool and the playpool there where we sat on all the slides. dear dear was determined to make me overcome my fear of enclosed slides. he was so determined, he looked kinda charming and sweet. =D

at about 2.30, we have already finished the whole of the wild wild wet. lols. then alicia had a crazy idea of asking me to take the "ULAR-LAH" which is like kinda of a roller coaster. omg, its very fast larrhs! that was onli at the beginning nars, so after that it was ok le. hehe.

after that, we went back to 'SHIOK RIVER' and dear dear was like pushing me on a float. that kinda feeling is.... UNDESCRIBABLE. its BLISS. its HEAVEN. xD

after that, we jiu go back where our bags were placed and we went to take a shower lorrhs. hahas. we also very tired le. at least, can sense that baby was. he was sunburnt all over, mostly on his legs. haish. heartpain pain sia. sobz..

we went to have our private time after we bathed; we walking around, and into the arcade. then got one IMBA couple playing the basketball thingy. then their shots were like so ON TARGET larrhs. its like OMG larrhs. they even raped dear dear's record of 613 points. lols. the IMBA couple. LOLs.

see the one in the centre? tt's baby's record worrs. =)

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:08 PM