*// YEUU are my reasonn ferr liivin' ---x

Monday, March 26, 2007

omg. today jixuan they all gave me my b dae present. GUESS wad is it? its a RING with my NAME inscribed on the inside! omg. its so nice larrhs. they bought from bits and pieces de. hahas. jixuan say they bought me this cause i always 'complain' to them say dear nvr gimme couple ring, so they decide to buy ring for me~~ so swt riights. wahhs. it reallie shows that friends understand you more. LOLs. a BIG THANK YOU to the three of yeuu! xD when i received the present i thought i was going to cry. lols.

that was the first surprise for me. the second one came when i was about to alight the 109 bus. cause i was talking on the phone marrhs, then she suddenly pulled out a plastic bag from her bag then handed it to me. she said it was the chocolates, and they were wrapped in a winnie the pooh wrapper. she still self-decorated the wrapper with white and pink beads and a pink flower. so swt rights. omg. i reallie wanna cry le. she specially prepared tt fer me.. sob sob. so touched. thk yeuu jixuan!!! iloveu~ wahhaas.

hahas. the card and the winnie the pooh wrapper at the top is jixuan give de; the ring on top of the box is jixuan.xiuqin.leetian give de. once again, THANK YEUU! =D

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 7:00 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

woohoo! look at the time now. its 4 am! lols. nahhs. i just finished mapling. lols. i think i am lvling quite slowly. lol. nvm. my fren pei me play after dearriie went to slp.. then he brought me do a quest la.. have to walk all the way from the top to the bottom of the EOS tower to find the roly poly.. so zzz larrhs. its like 100 storeys. walk until i siaos. but my fren v nice, he walked with me although he had the scroll. so swt rights. lols. thks arrhs. =)

then after i walked all the way down and found wad i was supposed to be finding, he gave me a warp pad or smth like tt to teleport back to ludi. yeahs. then after tt, i wanted to do the cape quest marrh, so he went with me to hit the mob with me. very fast arhs tt one. then finish le we went omega sector there get ready to teleport back to ludi.

then when i was there, i found out that i completed a quest and then decided to stay there to hit aliens for awhile. my fren then went off. i completed that quest quite quickly so i wanted to teleport back to ludi. but tmd, i used it at the wrong location and i was teleported into the HQ instead. and the warp pad is GONE! that means i have to climb all the way up the tower! omg. to make things worse, it was alr like 2.50 tt time. zzz. so no choice. CLIMB lorrrhs. but luckily i have a scroll which my friend gave me. zzz. so i climbed all the way up from the 46th storey after using the scroll. so sianz larrhs. but on the way i did a quest which gave me the scroll. but by that time i was alr at the 93rd storey. lol.

when i finally reached the top, i heaved a sigh of relief and then completed two more quests then i logged off liaos. hahas. i going to slp now, although i'm not reallie tired. hahas. TMR GOING OUT! yay!

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 3:48 AM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

wooohhhoooooooo~ i'm EIGHTEEN! hahas. yeahs, so my long awaited birthday came and went just like that. lols. and all of us had fun, but i cant belive my "LUCK" ytd. i mean, shouldnt birthday ppl have more luck on their birthday? see wad happened.

in the morning, i woke up at 10 cause i didnt have the mood to slp anymore. too excited marrhs. lols. so i did my own stuff until 1230 and i went down to the salon to style my hair lorrhs. i made an appointment with the auntie at 1230 marrhs. then when i reached there, the auntie was nowhere in sight. lols. she haven reached larrhs, then i have to wait lorrhs. then about 1255 then she came in, but she helped me do my hair straightaway. and it was like $10. lols.

after doing my hair, i went home immediately to prepare myself le.. dear said he would arrive at 145. but in the end he arrived at bout 2. yeahs. he then changed into his 'formal' clothes and i styled his hair for him.. but he thinks its funny and he styled it himself in the end. LOLs. then we jiu took one photo together. hees.

see his sleepy face. LOLS.

yups. we lingered ard my hse until about 3 then we decided to go shopping.. cause the movie timing not within our "range" le. hahas. yeahs, and so we went vivocity(it was my idea). the place was like, crowded larrhs! but wad to do, SAT marrhs. like tt lorrhs. we walked ard the mall and then dear got something to eat - his fav crispy chicken and a honeydew milkshake.. i agree that both are nice. =)

after he finished his little meal, it was alr about 5, so we headed to the mrt station and take the train to serangoon to take 109 to changi village. then tt's where all the suayness starts. zzz. at potong pasir station, which is like one stop away from serangoon, we were still happily chatting away and then when i finally realised that we had to get off the train it was too late. the operator was saying "next station, kovan". zzz. we passed the staion damn it. and it didnt help that my mum was screaming at me to hurry over the phone. zzz. we got off at the next station and we saw a train at the opposite platform. at first i thought the train has come, but it turned out that the train is leaving the station. i was like. WTH. zzz.

when we finally reached serangoon, we walked quickly to the bus interchange, and to my dismay, 109 was just leaving the boarding platform. OMG. i cant belive my LUCK man. sians alr lorrhs. so we slowly strolled to the newspaper stand to get a drink as dear was thirsty. we got back to the 109 there and waited for the bus lorrhs. zzz.

we reached changi at about 645 and i still havent decide a place to eat. my auntie suggested that we go to a hotel to eat, but it seems that they couldnt find the hotel. yeahs. so we finally decided to find a quite run down seafood restaurant. but their food is not bad. hees. dear was like helping me to crack the crab shell and he fed me the crab.. so swt rights. lols. then halfway throughout the dinner, a BIG(and i mean BIG) black moth flew and settled in front of me on the table. my sister and i screamed and the whole restaurant was like looking at us. LOLs. paisehh like hell. hahas. but it was really BIG marrhs. aiyoh. my dad had to sweep the moth off the table b4 i could settle down. lols.

after the dinner, we jiu went home liaos. my family took my auntie's car home while dear and i took 109. while we were boarding on 109, dear was in front of me, and then suddenly one guy cut in front of me and i was like zzz. then his fren was like behind him an still tapping his card, so i let him pass. then this stupid guys like dun wan move like tt, so i moved and he also moved at the same time. i was so pissed that i pushed passed him slightly. cos u see. someone is OVERWEIGHT marrhs. so yeahs. and then his fren was talking to him with his back facing me and then when he turned ard, he saw that it wasnt the guy that he wanted to talk to, he shut up. then i suddenly feel someone swatting my hair, and i turned ard to glare at the IDIOTIC guy. he was giving me tt STUPID face larrhs. and i thought he looked AUTISTIC. means DUMB. reallie DUMB those kind. then i stomped back to where deariie was sitting and i told him about it. they were just sitting 2 seats diagonally away from us, and their fren closest to us kept turning ard to stare at ME. WTH. why stare at me, its ur ow FCUKING fren that is too MEATY. is it my FAULT? damn it NO!

the guy in front of the two guys is the one who was talking to his fren, which is the one wearing the cap. and the one wearing the cap is that MEATY guy who molested my HAIR damn it. and tt one in blue, he keeps turning ard to stare at me. *i know i'm pretty thk yeuu* DAMN THESE PPL.

on the way home, i was like having so high tide that we had to drop off at white sands to relive myself. zz. hahas. then we took 88 home. yeahs. when i reached the staircase there, my sis was like throwing 3 waterbombs at me.. and i was like wet, but she promised to only throw at my legs so i wasnt tt wet. zzz. after that we jiu went in and take photo, cut cake all those. =)

*smiles*

*mwarrks-iiloveyeuu*

ii love thiis PIC! =D

declarriin' ourr love? LOLs.

do we look compatible? hahas.

happy "FAMILY" =)

my fatherr make de. NICE horrs. hees.

I'M EIGHTEEN!!

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:18 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

its coming! omg. i am going to be 18 soon! wahhs. like so old liddat. zzz. dunno whether i shld be happie or not. lols. but i am looking forward to that day.. where deariie can pei me for one whole day~ woohoo~ so nice. hees. and we're going to eat with my family!! wahahas.

-Even thoughh there may be tiimes iit seems I'm farr awayy, ~~neverr~~ wonderr where I am cause I am alwaes by urr siide``

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 4:04 PM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

傻傻兩個人　許過一個願
當時星星眨著眼　看起來並不遠
為你長翅飛　為你被風吹
請你千萬要等我
帶幸福來給你的那一天

春天散步夏天看海秋天數落葉
一直沒有煩惱
一直沒有爭吵
讓每天像糖一樣甜
冬天飄雪我是棉被溫暖你的夜
一直在你身邊
一直愛到永遠
你就負責靠著我的肩

貼著你的臉　拍一張照片
世界是很複雜的　要靠我近一點
但願你每天　幸福又安全兩隻戀人手牽手
誰也不用再跑給誰去追

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:43 AM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

yeahs. its over. mapling is over. time for intensive studying for the week. haiish. just feel a bit unhappy tt dear cant pei me for that ENTIRE holiday that i have cause he will be working from 8-5 everyday at some factory.. so like tt lorrhs. got hols like no hols like tt lorrhs. wad to do. accept it lorrhs. or else later someone say i dun understand him again. haiish.

why is it tt these few days we like quarrelling so much? i'm starting to get a little worried. is it me, being too emotional or is it reallie his fault? i cant reallie differentiate anymore. haiish. i dunno larrhs. am i being too unreasonable? he says i dun try to understand the situation he is in.. but i understand. i reallie do. i understood for more times than he know. but does he know this? haiish. and who is to understand me? no one understands the amount of stress that i go through. reallie no one. can you just imagine ur everyday is all surrounded by notes, notes and more notes? every morning when u wake up u will sit at ur study table and then start to study, only to pause briefly during lunch and dinner times? the rest of the day will be used solely on STUDYING and nothing else. wad a life. wad a HELL life. i hate this. but there's nth i can do. i only allow time to relax myself when i am with him, and thus will require him to realise this and spend as much time with me as possible. but haiish. things dun always go your way.. and i learnt tt today..

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:08 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

today was chem spa.. i thought i had studied for it.. but apparently, i wasnt ready for it.. and i think i these few days study til very late and lack of slp.. and i think i read the protocol wrongly larrhs.. haiish. ask me use dilute H2SO4 i go use conc H2SO4. zzz.. haiish. i still checked two times and in the end i still got it wrong. haiish. and when i heard jixuan said that they used conc HCl, i was like "HUHHS, GOT USE HCl MEHHS?" haiish. die liaos lorrhs. gone le. haiish. i couldnt contain myself and i broke down right after the spa. after all, this is not JUST A TEST but the a lvls. HAIISH~ but i was glad, because during this midst of breaking down, i realised that i have great friends ard me whu reallie cared.. it reallie touched me.. special thanks to michelle lau, sakina and of course my group of frens - jixuan, leetian and xiuqin for showing me their concern although this is not the first time that i break down le. thks so much!

if the spa is not enough a blow to me, my sister called and told me that Ruby had died. haiish. i was like, haiish. double blow to me. haiish. i then went straight home after buying some things for my angel.. haiish. then i saw, where the cage was, was an empty spot. haiish. and my sister, father and anutie went to bury her downstairs. Ruby most probably died because of old age, but i still feel like such a failure. so useless. when Ruby was alive, i didnt reallie give all my attention and love to her.. i feel so guilty.. she was so unlucky to have been bought by me in the first place.. haiish. maybe if she had been bought by another person, she maybe could have enjoyed her life.. but with me, she had suffered. so much. i am sorry Ruby. i am so sorry. below are some pictures for me to keep my memories with her...

in loving memory.

ii am sry. so sry. ='(

you'll always be my Ruby.

080307`-

i'm so tired from all the crying today.. i think i'm going slp le. haiish~ sadd day...

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:00 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

woohoo~ today is the first day of school for the J1s! hahas.. seeing their curious faces, it really reminds me of the time when i was still a freshman like them.. hahas. well anyways.

today during the only break we had, xiuqin, jixuan, leetian and i sat at the round tables outside LT4 to talk and as we were all quite hungry, we all agreed on buying smth to eat, and all of us wanted milk, and in particular, the meiji brand one. so xiuqin and i went to the canteen to buy lorrhs. and since each of us wanted each flavour of the milk, i told the auntie i wan each of the flavour in the whole row of milk there. she was like staring at me and then i had to repeat my order to confirm wad i wanted. LOLs. and then when we brought the milk back to the table, jixuan and leetian suggested we take a photo of the milk, so yeahs. lols.

hahas, the "MEIJI" fans. xD

yeahs. so anyways, there wasnt any assembly today so we got to go home after chem, and deariie came to fetch me! hahas. he suggested for us to go compass and have our lunch.. so we did and supposedly after that, i was to go home and change to go for retail therapy and movie action, as he put it ytd, but well. he decided against that and wanted to go my hse instead. actually he said he was fine with anything, but seeing him so reluctant with going out, i also dun wan to force him to do anything without his heart in it, so we headed home.. yeahs. then we just talk at my hse norrs.. at 4.30 i jiu rushed him home because i wanted to slp. lols. cannot blame me marrhs, i am a pig by nature. and anyways i also need the energy built up from slping to fight on. =D

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:30 PM

Sunday, March 04, 2007

today the whole day stayed at home to study.. so sianns... managed to finish bio and maths and also at the same time study for chem spa.. omg.. i think i am going to burst soon. SOOOOO TIRED!! zzz..

anyways. my family they all went to my mum's employer de house and then went to pay respects to my late grandfather.. and i didnt go cause i had a date with the books. so yeahs. when they gt back, my sister handed me two maple prepaid cards! and guess whu bought them, my COUSIN! omg. its like, he nvr bought anything for me for my birthday b4 larrhs.. then i'm like so touched lorrhs! he's only p5 and he bought a $20 present for me.. so swttt.. hahas. i alr called him and thanked him a million times liaos. LOLs. so yeahs. i going maple now. hees. =)

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:45 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

wahhhs.. LONG time no see. LOLs. sry for not updating. hahas. bz with my schwork ma. V busy. yeahs. hahas. I GOT MY NEW HP! YAY~ hahas, anyways, as i promised ji xuan, i have come to blog about the stupid bus ytd. lols.

ytd we decided to take 109 to sch instead of the usual 156 because ji xuan was carrying her new bag and apparently she didnt want to be caught in the situation of squeezing down the bus. so yeahs, i agreed to taking 109 to sch and so we waited for the bus at the bus stop at my house dwnstairs. we waited and waited AND WAITED and the bus didnt come.. after 6 72, 5 159 and 4 112 buses went, there wasnt a single 109 bus in sight. zzz. it was alr like 655 lorrhs. and we started waiting at like 615. zzz. then finally the bus came and we reached sch in time. STUPID bus.

yeahs, and so ytd was also the day that we received our a lvl chinese results.. the atmosphere in sch was like so high those kind. lols. when we went back to sch after our lunch, we jiu headed towards the hall and sat down to listen to the principal talk.. then he flashed the national averages and our sch averages and in most of the subjects, we were higher than national average! omg. i was like so proud of our seniors larrhs! hahas. i will like to especially bring out the precentage of out seniors who scored A's and B's - 85%! omg! the whole j2 this year especially those who take bio were screaming like mad and cheering so loudly! and its 100% pass for our sch for bio as well! omg. the bio teachers were like so happy larrhs! hahas. ji xuan and i happy until we almost cried. lols. WELL DONE, SENIOR BIO STUDENTS! and yeahs, so i gt B for chinese. haiis.

hahas. after taking the results, i went home in a taxi with jixuan and to meet dear to play pool with two of his friends and watch "just follow law" after that.. we reached amk at about 5.45 and it was like raining.. hahas. we then waited for the rain to be smaller abit then we headed to the place to play pool lorrhs. his friends arrived shortly and they started playing le. i was like so DUMB and so NOOB norrs. haii~ then after that, we jiu went to have dinner at the nearby S11.. i didnt eat anything because i wasnt hungry.. yeahs. and he and his friends were like talking and talking then i feel so transparent there lorrhs. haiish~ after dinner they went to jubilee to see if there were any other movie to watch because it was alr past the time that out chosen movie was supposed to start at. there wasnt any, unfortunately, and so we headed home.

i was very quiet on the bus larrhs, cause i was reallie sad. haiis. but in the end i forgave him like i always had, and then we went to our usual place to talk lorrhs. haiish.

he's started work today le, and he will have less time to pei me le. haiiish. so sad norrs. he promised me to pei me more after the exams de. but now. haiish. i'm going to be so lonely again.. so so lonely. i hate loneliness........................................

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 6:30 PM