*// YEUU are my reasonn ferr liivin' ---x

Sunday, March 11, 2007

yeahs. its over. mapling is over. time for intensive studying for the week. haiish. just feel a bit unhappy tt dear cant pei me for that ENTIRE holiday that i have cause he will be working from 8-5 everyday at some factory.. so like tt lorrhs. got hols like no hols like tt lorrhs. wad to do. accept it lorrhs. or else later someone say i dun understand him again. haiish.

why is it tt these few days we like quarrelling so much? i'm starting to get a little worried. is it me, being too emotional or is it reallie his fault? i cant reallie differentiate anymore. haiish. i dunno larrhs. am i being too unreasonable? he says i dun try to understand the situation he is in.. but i understand. i reallie do. i understood for more times than he know. but does he know this? haiish. and who is to understand me? no one understands the amount of stress that i go through. reallie no one. can you just imagine ur everyday is all surrounded by notes, notes and more notes? every morning when u wake up u will sit at ur study table and then start to study, only to pause briefly during lunch and dinner times? the rest of the day will be used solely on STUDYING and nothing else. wad a life. wad a HELL life. i hate this. but there's nth i can do. i only allow time to relax myself when i am with him, and thus will require him to realise this and spend as much time with me as possible. but haiish. things dun always go your way.. and i learnt tt today..

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`simplyloveyou- 11:08 PM