*// YEUU are my reasonn ferr liivin' ---x

Saturday, April 28, 2007

today was NYJC's 30th anniversary celebrations! so sadd dear cant come.. sobz sobz. but i still enjoyed myself. hees. i was selling ny bear in a booth in school.. business was quite gd norrs. so happy. hees. there got a lot of other activities worrs. like henna, nail painting balloon sculpturing.. ALOT! hahas. everyone was very high norrs.

introducing the "NY" bears! cute horrs?

hahas. the henna i did! niice marrhs? *look closer and maybe you can see my 'manicure'.*

hahas. my name made out of paper! xD

it was a nice day overall! i enjoyed myself! still, there lacked your presence.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:34 PM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

all these time when we were together, you NEVER once wake up early to make yourself look nice just for MIIE..

today, you especially woke up to make yourself presentable to HER.. and i am your gf.. but NEVER once you did it for me.. the course may be a reason, but you know wad u are also using it as.

i am fully aware of my appearance and know i can never be comparable to those PRETTY, HOT and SEXY girls. i know i am just a pile of shit compared to them.

my heart bled today; it reallie BLED.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 7:28 PM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

ii wan to watch the stars with you..

ii wan to lie on the sand under the moonlight with you..

ii wan you to be the first person i see when i first open my eyes..

ii wan you to be the last person i see before i drift into dreamland..

ii wan to enjoy the different tastes of life with you..

ii wan to share my everything with you..

ii wan to be your CINDERELLA

and ii wan you to be my PRINCE

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:00 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

haii. ii feel so sad. so so sad. haiis. b4 i start anything, i wan to make it clear to anyone and everyone that i am not blaming and going against anyone with this post.. i just need to get something off my chest. so here goes.

its yet again the same story.. i was heading towards this place.. and i dunno why. i think its my telepathy with you; i just knew you'd be there.. so i confirmed with you and indeed you were where i expected you to be.. but.. you told me you had to keep your frens company.. i was unhappy, but i shoved it aside and tried to understand the situation you were in at that time. i know you need a lot of space to be with ur friends. so i didnt say anything and hung up the phone cheerily.

i reached the place i was going to and looked ard for you, although i know by now you would already have been far and chances of seeing you in the vast crowd was slim. as expected, i didnt see you. so i went on board the bus with my friend. determined to just catch a glimpse of you, i decided to alight at somewhere near where u were. when i alighted, i look ard to try my luck. but to my disappointment, i didnt see u anywhere. still refusing to give up, i thought that you were in the shop itself so i couldnt quite see u.. so i tried calling you and asked your whereabouts. my heart sank when i heard where you were; it sank all the way to the ground. just then, i feel.. i dunno. i dun even know how to describe how i was feeling at that point in time... just. SAD. VERY SAD. it shows. we're not fated. why does this always happen?
WE'RE SO NEAR; YET SO FAR~~~~~~~~~~~~

***once again, ii wan to emphasize that i am not blaming anyone for wad happened. i know and accept it as heaven's will. its our destiny. so dun feel guilty for everything that happened. especially YOU. =)***

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 7:17 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

ytd dearriie and i went out to ps.. actually we wanted to watch movie de, but then there were no time slots.. and then also the shows were like zzz de.. so in the end nvr watch.. we went suntec instead.. hahas. there nth to shop nors. sobz sobz. but we stayed inside the carrefour there to play piano! lols. the promoter was like looking at us. lols. but we buay paiseh so we continued playing lorrhs. he even asked me to teach him play some songs. lols. after about half an hour, we finally left the place. hahas.

we then headed to marina square.. wahhs. there a lot to shop norrs. i saw a shop sell earring de, sell 3 for $5 worrs. like damn cheap? lols. and alot nice nice de somemore. hees. i bought 3 pairs norrs, 2 for me, 1 for my sis. =) actually i was contemplating whether i shld buy the teddy bear de necklace.. its nice norrs. but in the end i decided not to norrs. hees.

after i buy my earrings, i think i sparked dear's interest in buying necklaces. hahas. silver chains actually. hahas. but he did look nice in them. hees. we then walked past a newbie shop.. the clothes were like soo nice larrhs! the jacket especially.. woohoo~ hahas. dear went into the shop and tried on many things b4 he finally decided on a purple shirt. very nice norrs. i choose de worrs. hahas.. =)

after shopping we jiu have to go home liaos. his mum was waiting for him at home marrhs, so we took the mrt norrs. he come my hse sit sit jiu go le.. then we cut my bro's bdae cake.. and took some pics norrs. =) Happy 6th Birthday to Tommy! xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:19 AM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

so i got my PW results. well. i also cannot say much. ben was the one whu put in the most effort so he deserves his A. yeahs. so like that lorrhs. jixuan said that without an A, we cant get into the medicine course le. miss seah even advised her to go overseas. then i'm like. HELLO. i dun have tt much money larrhs. i dunno larrhs. feel fully demoralised. i cant get into medicine. wad should i do now?

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:26 AM

Monday, April 09, 2007

to the BITCH WHO WAS WEARING A RED AND WHITE POLKA DOTTED BRA AND WORKING AT YISHUN

why, you think u pretty u can go ard seducing guys and men is it? you think u pretty u can wear until like tt is it? wahhs lan, look urself in the mirror larrhs. u are working in a FACTORY for goodness sake~! u wan wear until like not wearing anything then u go BAR and work larrhs! why wanna go FACTORY? it doesnt suit u sia. or best still, I DARE YOU DUN WEAR ANYTHING GO WORK LORRHS. anyways, u wear until like tt DUN WEAR IS BETTER lorrhs! and PLEASE lorrhs. u are a GIRL for goodness sake! didnt ur mother ever taught u u have to protect ur body and be DISCRETE? do you even know the meaning of the word discrete? I DOUBT YOU KNOW. u are so CLOSE, just 30 cm from a guy and u just BEND DOWN in front of him and show him everything u gt inside. its like. WHAT THE FCUK?! please lorrhs. u wan show off might as well DUN WEAR LARRHS! knn. you have a BF too larrhs. WTH. i reallie pity ur BF sia.. I SUGGEST U GO TAKE A GOOD LOOK IN THE MIRROR at urself. i wun deny that u're pretty, but its reallie a pity that u are a pretty BITCH.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:58 PM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

maybe we are not fated to be after all. we were apparently going to the same place to have dinner with our own family, and it is only a matter of tens of minutes. about half an hour. however, this time difference has prevented us from meeting in our paths. this is all destined. maybe we are reallie not fated. haiish. but still. i love you so~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:21 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

wahhs. like so long nvr blog liaos. hahas. can say i lazy larrhs. hahas. when i free i jiu play maple le marrhs. hahas. okok, sry for neglecting this blog so long. bore you all to death for so long. hahas.

well. i have received my block test results. and i think that some are up to standard while others are way below my expectations larrhs. but come to think of it, i have no one but myself to blame larrhs, cause for the subjects that i didnt score very well, i admit that i didnt study very hard. LOL. well. here my results. dun laugh kiies.

Maths - 54.5
Chemistry - 57.5
Geography - 57.1

all is upon 100. they say tmr we getting gp.. so see how lorrhs. then bio must wait until we get the result slip then can know the results cause they making massive moderation. lols. yeahs. so like that lorrhs.

mmm. dunno why hors, these few days i quite temperamental arhs. so temperamental until i and dear had quite a huge quarrel over smth reallie reallie small. zzz. haii. maybe i shld try to change my ways le. i know i had not been very fair to him by treating him that way, but.. its just me. but rest assured dear, i will try my best to kick that bad habit i have. but STILL, i want to be YOUR PRINCESS! =D

[LOVE] is nothin' but wantin' the other party to be happy always-

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:37 PM