*// YEUU are my reasonn ferr liivin' ---x

Monday, April 23, 2007

haii. ii feel so sad. so so sad. haiis. b4 i start anything, i wan to make it clear to anyone and everyone that i am not blaming and going against anyone with this post.. i just need to get something off my chest. so here goes.

its yet again the same story.. i was heading towards this place.. and i dunno why. i think its my telepathy with you; i just knew you'd be there.. so i confirmed with you and indeed you were where i expected you to be.. but.. you told me you had to keep your frens company.. i was unhappy, but i shoved it aside and tried to understand the situation you were in at that time. i know you need a lot of space to be with ur friends. so i didnt say anything and hung up the phone cheerily.

i reached the place i was going to and looked ard for you, although i know by now you would already have been far and chances of seeing you in the vast crowd was slim. as expected, i didnt see you. so i went on board the bus with my friend. determined to just catch a glimpse of you, i decided to alight at somewhere near where u were. when i alighted, i look ard to try my luck. but to my disappointment, i didnt see u anywhere. still refusing to give up, i thought that you were in the shop itself so i couldnt quite see u.. so i tried calling you and asked your whereabouts. my heart sank when i heard where you were; it sank all the way to the ground. just then, i feel.. i dunno. i dun even know how to describe how i was feeling at that point in time... just. SAD. VERY SAD. it shows. we're not fated. why does this always happen?
WE'RE SO NEAR; YET SO FAR~~~~~~~~~~~~

***once again, ii wan to emphasize that i am not blaming anyone for wad happened. i know and accept it as heaven's will. its our destiny. so dun feel guilty for everything that happened. especially YOU. =)***

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 7:17 PM