*// YEUU are my reasonn ferr liivin' ---x

Thursday, May 31, 2007

its amazing how so many things can happen just in a single day. well. i found out a lot of things today, all which contributed to stabbing my heart with daggers, one by one.

first, i discovered all the supposedly white lies u told me. i was furious. VERY. but i cant believe wad i did. i forgave u. totally. this is smth i would not have done if it was in the past. i told u i hate liars. reallie i do. BUT I FORGAVE YOU. although my definite trust in you have been lost. dun blame me.

second, u treat another girl as well as you would treat me. i dun want that! I DUN WANT TO HAVE EQUAL TREATMENT AS OTHER GIRLS! i am ur gf. i should be treated more SPECIALLY. if u wan to treat everyone as if u would treat me, just call everyone ur gf. PERIOD.

"please dun make empty promises again; or you'll break my heart again".

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 7:12 PM

i am confused. i dunno wad i should do.

well. some of wad u said got in. and i know i have to do something about it.

i've been thinking and i still stick to my opinion.

i will never be able to accept that fact.

or maybe i will, who knows.

right now i just dun wan to think about this.

my heart hurts just thinking about it.

everyone seems so much better than me

and i seem like nothing; worthless.

the world now focus on superficiality

and i know well that i do not possess this desired trait

the fact that u're swayed; even a teeny weeny bit

shows how lousy i am.

do you even know the fear i live in every single day

fear of a better one for u that comes along the way

in terms of appearance, brains, basically everything

friends is the start of a passionate love

perhaps its my fault for restricting u for so long

or maybe its my retribution.

i wan u to be happy and happy always.

and i know u would be now

i'm telling you "go ahead"

either way i will lose u eventually i feel

so don't worry about me

i'll be fine. really.i just hope i dun regret.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:04 AM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

am i so unimportant to let u totally forget about me?

am i so easily to be forgotten?

u knew i was not very happy;

i gave u a chance to msg me to apologise

but nothing.

i gave you so many chances before cause i love you

but WHY.

i just want to drink til i'm drunk and forget my pain.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:18 PM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

TO MY SPECIAL SOMEONE;

If i were blue would you be there for me

And whisper in my ear that's okay

Would you stand by me

Let me hold you tight

And say you love me one more time

If i feel good would you slow dance with me

And touch my lips with tender loving care

Would you die for me

Would you run with me

And never look back

Would you be there to love; to be with me

Would you swear that your love is always true

Would you say that you'll always be the one

To take my breath away

Would you be there to love; to be with me

Would you swear that your love is always true

Would you say that you'll always be the one

To take my breath away

Would you be there

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:55 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

i just feel so uncomfortable with it. simply uncomfortable. i dunno wad she wants. i dunno what he thinks. BUT i know i am not a good girlfriend.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:02 AM

Monday, May 21, 2007

today i had to rush out the proposal for miss seah. she asked me do norrs. still kinda like scolded me for not doing my job. WTH. haiish.

yeahs, so i was like alone at home typing and typing on the com.. then suddenly, i realised i need a lot of info - the name of the companies, the statistics for the market analysis.. then i'm like so...... then i called xiuqin and told her the things i need norrs. and u know wad, she just said"ok i'll come online now". then i'm like. so touched norrs. omg. she came online to send me the thing, then gt some things not with her, so she tried calling jingyan.. then jingyan also came online.. in the end, the three of us were doing the proposal in one way or the other. it was not me ALONE. they were online with me.. then i'm like so touched larrhs. they even pei me til i finished the proposal then they went off even though they have not studied for the bio mock spa tmr.. omg. they're just such great friends.. THANK YOU VERY MUCHIIES, XIUQIN AND JINGYAN! that was reallie the idea of teamwork guys! xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:31 AM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

omg i can finally blog!

after so DAMN LONG SIA.

okayys, i know this event has happened hell long ago, but i still wanna SHOUTOUT:"NYJC WON AJC IN THE FINALS OF THE BOYS VOLLEYBALL!" OMG! hahas. the hall was so HIGH that time larrhs. hahas. the FLAME BURNS ON YEAHS AJ? THE FLAME BURNED YOUR HOUSE DOWN!!! hahas. go back and mug larrhs people. MUGGERS. mmmm. but i think that wun be necessary too cause we NYJCians will beat you all in academics too! just wait and see! hahas. the AJ girls team were like **** too. WAHAHAHAS. they lost to HCI. LOST! they lost 2 matches in a row that day. WELL DONE NYJC! and well done HCI too! xD
well. i didnt use to hate AJ that much, but i came to HATE it to the CORE when some BITCH went in. *EWWWW*

erms. well. thats the onli thing i could rmb to blog about. lols. yeahs. so i'll just end off here and hope blogger dun get haywire again. hahas. xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 5:00 PM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

sobz.. my family is out.. left me alone at home.. haiish. dear dear today eating dinner at home.. i was still thinking that maybe i can meet up with him and have dinner.. well. maybe i shouldnt hope for too much. haiish~

i can feel something bad again. i think i am thinking too much about things. haiish. i just wanna say... iimiissyeuu.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 7:03 PM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

is it reallie true that if you have friends, you cant have your lover and vice versa? if not, why does it seem to me that one is unable to have the best of both worlds?

i keep on wondering, to guys, are friends or lovers more important? or are they equal?

are couples supposed to anticipate meeting each other because they miss each other or is it because of another reason?

loving someone for any other reason except the fact that he is who he is, is very HURTFUL...

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 7:23 PM