*// YEUU are my reasonn ferr liivin' ---x

Thursday, June 28, 2007

well. the truth hurts. it reallie does.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:14 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007

today's maths paper was manageable, considering the fact that i nvr reallie studied. LOLs. just hope paper 2 will be easier and more manageable. =x hahas. tmr is chem paper. wish me luck. lol.

i miss my baby loads. i just cant imagine life without you.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:05 PM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

today i woke up at noon! lols. maybe it is not at all surprising to you, but it is a miracle to me cause i usually wake up b4 10. LOLs. so yeahs. tired marrhs, cant blame also. hehe.

not long after i woke up, i had to get ready to go to my great grandmother's house to visit her. actually we were supposed to take my auntie car de, but then my cousin wanted to join us so we took the mrt instead. hahas.

when we reached there, it was already like 3. yeaps. so i started studying lorrhs, and then since me, my sis and my cousin wanted to eat the potato chips in peace, we went downstairs to chill until dinner time.

then after dinner, we went down with the kids to play with them, and i was there studying larrhs. zzz. (dun call me mugger pls) it was actually quite fun to look at the kids play worrs. LOLs.

we went up after i finished my chapter, and then i started a new chapter. it was like. TIRING larrhs. omg. so we took cab home(luckily) and then i studied a bit more in the cab larrhs. my bro played maple when he reached home, and omg. someone traded him a 60% scroll for staff for magic att. my bro called me to attend to the issue marrhs. so i asked the person to offer. then she said "can give me 2k?" i was like so HAPPY larrhs. so i said "OK". hahas. and i put 2k to trade and even asked her is it ok. she said ya, and ta-da! i bought the scroll for 2k! LOLs. i'm lucky today. hehe. well, i'm someone's lucky star worrs! xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 9:44 PM

Friday, June 22, 2007

fcuk those maple ppl can? they think so highly of themselves; WHO THE FCUK U THINK U ARE? just some good for nth maple addicts. GOOD FOR NTH, u hear me? u think u are so great? yeahs, maybe great for being WHORES.

yeahs. and so they scolded my precious. say he's incompetent to be a ldr. i'm like wtf, why are they scolding baby? and so i stood up for him cause i damn tulan liaos. but now i know. ignorance is bliss. haiish.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:38 AM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

i went to pray to my late grandfather today. hahas. i thought we were like going in the morning like always, but we onli started out in the afternoon. hahas. so i was allowed to sleep abit later than usual. that was nice, cause i slpt at 4 am ytd. =x hahas. then at home me and my sis take pic again. mirror image worrs. =D hehe. guess which iish miine? =Pp

hahas. it was not very crowded today larrhs. but then. we saw one very "ACT" gal there larrhs. omg. ok, i admit that she was tall and everything, but she was not in the least bit pretty larrhs. and then she act until like she very pretty like that. zzz. my sis, my cousin and i were like staring at her from head to toe from the start lorrhs.

i guess you probably cant see how DUMB her face was, but it was reallie PISSING me off. see the fcuking way she stands? WTF.

yarrhs. and then she was sitting beside us larrhs, blasting her techno from a black 6288. its like so damn soft larrhs. my sis very buei song and then she also blasted her techno. i tell u, my sis phone de volume RAPED hers larrhs. wtf larrhs. so soft de volume still wanna xue ppl blast. go home slp larrhs. see ur kns face i also sibei sian. knn. fcuk off lorrhs.

and then it just had to happen that she leave the place the same time our group leaves. its like EWW larrhs. u think i scared u is it? i even said "she also not very pretty lorrhs" so loud until her mother turned to look at me. let her look lorrhs. U THINK I CARE? hell, no.

anyways, after praying, we went straight to my auntie's house, but b4 that, we detoured to my grandmother's house to watch just follow law while studying at the same time. lols. then when i was time for dinner, we headed to my auntie's house to eat the nasi lemak that her maid cooked. it was like delicious larrhs! especially the chilli. hehe.

then my cousin, sister and i nth to do jiu take pic norrs. hahas.

okok, i know my face jiao. =x

even more jiao face. hahas.

miie and my cousiie. she pretty norrs. =)

hahas. after dinner we jiu went hougang point there walk walk cause at there reallie very sian le. lols. then i bought winnie the pooh de marshmellow cause i think the wrapper is very cuteeeeeeee~ hahas.

CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE riights!!! xD

hahas. yeahs. so i finished studying already and i'm blogging. hehe. dunno wan go maple or not. hmmm.. wahhhs. suddenly i wan the cutiies PLUSHIIES larrhssssssss... shoooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....... xDD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:52 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

baby agreed to pei me for the whole of today. so i woke up at 9 to wait for him to msg me to tell me wad time go out, then in the end that PIG 1pm then wake up. LOLs. idiot norrs. lols. went to have lunch with him, davis and davis de bro. after that i went his house where he got ready to go out norrs. then i take some pic of myself. LOL.

taken at baby's house worrs. =)

LOLs. i look like a dumb ASS. LOLs.

as he was sad ytd, i planned today's outing to cheer him up norrs. so we headed to pasir ris park for cycling. hehe. the weather was great worrs. hehe. we then rented our bikes, then it was buy one hour free one hour worrs. so its like, mine was $5 for 2 hours and his was $6 for 2 hours. cool rights? hahas. then we cycled around the park until the downtown east there. on the way, i saw GALLOP STABLE!!! omg. it was like, a place i reallie wanted to visit larrhs! then i found it by chance worrs. omg. then i was like to HIGH norrs. lols. then i go pat one white pony which is tied nearest to the fence. she looked soooooo beautiful norrs! i gt take picture with her worrs! hahas.

isnt she just beautiful?

i just LOOOOOVE this pic!! heh heh.

on our return journey to return the bikes, we stopped by the stable again, and this time we went into the area. wahhhs.. i saw a lot of other ponies and yearlings. sooooooo pretty! got one is especially pretty, one which is chestnut brown in colour. she's simply adorable larrhs. haiish. dear dear say he wanted to buy one packet of animal feed to let me feed the baby ponies, but i didnt wan to cause he dun wan to. =( he say he dun like horses worrs. sobz. hahas. but then he was so interested when ppl went to feed the horses. LOLs.

small kids with small ponies. =D

after returning the bikes, baby and i went to have dinner at white sands. he actually suggested eating mcdonald's worrs. hahas. then after that walk walk awhile jiu go home le. on the bus, he told me quite a lot things that made me stop to think worrs. mmm. actually come to think of it, he is reallie very observant about small details which can make me very touched at times. but baby, if u can carry out small thoughtful actions that would be even sweeter and better. =p

heh heh. i am very happy today wors. i hope today's outing made u feel better my baby. =D i love ya lots! xD

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:10 PM

things didnt seem to go well today, especially for baby. haiish. because of that, he was very sad and disheartened. haiish. seeing him like that reallie breaks my heart. and amazingly, even though i've never been in the position that he was in just now, i could feel his pain; his disappointment. haiish. he's gone to bed, but i hope he feels better tmr when he wakes up, poor baby. baby, just wanna tell you that life may not be a bed of roses, nor can it be smooth sailing. but no matter how hard the road is, i will always be by ur side to walk the road with you. i love you loads kiies baby?

haiish. exams are coming near but i am still slacking. why wors? i also dunno. haiish. i dun even feel the sense of urgency. no motivation either. i think i am going to flunk my mid year big time. haish. i know i should do smth about it, but i just cant seem to do anything. i'm just too INDIFFERENT. motivate me pls, someone?

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:26 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

i had lunch with baby and davis today at kfc.. heh heh. then he turned a LIGHT PINK de tong tong fer me worrs! so swt nors! hehe. sometimes i just feel that love he has fer me, and it makes me feel like the luckiest gal in the world, knowing that someone is loving me so deeply. LOLs. *mwarrks*

after lunch, baby came over to my house to study maths. hehe. then after he went home i jiu went have a nap cause i was reallie tired as i slpt at 3 last night. lols. i talking to dear dear on the phone worrs. hehe.

then when my family came back, they already bought the computer chair for me, although i didnt go and see. then my sis chose a PINK one for me worrs! hahas. so swt rights. hahas. then she took the orange one, while my bro one is blue. hehe. then we went amk there de courts to see my LCD tv. hahas. then there quite ex marrhs, so my father wan go mustafa there to see.

when we reached mustafa, the things there reallie very cheap norrs. there everything also have de, including watches, jewellery, shirts, shoes, practically EVERYTHING norrs. and the things there is CHEAP larrhs. hahas. maybe next day when i am free can bring baby go there see his things. heh heh. we saw the tv that my sis and i wanted, and it was $999 and 32 inch. hahas. very nice norrs. samsung and black in colour de. hehe. cant wait fer it to be delivered. hehe.

haiish. today quarrel with mum. she wrongly accuse me lorrhs. haiish. its like, haiish. dunno lehhs. sometimes she reallie make me feel like i'm so useless and worthless. i dun even have the confidence to think that i can get into a university now. haiis. sometimes i wonder what i am doing in this world; wad purpose i have in this world. i cant be a good and filial daughter; neither can i be a good gf. wad's the point in living? haiis~

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 11:09 PM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

hahas. i nothing to do so go find information about myself. LOLs. and its actually quite accurate worrs. hehe.

Pisces and Love
To Pisces, there is no difference between love, affection, and romance. A Pisces needs all three. A Pisces who feels unloved is an unhappy person to whom life seems very gray. Love revitalizes Pisces.

Behavior When In Love
The typical Pisces:
* is romantic
* eager to please
* adapts to the demands of the relationship
* appears to be helpless, delicate, and vulnerable, but being loved enables Pisces to cope very well with a range of difficulties, problems, and tragedies
* is emotionally involved, to the point of not recognizing when he or she is being deceived or treated badly

Expectations
The typical Pisces expects:
* to have his or her dreams valued and to be protected from harsh criticism
* to be cared for romantically
* to have children (Pisces love children)
* to be frequently reassured that they are loved
* all birthdays and anniversaries to be remembered

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 12:52 PM

Saturday, June 09, 2007

today was the long awaited day; going to wild wild wet with my relatives and baby! hahas. i woke up at 8 am worrs. hahas. then i got ready and waited for deariie to come.

when dearriie came, we went downstairs to meet my aunt and my cousins, and then we walked to the bus stop to take 88. we met my two other aunties and my other cousins at the burger king at downtown. wahhs, the morning omelette burger was delicious! so damn nice larrhs omg. hahas. baby agrees with me too. =)

after breakfast, we had to wait for a very long time b4 we can finally get our foot inside the area cause we have to wait for the stupid inefficient guy to issue us our pass. zzz. when we finally got in, sis, me and dear went straight for the 'SHIOK RIVER'. hehe. very fun lorrhs. we three were like having the time of our lives. lols.

after that jiu went around wild wild wet, such as the wave pool and the playpool there where we sat on all the slides. dear dear was determined to make me overcome my fear of enclosed slides. he was so determined, he looked kinda charming and sweet. =D

at about 2.30, we have already finished the whole of the wild wild wet. lols. then alicia had a crazy idea of asking me to take the "ULAR-LAH" which is like kinda of a roller coaster. omg, its very fast larrhs! that was onli at the beginning nars, so after that it was ok le. hehe.

after that, we went back to 'SHIOK RIVER' and dear dear was like pushing me on a float. that kinda feeling is.... UNDESCRIBABLE. its BLISS. its HEAVEN. xD

after that, we jiu go back where our bags were placed and we went to take a shower lorrhs. hahas. we also very tired le. at least, can sense that baby was. he was sunburnt all over, mostly on his legs. haish. heartpain pain sia. sobz..

we went to have our private time after we bathed; we walking around, and into the arcade. then got one IMBA couple playing the basketball thingy. then their shots were like so ON TARGET larrhs. its like OMG larrhs. they even raped dear dear's record of 613 points. lols.

the IMBA couple. LOLs.

see the one in the centre? tt's baby's record worrs. =)

see their points? GAY de norrs. i was like open-mouthed the whole way. LOLs.

yeahs. we went for dinner at the food court after that, and i had a bowl of "Pao Cai" ramen, and it tasted so DAMN horrible larrhs. zzz. i didnt finish the food obviously. hahas. but baby treated me to ice cream from emicakes worrs. so sweet horrs. heh heh.

on the way home, baby was having headache worrs. haiish. see him so in pain made my heart ache along with him. haii. it didnt help that the ride was so jerky. haiish. i went to my aunt's house to get panadol for him norrs. i let him lie on my lap on the lorry ride home. he looked so cute and innocent that time lorrhs. haiish. then i was like, so heartpain to see him in pain. i can reallie feel his pain. haiish. knowing that it would make him feel at least a bit better, i told him not to send me home but take the lorry to my uncle's house downstairs, cause he didnt have to walk that far from my uncle's house. although he didnt say it, i knew he was grateful. =)the view of the clouds on the lorry on the way back.

i hope he rests well tonight and hopefully the pain would go away asap. haiish. baby had a small cut on his right foot due to abrasion with the rough ground at the wild wild wet pool, and when i got home, i scratched my right foot too. lols. haiish. i hope dear dear gets well soon.

*baby, thanks for taking the day out to pei me. i'm very happy today. i hope u are too. =D*

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 8:08 PM

Thursday, June 07, 2007

my room is FINALLY done! hahas. its painted in like dark and light PINK! very niice norrs! hahas. all thanks to YOU baby. =)

hehe. ytd i went to school to have some kinda of a personal quallities conference with my ct, then have to talk about my own qualities lorrhs. its for the testimonial lorrhs. so dumb rights. lols.

so after jixuan and i finished our conference with miss seah, we went to compass cause she had to return the library books marrhs. hahas. by the time we reached there it was like 10.30, still early for shaker fries(xD), so we jiu went metro walk walk to see my thing norrs. i saw a black one and i took it to go try, but jixuan saw a brown one and then asked me try. then i think, eh, the brown one looks quite nice worrs. lols. but i didnt buy larrhs, cause i wanted to go back to bishan de sun paradise to see see. =x

so after i finished trying and all that, it was already 11. hahas. so we went mac to have shaker fries then after that went buy cute cute de plaster. LOLs. then ji xuan took 159 home while i waited for the 156.

when the 156 came, it was the CAFE one! omg. hahas. i was so happie larrhs, cause i was the first in line. lols. i can finally get to sit the white chair le. hehe. then i took photograph of the bus. hehe.

that's the front seats of the bus. =)

see the round chair? i was sitting on that. ^^

yeahs, so on the bus i saw happy faces all the way til i reached bishan. lols. then i went there to try on my stuff. but then i finally decided on the one jixuan saw at metro. so i went back sengkang. lols.

i met dear dear there, but by the time he reached i already bought my stuff, so we headed to my house immediately. hahas. then at my house he helped me and my sis to paint our room norrs. hehe. my sis say his painting skills better than mine worrs! sobz sobz. hahas. but its true larrhs, he ART student norrs. my art always get D and below de. -_-''

so after about 6 hours, my room is finally DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYNESS. heh heh. thks to baby and my sister~! and of course not forgetting me norrs. =D

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 4:47 PM

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

hahas. yay. these few days i've been in a very good mood worrs. hahas. =)

ytd i went out with sis to bishan to see the stuff i need for this sat. hahas. we first went the sun paradise there to see see lorrhs. i see one very nice de lorrhs, its black and pinkies, but then hors, the price is even nicer de arhs. lols. i was like thinking and thinking whether i should buy nors, cause the strap is the thin one, not the one i want marrhs. so i decided to go the seiyu first.

when we reached there, i found out that seiyu changed name to BHG. lols. some jiao name larrhs. so we went inside and took some to go try. haii. then i think look not so nice on me larrhs, cause as u know i so fat marrhs. xD hahas. after being inside the changing room for about 15 min, then i decided to go back to sun paradise to see again lorrhs. lol. i know i very ma fan. but buy things marrhs. heh heh.

b4 i left for seiyu i have more or less decided which ones i wanted lorrhs. so when i gt back to sun paradise again, i just told the saleperson there wad i wanted norrs. so she gave me my sizes with 2 colours - blue and red and i went into the changing room.

first i tried on the blue one and i think it looks not bad cause my sis also say so. hahas. then i tried on the red one and its like omg la. see alr also zzz those kind. hahas. i contemplated somemore about buying the blue one, but in the end i didnt buy cause we decide to go compass de metro to see see there have marrhs. hahas. shun bian can go there wait fer dear dear marrhs. xD

then so sad norrs, compass dun have. haiish. nvm lorrhs, wed i go out with dear dear then buy. heh heh. mmm. then dear dear ask me go hougang mrt to have dinner with he and his friends. hahas. so i agreed norrs.

then when i reach there, i onli saw him and davis. he explained that the rest of them went home le lorrhs. so we went to mall de food court to eat, cause the two guys say they HUNGRY marrhs. LOLs. i not hungry so i shared a bowl of cheng teng with my sis. he dun let me eat cold de norrs. sobz. so i ate the hot one but then my sis gt give me one mouth of the cold one when he not looking. HEH HEH. =p

it was still early after we eat so we went walk walk. hahas. bought henry di de thing that he want. hehe. then after that we went to buy sis de earrings. then actually wana go pool de, but they feel its late le marrhs, so nvm lorrhs. we went novena the furniture shop to see my bedroom set. its v nice norrs. cant wait for it to come. hehe. then we all go in like our house like that, go try on every bed and every sofa and everything. LOL. zzz.

after that davis go wait for his gf liaos, so dear dear me and sis went the kopitiam to have dian xin. we had chee cheong fun(with prawn) while we waited for the couple to come lorrhs. hehe.

after about 15 mins, they arrived le lorrhs. hahas. so the five of us just sit at the kopitiam there with davis and his gf talking and the 3 of us eating. LOLs. after that dear dear, me and sis took 112 home while davis sent his gf home. hahas. fun day. hehe. but my studies.........ARGHHHHHH.

***ii know it was not our meeting day but nevertheless u pei-ed me so long ytd worrs. i sho happiie dear dear! tyty kiies kiies? mwarkks yeuu worrs.=)***

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 10:30 AM

Friday, June 01, 2007

me and my big mouth. i was just in the fit of anger. did you have to take wad i said for real? dun u know gals are like that, especially me? haii. blame it on my BIG MOUTH.

u said i did wad i did to get ur attention. well. maybe u are partially correct. maybe i did. but is there any other way i could get ur attention then? i know i risked of being reprimanded by u. but still. i just wan to feel LOVED that's all. is there anything wrong with wanting so? however, at that time i was reallie bursting with frustration so i was like in a state where i cant control myself. so u cant totally blame me either.

go play bball again. haiish. i wan to go. but i'm not well. but even though i'm well, would you ask me go? no. no. no. dun u think so? haiish. u cant blame me for wanting to spend time with u can you?

i know you love me and i do love u but actions speak louder than words.

* \\ because [[YEUU]] live; my worrld has TWIICE as many *~starrs~* iin the sky // *
`simplyloveyou- 7:07 PM