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STITCHY PLUSHIIExx

2008-01-15T09:20:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i got a STICHY PLUSHIIExx finally! ahas. dear dear no buy de worrrrrrrrrr. he CAUGHT for me de!! omg! its the first time anyone has ever done this kinda thing for me worr. ahas. he so LI HAI norr. caught it in just 5 turns, considering that he's a first timer. wahahahahas. so toucheddddddddddd~~~ ty ty ty ty BABY! *mwarrks*

jan 2008

2008-01-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

lololololololololololololololololololol i have been like AWAY from this blog. LOLs. cant help larrhs, mapling marrhs. hehe.

i quit my ice cream job le. cause pay reallie is like shit sia. lols. now trying to find another suitable job. intro anyone ? =x but i very fussy de worr. =x

i wanna do manicure for NEW YEAR!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! i hope my pay is enuff to substantiate that. =x

my bEST x'mas present!

2007-12-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

OMG. OMG. SANTA GAVE ME THE BEST X'MAS PRESSIIE THIS YR! THANKS SO MUCH SANTA! GOSH I AM LIKE SO DAMN HAPPY CAN! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i went to work early this morning. business was ok, and i finally gt to work with hyrah again after so long. hahas. then after work today, sissy came to meet me and then we jiu went to baby's relative's x'mas buffet. at first i was so damn worried about how his mummy is going to react when she sees me, but when i got there, i knew i didnt have to worry so much le.

i was greeted by warm welcomes , and i felt especially happy from the welcome i got from baby's mummy norr. and not long after that i did a GREAT BIG BOO BOO. omg. so damn PAISEH. i shan't talk about that here. =x

we jiu eat eat and talk talk, then go inside watch tv. his mummy nvr angry or nvr unhappy when she see me and dear dear sit so close tgt lorrhs. omg. i was like, AMAZED. and so damn HAPPY. lols. then sissy went to meet her darling wilson and i was left alone on the sofa with dear dear.

after dear dear finish eating, we jiu went the sun plaza there and buy porridge for his grandmother. then the stupid lift was so damn crowded and i was squished like a SARDINE can. then his mummy was like right beside me then he still had his arms ard me. LOLS. then we jiu walk back to the block dwnstairs and walk back to the mrt station there again after finding sissy doing dunno wad with wilson norr. lols.

then we took train to yck and then 72 home. when we reached hgp bus stop, dear's mummy told me takkaire! OMG. i was like so happy cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

i crazy le! i am sooooooooooooooooooo happy today! THANKS MR SANTA FOR THE BEST PRESIIE!!!!!! xDDDDDDDDDD

2nd day at work~

2007-12-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

today's my 2nd day at work! and my first time serving customers ice cream! hahas. but the ice cream that i draw from the machine still sucks larrhs. so ugly. lols. hyrah draws nicer ice cream! hhaas. nvm, i will master the skill one day. =)

henry treated me to shaker fries today! whee~ i just love shaker fries can. hahas. and henry also taught dear to fold the paper rose. so nice norrs. sissy say must ask chrissy to fold one for me everyday. =x

haiish. its been raining everyday since sun. sad norrs. the gloomy weather makes me gloomy too. =( i hope it doesnt rain on fri! *prays*

zzz

2007-12-07T10:43:00.000+08:00

i have nth much to say le. COMPETITION is really driving me crazy. one day, it will drive us apart too. haiis.

...

2007-12-06T11:01:00.000+08:00

i just realised that PSP has a priority over me. haha. ~~how nice to know.~~

Haiis~

2007-12-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

haiish. i DUNNO wad to say. so many things are happening. so many feelings' inside me. i cant take it anymore. take me away to a better place. i need some silence.

~~PAIN. CONFUSION. HEARTBREAK.~~

happy 22nd month to us.

2007-12-01T01:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 22ND MONTH TO US DEAR !

haii. dear is sick. he has acute chest pain.. doc says its overstraining of the chest muscle.. but it looks so damn serious can.. when we were walking towards the bus stop to take 156, he was like having so much difficulty larrhs. haiis. see liaos also heart pain pain norrs. T_T

i haven heard of him since i sent him home at 4.15 today.. haii. i just hope he will feel better tmr. haiis.

DELPHINUS is DOWN!

2007-11-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

DELPHINUS SERVER is DOWN! OMG. i feel so damn depressed can? haii. i wanna maple!! i wanna set up shop! ARGHHHHHH. haiish sian norrs. =(

today went out with dear dear to ps.. actually wanna watch movie de, but we broke so didnt watch. =x then we went to this shop where they sell alot nice nice things norrsssssssss. hahas. pencil box, bag, hairband... alot alot norrs. hahas.

then we went PC bunk see ppl play maple. hahas. alot high lvl there de worr. and hors, dhoby exchange there have nth de. lols. so sian de. then we jiu took train to harbourfront and then took back to hougang where i had my dinner~ DELIFRANCEEEEEE. wahahahas. i ate CHICKEN LASAGNE!! hahas. jealous ? wheeee.... its v nice norrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... but its 12.80. T_T. lols. and its like smaller than my face can. LOLs. =x

the stupid card reader SPOIL leeeee. sobz. i took some pics but cant upload. zzz.

JEALOUS of ur DIT. so WHAT? do i deserve the hurt?

2007-11-24T00:56:00.000+08:00

YEAHS. I AM JEALOUS. I AM VERY JEALOUS. SO WHAT? YOU DUN HAVE TO HURT ME LIKE THAT. YOU DUN HAVE TO TEAR MY HEART IN TWO LIKE THAT.

-torn ;

goodbye to A lvls~ hello FREEDOM! xD

2007-11-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

omg. congratulate me can ? hahas. my A's are finally and officially OVER! woo! now is PLAY PLAY and more PLAY!! hahas. i have waited so long for this day to come! woo~

went to humanities camp back in hs on tue night.. saw the campers, and i think some are quite cute. hehe. i went there that time already 7 plus wanna 8 le.. the campers were getting ready for their supper i think. and they look a bit tired from the ubin trip in the morning. but there's something i must say, this batch of campers is really HIGH! hahas.

after playing some games, the campers were ordered to go to bed liaos.. we alumni members also prepared to sleep le lorrhs. we slept in the staffroom sia. so damn cold. i was like curled up like a SHRIMP can. lols. it was reallie damn cold larrhs. at first i was lying across 3 chairs in a row de, but then that location was directly under the aircon. lols. in the middle of the night i couldnt take it and moved to the floor instead. lols. and the floor is like so damn hard larrhs. my whole body was like aching. zzz.

the next morning, i woke up at ard 7 and got ready. i saw the campers played the balloon game until 8.30.. then i went home and changed and got ready to go to SENTOSA! hahas. the campers were going there for amazing race marrhs. =)

sentosa was drizzling when we reached there. after some briefing, the grps set out on their journeys and we tgt with the teachers went ard sentosa. hahas. it was a fun, but tiring experience at sentosa. hehe.

we reached sch at about 6.45 and the campers were given some time to prepare for their talentime. hahas. since i was planning to go home to bathe, i stayed in the staffroom as the others went to bathe. mrs koh then talked to me lorrhs. haii. reallie miss those times when both of us were just chatting happily in he staffroom. hahas.

dear reached my sch at about 8.20 liddat.. then we went canteen to chill, and waited for 9.15 for the talentime to start in the music room. i tell u, the skits were like damn funny larrhs. then horrs, in between the 5 skits, there was a short break and we played 7 up. then it was like elimination like tt de larrhs. then they wanna find the top 5 ppl marrhs. when left 6 ppl, i lost lehhhhhhs. sobz. =( then dear still say i stupid. sobz sobz.

after the skits, the organising committee presented the we will hold on tgt song for the teachers. all of us sang tgt.. it was like so sad larrhs. haiis. it will be the last time that we are performing for mrs koh and mrs goh. haii. mrs koh is going RI le, while mrs goh is going to some international sch in hk. =( both my geog teachers. haii. =(

yun xuan was alr like crying b4 the song even ended.. and i let my tears out after the songs when the teachers said about how much memories they have had with us, and how they h ave watched us grow up and all.. haii. i gtg after the singing, and i went to hug mrs goh.. haii. then mrs koh embraced me at the entrance of the music room when i was about to leave.. that hug was sooooooooooo sentimental.. haii. after all, the two of us have shared so much so much tgt..

mrs koh, mrs goh : do takkaire of urselves and i'll reallie miss two good teachers like you..

today was bio paper 1, and hmmm. it was okok, but a bit to the difficult side. oh well. i tried my best. it didnt help that i ran to the toilet in the middle of the paper. zzz. we went to find miss choong after our paper to take photo with her, cause she's leaving us. haii. nyjc will lose a outstanding and remarkable teacher.. one who reallie have had a great impact in my life.. one who changed me into a better person..

miss choong : thks for all u have taught us. you're reallie one of a kind. =) cheers! (this is her favourite phrase) xD

ALONE. I MISS YOU, BUT I KNOW YOU DUN.

2007-11-20T09:40:00.000+08:00

neglected is the word. i miss you, but i know you dun.

ALONE~

SICK miie. sobz

2007-11-12T14:29:00.000+08:00

ooohhhhhh~ i'm been away from blogging for so long.. finally found the time to come back and blog. lols.

dear dear's birthday was not very successful, i'd say, cause. haii. things just didnt turn out the way i want them to. =( feel so bad for not being able to plan a flawless birthday celebration for u baby.. haiis. anyways, i brought baby to ice skating, which is like his first time. =) hehe. he looked so cute on the ice larrhs, like wanna fall down those kind. xD then we went toa payoh there eat sakae! nice lorrhs. hahas. it was only after i got home that i realised that for those food that are $1.99 and not found on the conveyor, we can ask the person to help us make de. hahas. we ate until we were like so full. lols.

after eating, we went to vivo there norr. and then my sissy came with baby's birthday cake - hershey's chocolate pie or smth from burger king. hehe. she took so long to find us larrhs! then poor me have to like make up so many lies to cover it up. and they weren't good lorrhs. =(

sissy brought alone with her a prince CROWN thingy for dear lehhs. so cute. hahas. but dear dun wan let me put the pics here. =( hahas.

isnt vivo beautiful at night?

dear dear de jiao face. =) he say his eyes sensitive to the flash on my phone. lalalas.

after that we jiu went to vivomart there to buy 2 breezer... hehe.. nice nors. we BORROWED the can opener from a shop to open the bottles. LOLs. then i drink till i abit drunk. lols. they say my face red red norrs. =x

LOVES.

dun i just look RETARDED? =x

hahas. tmr is chem paper 2! wish me luck worrs. zzz.

happy birthday to baby!

2007-11-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to BABY,
happy birthday to YOU!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! =DD

2007-11-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

FUCK IT!

i'm sooooooo TIRED!

2007-11-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

hahas. lalalas. my gp papers and maths paper 1 have passed! whee!! 3 down, 8 more to GO! JYJYJY! hahas.

wahhs, i seriously didnt know studying can be so damn exhausting. haii. today supposed to study 4 chapters of bio de, then in the end only managed to study 2.5 chapters. actually wanna force myself to continuce studying de, cause i reallie dun have the luxury of time le.. but then i realise that whatever i was studying was not getting into my brain at all. so there was reallie no point in studying and i stopped lorrhs. tmr have to chiong geog le. haii. i reallie hope i can do fine for geog. its the subject that i'm most worried about!

anyways, on the 1st of this month, dear brought me out to celebrate worrs! cause he promised me that he will be a better bf. =) haas. we went to clarke quay there de shopping centre. it was big worrs, but nothing appealing to shop there. hahas. cause all the things there all like very mature de those kind. hahas. after that we went to sit by the singapore river and then headed to the kopitiam there to have our dinner. the view was very nice! hahas. can see the whole of clarke quay. =)

i ate RAMEN! as usual. hahas.. eat le dinner we jiu went home le lorrhs. lalalas. i wan that CORNETTO ICE CREAM!! i wan that MTV lorrhs! =(

SOUP RESTAURANT ~~

2007-10-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

today is another day for studying for geog! zzzz. so sians lorrhs, i studied for so long and i am still at the weathering chapter. haiis. i think i'm gonna die larrhs. still got so many things to study sia.. zzz. feel damn stressed.

went to compass de soup restaurant for dinner today.. the food were nice, especially the tofu.. hahas. after having dinner, we all went shopping norrs. hahas. i saw the tamagochi norrs. SOOOOOOOOOOOO cute.................... i wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. lols. i know i'm childish, but its reallie nice lorrhs. hehe. went to kiddypalace and found my two favourite friends - stitch and his girlfriend. hehe. they look so sweet together lorrhs. you shall be your own judge to this statement. =)

hehe. such a sweet couple. =)

and she MWARKED him. lols.

hehe. and then we went to the toilet and took a pic! see mummy in the background? lols.

lalalas. and when we came out of the toilet, we met BRYAN! omg. he was so damm tall in real life larrhs. lols. he was with his girlfriend.. she was very tall too! hahas. they looked quite compatible worrs. my sis managed to take a sneak pic of bryan in watsons!

ahahas, i know its BLUR. =p

and then we went burger king to eat the HERSHEY's PIE! WHEE~ its nice lorrhs. wahahahahas.are you jealous dear? i know u like this. xD

lalalas. tmr morning going sch to meet miss seah for consultation. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MRS KOH! BYE, MRS KOH. =(

2007-10-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to mrs jasmine koh! i sent her a birthday msg via sms today, hoping to give her a surprise, but when she replied, she gave me a big shock instead. she is leaving hs to ri at the end of this year. haiish. when i read the msg i was like, haiish. feel reallie reallie reallie down. my closest teacher, closest ever, is leaving me; leaving the sch. we had shared so much tgt in sch, and now she is leaving those memories behind. haiish. suddenly i feel very guilty for not going back to visit her often. i'll miss her, so much so much..... haiish.

went out to hougang mall with my mummy, sissy and bro after my mum came back from work today.. cause we wanna open a savings account with ocbc marrhs. then when we got there, the person told us that we need to have a minimum of $500 in order to do so. then dunno wad need $1000 de. lols. my mum was like asking me whether i still wanna open the account or not, but i knew she didnt want, so i said no norrs. so waste time sia, make me go all the way down. zzz. but....... hahas. i bought a new pair of shoes! its WHITE!! lalas. its nice norrs. all thanks to sissy! she spotted it de. hahas.

WHEE!! NEW SHOESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. lalalas.

nice marrhs nice marrhs? i love it!! xD

and i'm going to upload pics that me and sissy took ytd when we went dear dear de sch! hahas. we look RETARDED! lols.

lalalas. SISTAXx!! =)

dun we just look idiotic in the foodcourt???

oO lalalas. act cute niia. so sians larrhs, we waited so long fer the match to start.

*POKES HER*

just a RANDOM pic. =p

I WAN THAT RED SHOE! I WAN THAT DIAMONY RING!!

WHEE~~ SP rocks! =)

2007-10-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

today i went to dear dear de sch to watch him play captain's ball norrs. hahas. i woke up at 10 in the morning then actually wanna study de, but in the end i go edit the video that i did for dear dear.. hahas. then nvr study norrs. =x

at 11, i already started to like get myself ready le.. hahas. haii. my hair reallie like very dry le norrs! i wan a new straightener!!! sobz. ok so me and sissy went to amk to meet them.. cause dear pei his fren to go amk there to register for his driving lessons. then when we went there, dear told me they have to go back to sch cause some of his frens have to help out with the captain's ball thingy. then i was like. zzz. lols. so me and sissy went to amk station where we met them in the train norrs.

hahas, when we reached there, everyone was like staring at sissy. lols. cause she so small sized then its a bit unbelievable to be in poly. lols. hahas. so we went to the koufu there eat baked rice. hehe.. i think its quite nice, the cheese and all. but the rice. abit. erms. lalalas. i shant say anything. hahas.

eat finish le dear jiu showed me around the sch and then we went to the library to chill out norrs. cause his match is the last match of the day at 5.45 marrhs. hahas. then the library horrs. lols. like no storybooks to borrow de lehs. lols. so lousy. =x

we then went back to the sports hall to watch the other teams play. hahas, they all very hiong norrs, especially the guys. hahas, then finally is the time for dear dear's team to play le.. they played against the champion team of the day.. cause the opponent team is all bball players, dear dear they all nvr win norrs. i know they very disappointed norrs. hahas, but nvm, gt free pizza eat! hahas. eat le we jiu go home le norrs. now dear dear still at my house worrs. watching some gross show. LOL.

STUDY DAY! FUN~~

2007-10-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

whee! today went to ave 8 de mac to study maths with jixuan! hahas . although i hate maths, i was still quite excited over this "study trip". hahas. and although we didnt get much papers done, i think it was quite effective, cause jixuan is stronger in maths than i am marrhs. so when i encounter any problems, i can ask her on the spot marrhs. hahas. and come to think of it, i learnt quite a lot from her today. thks gal! xD ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD she solved a very difficult APGP question! hahas. gratz!

we studied until about 3.30 liddat. then she had to leave to go to her auntie house where her cousin was going to cook for her. lucky gal. hahas.. then dear dear came find me lorrhs. we stayed at the mac there until 5. dear dear so guai worr, he was studying his SERVO at mac. hahas. =) and....... i am going to giveu more practices on INTEGRATION! wahahahas. we'll work tgt to let u score ur nice grades kiies ? hehe. mwarrks yeuu. =)

*\\``when you love a person, you want to person to be happy; when you love a person, you should not seek to possess or control the person; he wont be happy if he keeps doing things that he dont like; it is only when you see this special person smile in genuine happiness that is the most warming to your heart``\\*

KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT

2007-10-20T00:17:00.000+08:00

complicated things happened today. but due the the complexity of the problem, i shall keep my bloody mouth shut. NO COMMENTS.

TOUR AROUND SINGAPORE whee~

2007-10-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

today was so damn sian, and i think rather crazy. lols. this morning i woke up at 11 (WHEE) and i went to sleep again at 1 in the afternoon. hahas. i know, i know, i should be studying, but thinking of the fact that i have to study bio really kills the mood sia. lols.

dear today have his dunno wad engineering faculty de 15th anniversary or smth like that, so he cant pei me norrs. sobz. so the onli thing i can do to kill of constant thoughts for him is to go HIBERNATE! lalalas. i wanted to go fetch him at outram de norrs, but he say he going home with davis they all, ask me dun go norrs. =(

so i slept at 1 and i woke up at 3.30. i wanted to study when i wake up de, but then i felt reallie sian lorrhs. so i on the com and then went to www.sbstransit.com.sg. LOLS. go there see gt wad bus journeys that are long until one can fall asleep those kind. lols. and i decided; so that i can have my own private EMO time. lalalas.

i left home at 4.20 and took 88 to toa payoh. on the bus, i saw mrs shirley goh! i was like so happy to see her lorrhs. but so sad she didnt see me and she was just sitting a few seats in front of me lorrhs. lols. looking at her back view, i reallie feel like crying cause i realised how much i miss hs and all the teachers there. haii. then i also feel kinda guilty cause they told me to study hard and i didnt. lols.

my butt was like glued to my seat until when the bus reached amk there, where alot of ppl alighted and the seats in front of me were empty, all the way to where she was sitting. so i just went to the seat behind her and called her and then we chatted for a while cause she had to alight at the very next stop. she said my face looked smaller le. lols. =x

at toa payoh, i took 159 back to sengkang. lalalas. took about 1 hour lorrhs. at sengkang bought 1 bread from "FOUR LEAVES" and 3 sushi from "SUSHI DELI" or smth like that. cant rmb. lols. i brought all those up to bus 80 to eat. lalalas. like picnic like that sia. lols. the bus journey was like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long lorrhs. sit until my butt damn pain. lols. then finally reached harbourfront where i took the NEL back to hougang, but the main point is that the train will go by outram, and i was stll holding onto the hope that maybe i can see deariie on the train. but no such luck. =(

at hougang i wanted to take 72 home de, cause i wasnt feeling very well after taking so many long bus trips. was a little carsick i guess. but so dumb, when i was outside the mrt station, 2 72 was at the busstop. zzzz. but luckily 147 was coming so i just took 147 lorrhs. better than waiting for 72 bahhs. lols. i alighted opposite my pri sch and walked home norrs. on the way home dear dear called me. =p he worried about me worrs. lalalas.

so shagged arhs now. hahas. think i wanna go sleep soon le. anyways horrs, the 159 uncle and the 80 uncle should thank me for accompanying them throughout their bus journey arhs. lalalas. =x

LOVESICK

2007-10-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

haii. i am ill. i am suffering from a disease. but dun worry, cause i have seen a doctor and he dignosed me with a condition called "lovesickness". haii. its been like ages since i met up with dear. i'm like so deprived of him can. lols i sound like a desperate freak. but reallie larrhs, i miss him.

this illness has made me so damn lethargic and restless can. my afternoon naps are all disrupted cause of it larrhs. today i lie on bed and i wan to take a short nap, but it seems that i just cant get to slp norrs. haiis. dunno wad's the problem sia. and i didnt study again today. =(

my "SECRET" dvd is here! yayness. watched it with sis and it was like so sad and touching larrhs. reminds me of the time when i first watched it with dear dear. hahas. and "BLOOD BROTHERS" is here too, although i dunno why i asked my father to order it in the first place. lols. i dun watch this kinda show de, but maybe baby will be interested in it. lols.

haiyo.. so damn sian, tmr getting prelim result slip le. see the results i also sian lo. haii~~

STUDY mood. -_-''

2007-10-06T11:40:00.000+08:00

guess i finally got into the study mood.. or kind of. LOLs. but its good larrhs, at least the idea of "STUDYING" is in my mind now. lols. but i still feel kinda lazy sometimes. =x

lols. ytd went to sch alone cause jixuan was "having skin allergy". -_-'' then i met her early in the morning to get xiu qin's b dae card. it was like so damn big larrhs. lols. so i just held it in my hands together with the 2 terrapins that we have bought for xiu qin as a b dae present.

xiu qin looked so happy when she saw the terrapins lorrhs. lols. but i think she kinda expected it though. hahas. she keep saying the turtles very cute. then after sch ytd, xiu qin and i went for lunch at mac cause i was waiting for my maths remedial one hour later marrhs. leetian wasnt with us cause she "was not feeling well" marrhs. lols. i ate nugget meal at mac! xD

so i was like left alone there at maths remedial and had miss seah's undivided attention. lols. after the maths remedial, she told me that she was getting our class peeps things for graduatio day. she said that she was buying things that are unique for each person in the class to cater to their different characters. hahas. quite nice of her worr i think. =)

SOMEONE is improving on his testi-writing le worrs. hahas. jiayous jiayous~! hahas.

haii sian today study maths and bio~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

finally can BBBBBBLLLLLLLLOOOOOGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~~~

2007-10-03T11:36:00.000+08:00

wahhs, i finally can blog liaos.. my stupid com is like so damn lag larrhs. plus my lappy is like confiscated so cant blog lorrhs. i cant even print my notes zzz.

anyways, on children's day, the bio teachers gave us a surprise by giving us a small children's day gift - one ruler. lols. but dun look down on this small ruler worrs. hahas. cause they pasted the photo of the four bio teacher at the top of the ruler. so swt rights! and they say that by looking at their photo, we will be able to rmb what they have always reminded us of - pararaphings, standard key words and key phrases and all those. so nice lorrhs. jixuan was like so touched until she wanna cry liaos. haii. the bio teachers reallie did a lot of things for us lorrhs. and i'm reallie truly grateful for all they have done!

graduation day is drawing nearer and nearer le. wonder how i will feel on that day arhs. haii. although i have only been in nyjc for about 2 years, i will still miss the times that i spent here. haii.

prelims results ~~~~~~~

2007-09-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

i got back all my prelim results today. mmm.. as to how well i've fared, i have no comments and u shall be ur own judge. lols. i gt B,C,D,E lols. so its for u to figure out which grade matches which subject. xD

lols. went for maths consultation today. did complex numbers. lols. i hate that chapter lo. lols. ARGH. i hate maths ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

POOL~ so fun!

2007-09-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

whee! today went to play pool after chem paper 2 at ang mo kio with dear dear, davis and their fren, eric. hahas. i met dear dear and davis at hgp first, then we took 159 to ang mo kio. the bus was like crowded and then the air con, the wind that was coming out was like SMALL can. zzz. its reallie like no air con, and like wad davis said, like oven like tt sia. lols.

when we reached there, dear dear and davis played first, then after that i played with davis. my skills sux can. haiish. so sad. zzz. after that eric come liaos, then we took turns to play lorrhs. i never play with eric cause he too pro liaos. lols. then he also look very fierce and kinda scary. LOLs.. dunno why lers, just a bit scared of him lorrhs. lols. davis and dear so nice, guide me throughout the whole time i was playing. =) we played til about 5 plus then we left le.

went to mos burger to eat. i ate teriyaki chicken burger. dear say its not nice, but i think its ok larrhs. not say very nan chi like wad he described it to be. lols. we talk while eating lorrhs - about dota, maple, soccer all those. hahas. they talk i jiu listen lorrhs, cause i cant reallie contribute much except for the maple part. xD

we finish eating liaos we jiu walk towards the mrt station where davis topped up his card then we walked to the bus stop near the mrt station. the ppl there reallie like nonid money larrhs. zzz. so many ppl. then suay suay the bus come is single deck de lorrhs. there was no way that we can squeeze up the bus, so eric suggested that we walk to the previous bus stop instead.

so we did, and on the way, a double deck bus passed us and we were like "DIAOZ". the bus not much ppl also larrhs. zzz. we had to wait quite long at the bus stop b4 the next 88 came, and it was like single deck again. zzz. but we managed to squeeze up the almost bursting bus and found a place for all 4 of us to stand. hahas. we just talked on the journey home and b4 we know it, we had to alight the bus le. we said bye to eric and then dear dear and davis sent me home. =D

mmmm... i know i'm supposed to be studying for tmr's chem mcq, but..... erms...... feeling a bit lazy............. =x

speechless~~

2007-09-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

its reallie amazing how much love can change a person. with love, most would feel more confident, more secure and generally found the meaning in their lives. some people would choose to change for themselves, but there are others who are willing to change for the other piece of their life. you may say that this way of thinking is silly, but i think this is so swt and romantic. =D

why would love cause someone to change? it may be the sweetness of love. one would love the other so much that he is willing to change himself for the other party. or it may be the bitterness of love that would change someone. it all depends on the relationship itself.

sometimes i question wad is required of a relationship. loving the other 100% is of course a requirement, but there are other factors as well that contribute to a gd relationship such as gd communication and so on. one important factor includes the ability to give freedom to ur loved one. and maybe, i havent been doing well in this area. i've been talked to, been advised, been reflecting. i've told myself that i wanna do this. but. things dun always go my way. i havent been able to achieve this. why? maybe its because of a disease i have - jealousy. maybe because of this i am unable to accept quite a lot of things. and i am sorry for making ur life miserable because of me. pls, forgive me.

"...dunno wads your problem..dun so selfish can? always think of yourself nia.."

i wanna apologise for always asking u to do things against ur will. i'll just lay quietly from now. iloveyou.

bio was great!

2007-09-10T12:06:00.000+08:00

whee! bio paper 2 is over! hahas. and guess wad, it wasnt as tough as i thought it would be! hehe. although i still left one whole pg blank. =x

anyways, so suay today! i fall dwn! sobz. now gt one abrasion on my left knee. sobz. =(

MIA.. but i'm back!

2007-09-09T12:34:00.000+08:00

wow wow wow.. looks like i've been MIA from my blog for a very long time.. lols. but no worries, i'm back! hahas.

haiish. i broke the glass that baby gave me for my birhday! haiish. so sad norrs. haiish. the glass come in a pair de marrhs, then i broke mine le lorrhs. sobs. dear said he will get a new one for me, but the meaning behind it will be different alr norrs. haiish. sobz sobz. is this a bad sign? haiish.

ytd went out to visit my great grandaunt at tan tock seng hospital. she looks quite bad i think, with bruises all over her hands due to all the sticking of needles. haiish. i see her i also feel quite heartpain for her worrs. haiish. after visiting her, we went to long john to eat and the shrimp was damn nice ok! hehe.

when we reached the bus interchange at yck, we went to join the queue for the 72 bus. then gt this malay gal keep on look at me and my sis from the time we appeared in front of her. she was like in front of us in the queue but dunno for wad fcuking reason keep on turning back to look at us. and mind you, its not just plain look, but reallie is DIAO those kinda look lehs. zzz. its like, wahhs lau, see us buei song alr still turn and look at us make urself buei song for wad sia. zzz.

then me and my sis alr very angry liaos lorrhs. when the bus came and she was getting on the bus, she still kept her eyes peeled on us larrhs! like wad is her fcuking problem man! i was like so damn pissed alr larrhs! she was sitting at the lower deck of the bus and very near to the stairs. and while my sis was goin up the stairs she still look sia. like wtf rights? wad is so nice to see sia. so i just shouted in her face "IS THERE A PROBLEM? STOP LOOKING LARRHS!" and then i went up lorhs. sibei dulan lehs. spoil my mood sia. on the bus i cant even enjoy my songs. sickening bitch.

the best thing was, when she alighted, she still have to cheek to look up and diao us one more time larrhs. WTF U CB! i know we pretty and u are jealous larrhs. nonid like that keep on see de rights. u, SHORT also shorter than ppl. FAT also fatter than ppl, of course will jealous lo. and the thing was that her mum was there larrhs. and her mum nvr say anything lorrhs. HELLOS~ wad kinda mum are u man? never teach ur daughter manners arhs? DUN FCUKING LET ME SEE U AGAIN SIA, YOU CB BITCH.

FCUKer MAPLE!

2007-08-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

CB lehhs! THAT STUPID MAPLE! DUNNO WAD THE FCUK IS WRONG WITH THE DAMN SERVER LARRHS! PEOPLE WANNA GO IN CANNOT GO IN SIA! FCUK U! GO FIX THAT DAMN SERVER LARRHS! LOUSY PIECE OF SHIT!

bathe at baby's house!

2007-08-27T22:09:00.000+08:00

wahahahas. whee~ today baby finally asked me out to go play bball with him worrs. hahas. so i like woke up at 8 today larrhs. hehe. then after that jiu went to 918 there de bball court there. didnt reallie played but just go there practise shooting norrs. i so long never shoot le norrs. hahas. wahhs, reallie miss those netball days. haiis~

we played til around 11.45 when it rained. sad lorrhs, that time i had just warmed up and my shots were like not bad alr. but so sad, rain lorrhs. so have to stop and then we headed to dear dear de house. on the way there we have to cross the road and then be in the rain larrhs. then dear dear so bad still walk so slow.. hai me drenched from head to toe when we reached the other side. lols. he look at me drenched he luff at me larrhs~ so badd. humph. but walking in the rain was. hahas. kinda ROMANTIC. xD

hahas. then we continued walking til we reached baby's house. hahas. i bathed in his house worrs. =) hahas. so nice. *wiNkiiEs* then we went hougang point eat lunch. i eat SUSHI~ hahas.

then actually dear wanna come my house to watch high sch musical de. then mummy not working worrs. sobz. so he went his fren house. sobz. then i go slp norrs. hahas.

i'm supposed to be studying larrhs, but i damn lazy~~~~~~~~~~~~ ARGH~~~~~~~~~~

beauty pageant..

2007-08-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

whee~ hahas. today during common lunch break, there was this kinda like a beauty pageant held in my school and everyone was like so high. lols. hahas. and the good thing is that got two ppl from HS is in the pageant! hahas. cheryl and ming xian were inside marrhs. hahas. i hope they win and do HS proud! lols.

today is mr neo's last tutorial with us le. then actually i still havent realise it de larrhs, but then when the lesson ended and he was like saying how fast time flies, i suddenly felt quite sad larrhs. haiish. i'm going to miss his lessons lorrhs. =x and come to think of it, time REALLY flies. PRELIMS and A LVLS coming! ARGH! one side of my mind hopes that a lvls will come quickly so that it can end quickly and so i can maple for like the rest of my life kinda thing. LOLs. but the other side hopes that it nvr comes. LOLs. so. i also dunno. hahas.

i miss HS very much! i wan to go back! anyone going back? sobz.

sobz.

2007-08-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

baby's phone has been confiscated norrs. and i think its all because of me norrs. haiis. cause last month his bill burst le. then he still msg me marrhs. haii. feel so guilty norrs. haiish. then now we have almost no mode of communication le. so sad. sobz.

prelims coming le. i realise then i'm still far from being prepared. pray for me peeps. haiish.

bu neng shuo de mi mi ~

2007-08-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

OMG~ SECRET is reallie very nice larrhs. omg omg. so touching lorrhs the ending.. hahas. i was like crying and crying larrhs. reallie reallie very very nice. i STRONGLY recommend all those whu have not watched it to go watch!! reallie worth the money nors. even dear dear was touched lorrhs. hahas. =)

today i went for the mobile jewellery class. hahas. then very funny lorrhs. all is auntie de. LOLS. then even got 2 guys somemore. zzz. then me and my sis the only young ppl there. lols. then i found out that its very easy to do the jewellery thing. lols. then v nice lorrhs. after a lvls i going to make my hp nice nice! hehe. =)

fcuk off BITCH.

2007-08-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

wahhs i just think that the world is reallie an unfair place larrhs.

i cannot stand you liaos lorrhs. wahhs lau. u think u very pretty is it? u think u sing very nice is it? knn, pls larrhs, go and look at yourself in the mirror larrhs. know how to dance so wad? this is a SINGING competition lehs, not dancing competition lorrhs. wahhs lau. then u arhs, sibei act one larrhs. ppl go out then u wanna ACT to cry. wahhs lau. pls lorrhs. cant cry dun cry larrhs! bitchy sia. and hors, u wan to wear until like that go competition arhs. knn one larrhs. u wan wear like that u go BAR work la horrs. dun wear like that then pollute everyone de eyes arhs. its a torture to our eyes man. AND PLS LORRHS, u say ppl see your efforts that's why call and support u. *PUUUUUUUU-IIIIII* pls larrhs, u ask yourself larrhs, u gt put in any effort mehs? voice like SHIT like tt. KNN. just FCUK off from the tv screen larrhs.

thinking back memories~

2007-08-11T18:10:00.000+08:00

i miss those times; when we were sitting by the singapore river

i miss those times; when you kept me warm in the cinema

i miss those times; when we crazed around

i miss those times; when we had our private moments

i miss the tears and i miss the smiles we shared;

imissyeuu``

lifeless.

2007-08-09T13:28:00.000+08:00

i cant seem to keep my mind off wad happened. my heart still aches like crazy. i am just so worried. please say you still love me. haiish.

a wounded heart

2007-08-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

the words shocked and stung. my heart is wounded; the deepest ever this time. tears flow whenever i thought of what happened.

although things are still remaining status quo, your hesitation has me all scared. very scared. things were just that teeny weeny bit from the END. your decision then, it really made me so frightened. it was then i realise the importance of ur presence in my life. i love you. very much. i wan you to nurse my wounded heart with me.

*please, bring me back to the start where everything was just so fine*
AND. a promise is a promise.

blog is almost dead!

2007-08-05T08:57:00.000+08:00

haiish. so sad lorrhs. my blog like wanna die liaos. lols. cause also partly my fault larrhs. so long nvr update. LOLs.

hahas. today the CC dwnstairs celebrating national day arhs. lols. so noisy lorrhs. and my sec sch down there also. hahas. saw my principal, mr fernandez, mr roslan and mr gan. hahas. then i suddenly realise that i miss my sec sch lorrhs. haii. i miss all the teachers, all my friends.. haii. reallie must find one day to go back and visit them le.

YAYNESS~ next week only having lessons for 2 days! hahas. then wed, thurs, fri no lesson! yay yay yay~

bye bye cousin MARK. i'll miss you.

2007-07-29T22:33:00.000+08:00

today my cousin going europe to work le.. for 3 months.. think i'm gotta miss him.. you takkaire of yourself when u are there yarrhs? =) share some of ur experience there when u come back. hehe.

haiish. baby said he is going to be very bz for the next few weeks. so guess i'll not be seeing him much. haish. say is say will not miss him, but my heart always say otherwise. haiish. i hope our bond will still be as strong as ever even though we'll be apart for so long.. they say absence makes the heart grow fonder, and i absolutely agree with the statement.. its not very long, but i'm already starting to miss him like crazy. haiish. somehow i'll just pull thru this difficult time. SOMEHOW I HAVE TO. haiish.

FCUK me. fine.

2007-07-22T20:37:00.000+08:00

today was like damn funny larrhs. my mummy bought guava today. then i wanted to pour out some plum powder to go with the guava marrhs. i spotted a container containing brown powder which looks like the plum powder. then i dipped my guava into the powder and it tasted a bit like chocolate. so i asked my mum whether tt's plum powder, and then she said tt was actually my bro's chocolate milk powder. zzz. then she was like luffing like siaoz larrhs. zzz. so paiseh. then when my father and sis came home she told about it then they also luff like siao. sobz.

haii. today very suay in maple. haiis. i was like buying fame from ppl larrhs. it was so difficult lorrhs. and then dunno why suddenly gt one person defame me. i was like. haii. sad larrhs. then i went to bathe and when i came back, i saw that one more person had defamed me. its like. wth larrhs. haii. then as i desperately went ard to buy back the fame i had lost, another person suddenly defamed me. WTF. i was like so pissed. but in the end managed to get back a few fames. but WTF. haiis.

things didnt go reallie well for us today. he said something which hurts me; it cut so deep into my heart. and he did it not once. TWICE in like 4 hours. haiish. i feel like dying. i reallie do. pls, anyone, relieve my pain.............................

youdunnohowmuchyourwordshurtme;
justlikeabladethrumyheart.

quarrels and more quarrels. haiis.

2007-07-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

our quarrels are coming back. haiis. i dunno why larrhs. its just that. everytime we cant meet i will be very frustrated de larrhs. i mean, i looked forward to it for so long le lehhs. zzz. then last min cant meet. sobz. and the reason is all cause of my BIG mouth larrhs. haiish. idiotic de lorrhs. haiish. i also dunno larrhs.

ytd was mr neo de b dae! hahas. i was like so surprised larrhs. hahas. cause xq de fren linda told xq, then xq told us marrhs. hahas. then we wished him happy b dae lorrhs. he looked so happy~ hahas. idiot larrhs he.. reallie gt baby face sia. LOLs. he's 27 this year i think. LOLs. and....... he's a CANCERIAN!!!! wahahahahas. how nice worrs!! =X

tests, time trials, they are all pilng up on me!!! ARGHS! cant breathe le! reallie gotta start studying le. i dun wan to waste another 1 yr repeating j2 if i didnt do well.. i wan to do my best and get into the course i wan in UNI~~~~~~~~~~~ JIAYOUS to miie and my FWENS~~~~ =)

dear dear SICK. sobz.

2007-07-14T20:53:00.000+08:00

haiis. dear dear just called to say that he's having a splitting headache. haiish. he say just now soccer that time jiu headache le. haiish. so DUMB that boy, haiish. headache hiu stop playing marrhs. wad dun feel like going home? u headache jiu must stop kicking le marrhs. zzz. haiish. you know how much i'm worrying fer u right now? haiish. next time dun slp so late le larrhs. haiish. i'm so damn worried now. =(

haiis, ii am sry dear~

2007-07-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

haiish. i feeling very guilty now.. i caused dear to obtain undesirable results for his mid year.. haiis. he said he dun blame me, but that is wad made me feel more guilty..

haiish. i understand how u are feeling my dear.. if you need a listening ear, i will always be here for yeuu kiies? i wan to be able to share ur feelings; to be able to cheer u up when u are dwn.. pls forgive me for being ren xing last time. haiish. if u wan we can even go out to study tgt.. no matter wad, must JIAYOUS and dun give up kiies? i love you baby..

EXAMS OVER~!

2007-07-06T20:45:00.000+08:00

yay! bio mcq, which also means my last paper is over le! finally. lols. so as agreed among the four of us, we went shopping after the paper! hahas.

firstly, we took 133 to bugis where we walked to the national library. i slept in the bus sia. too tired le. =( hahas. the books at the national library were ALOT larrhs. hahas. i managed to find 4 bks that caught my attention. =) then just nice there got an exhibition on viruses. hahas. which is in our syllabus. so we just went see see look look lorrhs. hahas. then there gt activity to play de marrhs. so jixuan xiuqin and leetian were like enjoying themselves with the "stepping game". lols. -_-''

we then left the library to the kfc at bugis junction to eat. wahs the 2 piece is now $6.20 larrhs. wtf. STUPID GST. zzz. we quickly finished our lunch then we go SHOPPING le! hahas.

we walked bugis junction first. i bought a purse which is light pink with a hot pink ribbon attached to the top right corner of the purse. cute lorrhs! hahas. i cant upload the stupid pic cause of the stupid blogger! zzz.

then we went to the bookshop where they sell alot of cute stuff. reallie is very nice lorrhs the things there. but i didnt find the pencil box that i wanted last time. haii. reallie regret that i didnt buy it the other time when i saw it. sobz. then leetian and jixuan wan to buy a kinda notebook liddat where the pages are all v cute de. i found out that leetian take a very long time to choose wad she wants. lols.

when she finally paid for her stuff, we headed to the next shop and then i saw this cute bear with a silver crown on its head and holding a golden key. wahhs. so nice lorrhs. its for guys to give gals de. =P hehe. gals should be PAMPERED by ppl whu love them. =Pp

when we finished walking bugis junction, we went bugis street. it was not as squeezy, but still crowded. lols. i bought a pair of pink earrings when we came to a earring shop, and jixuan bought 3 pairs. we walked on b4 jixuan stopped at a shop to buy her shoes. i bought mine too! its silver de. very nice! hehe. leetian was looking a bit pissed off at the time jixuan and i bought our shoes, so we quickly paid and went to the food court as leetian wanted a drink.

after drinking, we went to take the train, where jixuan and i will drop at dhoby ghuat to go PS while xiuqin and leetian will drop off at AMK. then jixuan very funny. she was standing in front of me, waiting to tap her card. then, she tapped her card on the card reader on her left then she wanted to enter from the right door. LOLs. then i was like "jixuan, ni zai zuo she me?" lols. then she burst out luffing. LOLs.

we took the train to raffles place to change to the red line. then when we reached the platform, the train was alr at the station, with the doors preparing to close liaos. then the four of us like crazy like tt try to rush into the train. xq was rushing and when she reached the door, she stopped in her tracks so suddenly that i cant stop in time so i just pushed her into the train. it seems jixuan and leetian also couldnt stop in time, because they also pushed me and i pushed xiuqin further into the train. LOLS. we were lke so arkward larrhs! the whole train was staring at us! lols.

jixuan and i said gdbye to leetian and xiuqin at dhoby ghuat and then we continued shopping there. actually there also nothing much, except we went to the japanese shop which sells everything at $2. hahas. but nth de. LOLs.

we jiu took the NEL to hougang lorrhs. i took 161 with jixuan and i walked home. dear was cutting his hair and asked me to wait for him for dinner. he bought dinner up for me - muah chee. his hair v nice worrs. just hope that he doesnt attract too many girls' attention. LOLs.

TO SOMEONE: i need more time, but i just need to know that u still have me in your heart. please help me regain back my confidence by reassuring me can? and i wanna tell you that i love you.. very much..

17th month celebrations today~

2007-07-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

dear dear was supposed to go to sch today to hand in his mc de. then he gotta attend a "IMPT" lesson from 1-2. then i was like so insistent on asking him to pon his lesson cause 2 reallie very late le marrhs, so in the end he didnt go sch. under my influence. wahahahas.

when we finished full pq-ing, it was alr like 2. LOLs. dear dear suggested that we go sakae at hgp worrs. LOLs. i was like, not very hungry marrhs, so i told him eat kopitiam instead. lols. like very bad horrs. LOLs.

hehe, when he came over, i finished getting ready and then we jiu went suntec le. we walked around for a little while and he wanted to eat the chicken or wadever its called. lols. its quite nice larrhs actually. =) then he drank two big cups of bird nest lo. he's reallie shui tong sia. =P

we walked around for a little while more, then jiu went eat dinner. guess wad, we ate kenny rogers~ hahas.. the roasted chicken just smelt so nice larrhs. so tempting. lols. so in we went. the whole meal cost $27+ . hahas. i payed half of it lorrhs. =) eat until we both full like siao. lols. i was still eating when he finished, so he bo liao ask me take photo of his jiao face. but dear dear say cannot post the pics. =x

after dinner, we went home cause it was quite late le. hahas. he lent me his jacket wear, then its like so big. LOLs. i wear liaos like i never wear shorts like tt. LOLs. then the train was like so damn crowded larrhs. zzz. so squeezy. LOLs.

then when reached my house there, we jiu talked a bit then he go home le lo. hehe.

tmr's my maths paper 2. wish me luck lorrhs. i think i need it. LOLs. hahas. my sister's lucky today worrs. she found a black gameboy advance at the library. LOLs. so heng hors. ^^

LOOK at gals?

2007-06-28T12:14:00.000+08:00

well. the truth hurts. it reallie does.

i miss yeuu loadds.

2007-06-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

today's maths paper was manageable, considering the fact that i nvr reallie studied. LOLs. just hope paper 2 will be easier and more manageable. =x hahas. tmr is chem paper. wish me luck. lol.

i miss my baby loads. i just cant imagine life without you.

wahhs sibei tired~!

2007-06-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

today i woke up at noon! lols. maybe it is not at all surprising to you, but it is a miracle to me cause i usually wake up b4 10. LOLs. so yeahs. tired marrhs, cant blame also. hehe.

not long after i woke up, i had to get ready to go to my great grandmother's house to visit her. actually we were supposed to take my auntie car de, but then my cousin wanted to join us so we took the mrt instead. hahas.

when we reached there, it was already like 3. yeaps. so i started studying lorrhs, and then since me, my sis and my cousin wanted to eat the potato chips in peace, we went downstairs to chill until dinner time.

then after dinner, we went down with the kids to play with them, and i was there studying larrhs. zzz. (dun call me mugger pls) it was actually quite fun to look at the kids play worrs. LOLs.

we went up after i finished my chapter, and then i started a new chapter. it was like. TIRING larrhs. omg. so we took cab home(luckily) and then i studied a bit more in the cab larrhs. my bro played maple when he reached home, and omg. someone traded him a 60% scroll for staff for magic att. my bro called me to attend to the issue marrhs. so i asked the person to offer. then she said "can give me 2k?" i was like so HAPPY larrhs. so i said "OK". hahas. and i put 2k to trade and even asked her is it ok. she said ya, and ta-da! i bought the scroll for 2k! LOLs. i'm lucky today. hehe. well, i'm someone's lucky star worrs! xD

kam TULAN.

2007-06-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

fcuk those maple ppl can? they think so highly of themselves; WHO THE FCUK U THINK U ARE? just some good for nth maple addicts. GOOD FOR NTH, u hear me? u think u are so great? yeahs, maybe great for being WHORES.

yeahs. and so they scolded my precious. say he's incompetent to be a ldr. i'm like wtf, why are they scolding baby? and so i stood up for him cause i damn tulan liaos. but now i know. ignorance is bliss. haiish.

PICS dayy. whee~

2007-06-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

i went to pray to my late grandfather today. hahas. i thought we were like going in the morning like always, but we onli started out in the afternoon. hahas. so i was allowed to sleep abit later than usual. that was nice, cause i slpt at 4 am ytd. =x hahas. then at home me and my sis take pic again. mirror image worrs. =D hehe. guess which iish miine? =Pp

hahas. it was not very crowded today larrhs. but then. we saw one very "ACT" gal there larrhs. omg. ok, i admit that she was tall and everything, but she was not in the least bit pretty larrhs. and then she act until like she very pretty like that. zzz. my sis, my cousin and i were like staring at her from head to toe from the start lorrhs. i guess you probably cant see how DUMB her face was, but it was reallie PISSING me off. see the fcuking way she stands? WTF.

yarrhs. and then she was sitting beside us larrhs, blasting her techno from a black 6288. its like so damn soft larrhs. my sis very buei song and then she also blasted her techno. i tell u, my sis phone de volume RAPED hers larrhs. wtf larrhs. so soft de volume still wanna xue ppl blast. go home slp larrhs. see ur kns face i also sibei sian. knn. fcuk off lorrhs.

and then it just had to happen that she leave the place the same time our group leaves. its like EWW larrhs. u think i scared u is it? i even said "she also not very pretty lorrhs" so loud until her mother turned to look at me. let her look lorrhs. U THINK I CARE? hell, no.

anyways, after praying, we went straight to my auntie's house, but b4 that, we detoured to my grandmother's house to watch just follow law while studying at the same time. lols. then when i was time for dinner, we headed to my auntie's house to eat the nasi lemak that her maid cooked. it was like delicious larrhs! especially the chilli. hehe.

then my cousin, sister and i nth to do jiu take pic norrs. hahas.okok, i know my face jiao. =x

even more jiao face. hahas.

miie and my cousiie. she pretty norrs. =)

hahas. after dinner we jiu went hougang point there walk walk cause at there reallie very sian le. lols. then i bought winnie the pooh de marshmellow cause i think the wrapper is very cuteeeeeeee~ hahas.

CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE riights!!! xD

hahas. yeahs. so i finished studying already and i'm blogging. hehe. dunno wan go maple or not. hmmm.. wahhhs. suddenly i wan the cutiies PLUSHIIES larrhssssssss... shoooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....... xDD

i went GALLOP STABLE!!! xD

2007-06-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

baby agreed to pei me for the whole of today. so i woke up at 9 to wait for him to msg me to tell me wad time go out, then in the end that PIG 1pm then wake up. LOLs. idiot norrs. lols. went to have lunch with him, davis and davis de bro. after that i went his house where he got ready to go out norrs. then i take some pic of myself. LOL.

taken at baby's house worrs. =)

LOLs. i look like a dumb ASS. LOLs.

as he was sad ytd, i planned today's outing to cheer him up norrs. so we headed to pasir ris park for cycling. hehe. the weather was great worrs. hehe. we then rented our bikes, then it was buy one hour free one hour worrs. so its like, mine was $5 for 2 hours and his was $6 for 2 hours. cool rights? hahas. then we cycled around the park until the downtown east there. on the way, i saw GALLOP STABLE!!! omg. it was like, a place i reallie wanted to visit larrhs! then i found it by chance worrs. omg. then i was like to HIGH norrs. lols. then i go pat one white pony which is tied nearest to the fence. she looked soooooo beautiful norrs! i gt take picture with her worrs! hahas.

isnt she just beautiful?

i just LOOOOOVE this pic!! heh heh.

on our return journey to return the bikes, we stopped by the stable again, and this time we went into the area. wahhhs.. i saw a lot of other ponies and yearlings. sooooooo pretty! got one is especially pretty, one which is chestnut brown in colour. she's simply adorable larrhs. haiish. dear dear say he wanted to buy one packet of animal feed to let me feed the baby ponies, but i didnt wan to cause he dun wan to. =( he say he dun like horses worrs. sobz. hahas. but then he was so interested when ppl went to feed the horses. LOLs.

small kids with small ponies. =D

after returning the bikes, baby and i went to have dinner at white sands. he actually suggested eating mcdonald's worrs. hahas. then after that walk walk awhile jiu go home le. on the bus, he told me quite a lot things that made me stop to think worrs. mmm. actually come to think of it, he is reallie very observant about small details which can make me very touched at times. but baby, if u can carry out small thoughtful actions that would be even sweeter and better. =p

heh heh. i am very happy today wors. i hope today's outing made u feel better my baby. =D i love ya lots! xD

i'm sad if you are~ haiish.

2007-06-15T00:26:00.000+08:00

things didnt seem to go well today, especially for baby. haiish. because of that, he was very sad and disheartened. haiish. seeing him like that reallie breaks my heart. and amazingly, even though i've never been in the position that he was in just now, i could feel his pain; his disappointment. haiish. he's gone to bed, but i hope he feels better tmr when he wakes up, poor baby. baby, just wanna tell you that life may not be a bed of roses, nor can it be smooth sailing. but no matter how hard the road is, i will always be by ur side to walk the road with you. i love you loads kiies baby?

haiish. exams are coming near but i am still slacking. why wors? i also dunno. haiish. i dun even feel the sense of urgency. no motivation either. i think i am going to flunk my mid year big time. haish. i know i should do smth about it, but i just cant seem to do anything. i'm just too INDIFFERENT. motivate me pls, someone?

a NEW tv~!

2007-06-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

i had lunch with baby and davis today at kfc.. heh heh. then he turned a LIGHT PINK de tong tong fer me worrs! so swt nors! hehe. sometimes i just feel that love he has fer me, and it makes me feel like the luckiest gal in the world, knowing that someone is loving me so deeply. LOLs. *mwarrks*

after lunch, baby came over to my house to study maths. hehe. then after he went home i jiu went have a nap cause i was reallie tired as i slpt at 3 last night. lols. i talking to dear dear on the phone worrs. hehe.

then when my family came back, they already bought the computer chair for me, although i didnt go and see. then my sis chose a PINK one for me worrs! hahas. so swt rights. hahas. then she took the orange one, while my bro one is blue. hehe. then we went amk there de courts to see my LCD tv. hahas. then there quite ex marrhs, so my father wan go mustafa there to see.

when we reached mustafa, the things there reallie very cheap norrs. there everything also have de, including watches, jewellery, shirts, shoes, practically EVERYTHING norrs. and the things there is CHEAP larrhs. hahas. maybe next day when i am free can bring baby go there see his things. heh heh. we saw the tv that my sis and i wanted, and it was $999 and 32 inch. hahas. very nice norrs. samsung and black in colour de. hehe. cant wait fer it to be delivered. hehe.

haiish. today quarrel with mum. she wrongly accuse me lorrhs. haiish. its like, haiish. dunno lehhs. sometimes she reallie make me feel like i'm so useless and worthless. i dun even have the confidence to think that i can get into a university now. haiis. sometimes i wonder what i am doing in this world; wad purpose i have in this world. i cant be a good and filial daughter; neither can i be a good gf. wad's the point in living? haiis~

PISCEAN.

2007-06-10T12:52:00.000+08:00

hahas. i nothing to do so go find information about myself. LOLs. and its actually quite accurate worrs. hehe.

Pisces and Love
To Pisces, there is no difference between love, affection, and romance. A Pisces needs all three. A Pisces who feels unloved is an unhappy person to whom life seems very gray. Love revitalizes Pisces.

Behavior When In Love
The typical Pisces:
* is romantic
* eager to please
* adapts to the demands of the relationship
* appears to be helpless, delicate, and vulnerable, but being loved enables Pisces to cope very well with a range of difficulties, problems, and tragedies
* is emotionally involved, to the point of not recognizing when he or she is being deceived or treated badly

Expectations
The typical Pisces expects:
* to have his or her dreams valued and to be protected from harsh criticism
* to be cared for romantically
* to have children (Pisces love children)
* to be frequently reassured that they are loved
* all birthdays and anniversaries to be remembered

wild wild WET!

2007-06-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

today was the long awaited day; going to wild wild wet with my relatives and baby! hahas. i woke up at 8 am worrs. hahas. then i got ready and waited for deariie to come.

when dearriie came, we went downstairs to meet my aunt and my cousins, and then we walked to the bus stop to take 88. we met my two other aunties and my other cousins at the burger king at downtown. wahhs, the morning omelette burger was delicious! so damn nice larrhs omg. hahas. baby agrees with me too. =)

after breakfast, we had to wait for a very long time b4 we can finally get our foot inside the area cause we have to wait for the stupid inefficient guy to issue us our pass. zzz. when we finally got in, sis, me and dear went straight for the 'SHIOK RIVER'. hehe. very fun lorrhs. we three were like having the time of our lives. lols.

after that jiu went around wild wild wet, such as the wave pool and the playpool there where we sat on all the slides. dear dear was determined to make me overcome my fear of enclosed slides. he was so determined, he looked kinda charming and sweet. =D

at about 2.30, we have already finished the whole of the wild wild wet. lols. then alicia had a crazy idea of asking me to take the "ULAR-LAH" which is like kinda of a roller coaster. omg, its very fast larrhs! that was onli at the beginning nars, so after that it was ok le. hehe.

after that, we went back to 'SHIOK RIVER' and dear dear was like pushing me on a float. that kinda feeling is.... UNDESCRIBABLE. its BLISS. its HEAVEN. xD

after that, we jiu go back where our bags were placed and we went to take a shower lorrhs. hahas. we also very tired le. at least, can sense that baby was. he was sunburnt all over, mostly on his legs. haish. heartpain pain sia. sobz..

we went to have our private time after we bathed; we walking around, and into the arcade. then got one IMBA couple playing the basketball thingy. then their shots were like so ON TARGET larrhs. its like OMG larrhs. they even raped dear dear's record of 613 points. lols. the IMBA couple. LOLs.

see the one in the centre? tt's baby's record worrs. =)

see their points? GAY de norrs. i was like open-mouthed the whole way. LOLs.

yeahs. we went for dinner at the food court after that, and i had a bowl of "Pao Cai" ramen, and it tasted so DAMN horrible larrhs. zzz. i didnt finish the food obviously. hahas. but baby treated me to ice cream from emicakes worrs. so sweet horrs. heh heh.

on the way home, baby was having headache worrs. haiish. see him so in pain made my heart ache along with him. haii. it didnt help that the ride was so jerky. haiish. i went to my aunt's house to get panadol for him norrs. i let him lie on my lap on the lorry ride home. he looked so cute and innocent that time lorrhs. haiish. then i was like, so heartpain to see him in pain. i can reallie feel his pain. haiish. knowing that it would make him feel at least a bit better, i told him not to send me home but take the lorry to my uncle's house downstairs, cause he didnt have to walk that far from my uncle's house. although he didnt say it, i knew he was grateful. =)the view of the clouds on the lorry on the way back.

i hope he rests well tonight and hopefully the pain would go away asap. haiish. baby had a small cut on his right foot due to abrasion with the rough ground at the wild wild wet pool, and when i got home, i scratched my right foot too. lols. haiish. i hope dear dear gets well soon.

*baby, thanks for taking the day out to pei me. i'm very happy today. i hope u are too. =D*

woohoo~ my room's DONE!

2007-06-07T16:47:00.000+08:00

my room is FINALLY done! hahas. its painted in like dark and light PINK! very niice norrs! hahas. all thanks to YOU baby. =)

hehe. ytd i went to school to have some kinda of a personal quallities conference with my ct, then have to talk about my own qualities lorrhs. its for the testimonial lorrhs. so dumb rights. lols.

so after jixuan and i finished our conference with miss seah, we went to compass cause she had to return the library books marrhs. hahas. by the time we reached there it was like 10.30, still early for shaker fries(xD), so we jiu went metro walk walk to see my thing norrs. i saw a black one and i took it to go try, but jixuan saw a brown one and then asked me try. then i think, eh, the brown one looks quite nice worrs. lols. but i didnt buy larrhs, cause i wanted to go back to bishan de sun paradise to see see. =x

so after i finished trying and all that, it was already 11. hahas. so we went mac to have shaker fries then after that went buy cute cute de plaster. LOLs. then ji xuan took 159 home while i waited for the 156.

when the 156 came, it was the CAFE one! omg. hahas. i was so happie larrhs, cause i was the first in line. lols. i can finally get to sit the white chair le. hehe. then i took photograph of the bus. hehe.that's the front seats of the bus. =)

see the round chair? i was sitting on that. ^^

yeahs, so on the bus i saw happy faces all the way til i reached bishan. lols. then i went there to try on my stuff. but then i finally decided on the one jixuan saw at metro. so i went back sengkang. lols.

i met dear dear there, but by the time he reached i already bought my stuff, so we headed to my house immediately. hahas. then at my house he helped me and my sis to paint our room norrs. hehe. my sis say his painting skills better than mine worrs! sobz sobz. hahas. but its true larrhs, he ART student norrs. my art always get D and below de. -_-''

so after about 6 hours, my room is finally DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYNESS. heh heh. thks to baby and my sister~! and of course not forgetting me norrs. =D

the start of sweetness.

2007-06-05T10:30:00.000+08:00

hahas. yay. these few days i've been in a very good mood worrs. hahas. =)

ytd i went out with sis to bishan to see the stuff i need for this sat. hahas. we first went the sun paradise there to see see lorrhs. i see one very nice de lorrhs, its black and pinkies, but then hors, the price is even nicer de arhs. lols. i was like thinking and thinking whether i should buy nors, cause the strap is the thin one, not the one i want marrhs. so i decided to go the seiyu first.

when we reached there, i found out that seiyu changed name to BHG. lols. some jiao name larrhs. so we went inside and took some to go try. haii. then i think look not so nice on me larrhs, cause as u know i so fat marrhs. xD hahas. after being inside the changing room for about 15 min, then i decided to go back to sun paradise to see again lorrhs. lol. i know i very ma fan. but buy things marrhs. heh heh.

b4 i left for seiyu i have more or less decided which ones i wanted lorrhs. so when i gt back to sun paradise again, i just told the saleperson there wad i wanted norrs. so she gave me my sizes with 2 colours - blue and red and i went into the changing room.

first i tried on the blue one and i think it looks not bad cause my sis also say so. hahas. then i tried on the red one and its like omg la. see alr also zzz those kind. hahas. i contemplated somemore about buying the blue one, but in the end i didnt buy cause we decide to go compass de metro to see see there have marrhs. hahas. shun bian can go there wait fer dear dear marrhs. xD

then so sad norrs, compass dun have. haiish. nvm lorrhs, wed i go out with dear dear then buy. heh heh. mmm. then dear dear ask me go hougang mrt to have dinner with he and his friends. hahas. so i agreed norrs.

then when i reach there, i onli saw him and davis. he explained that the rest of them went home le lorrhs. so we went to mall de food court to eat, cause the two guys say they HUNGRY marrhs. LOLs. i not hungry so i shared a bowl of cheng teng with my sis. he dun let me eat cold de norrs. sobz. so i ate the hot one but then my sis gt give me one mouth of the cold one when he not looking. HEH HEH. =p

it was still early after we eat so we went walk walk. hahas. bought henry di de thing that he want. hehe. then after that we went to buy sis de earrings. then actually wana go pool de, but they feel its late le marrhs, so nvm lorrhs. we went novena the furniture shop to see my bedroom set. its v nice norrs. cant wait for it to come. hehe. then we all go in like our house like that, go try on every bed and every sofa and everything. LOL. zzz.

after that davis go wait for his gf liaos, so dear dear me and sis went the kopitiam to have dian xin. we had chee cheong fun(with prawn) while we waited for the couple to come lorrhs. hehe.

after about 15 mins, they arrived le lorrhs. hahas. so the five of us just sit at the kopitiam there with davis and his gf talking and the 3 of us eating. LOLs. after that dear dear, me and sis took 112 home while davis sent his gf home. hahas. fun day. hehe. but my studies.........ARGHHHHHH.

***ii know it was not our meeting day but nevertheless u pei-ed me so long ytd worrs. i sho happiie dear dear! tyty kiies kiies? mwarkks yeuu worrs.=)***

i want ur attention. i want you.

2007-06-01T19:07:00.000+08:00

me and my big mouth. i was just in the fit of anger. did you have to take wad i said for real? dun u know gals are like that, especially me? haii. blame it on my BIG MOUTH.

u said i did wad i did to get ur attention. well. maybe u are partially correct. maybe i did. but is there any other way i could get ur attention then? i know i risked of being reprimanded by u. but still. i just wan to feel LOVED that's all. is there anything wrong with wanting so? however, at that time i was reallie bursting with frustration so i was like in a state where i cant control myself. so u cant totally blame me either.

go play bball again. haiish. i wan to go. but i'm not well. but even though i'm well, would you ask me go? no. no. no. dun u think so? haiish. u cant blame me for wanting to spend time with u can you?

i know you love me and i do love u but actions speak louder than words.

my heartbreak

2007-05-31T19:12:00.000+08:00

its amazing how so many things can happen just in a single day. well. i found out a lot of things today, all which contributed to stabbing my heart with daggers, one by one.

first, i discovered all the supposedly white lies u told me. i was furious. VERY. but i cant believe wad i did. i forgave u. totally. this is smth i would not have done if it was in the past. i told u i hate liars. reallie i do. BUT I FORGAVE YOU. although my definite trust in you have been lost. dun blame me.

second, u treat another girl as well as you would treat me. i dun want that! I DUN WANT TO HAVE EQUAL TREATMENT AS OTHER GIRLS! i am ur gf. i should be treated more SPECIALLY. if u wan to treat everyone as if u would treat me, just call everyone ur gf. PERIOD.

"please dun make empty promises again; or you'll break my heart again".

a confused state.

2007-05-31T11:04:00.000+08:00

i am confused. i dunno wad i should do.

well. some of wad u said got in. and i know i have to do something about it.

i've been thinking and i still stick to my opinion.

i will never be able to accept that fact.

or maybe i will, who knows.

right now i just dun wan to think about this.

my heart hurts just thinking about it.

everyone seems so much better than me

and i seem like nothing; worthless.

the world now focus on superficiality

and i know well that i do not possess this desired trait

the fact that u're swayed; even a teeny weeny bit

shows how lousy i am.

do you even know the fear i live in every single day

fear of a better one for u that comes along the way

in terms of appearance, brains, basically everything

friends is the start of a passionate love

perhaps its my fault for restricting u for so long

or maybe its my retribution.

i wan u to be happy and happy always.

and i know u would be now

i'm telling you "go ahead"

either way i will lose u eventually i feel

so don't worry about me

i'll be fine. really.i just hope i dun regret.

waiting in vain.

2007-05-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

am i so unimportant to let u totally forget about me?

am i so easily to be forgotten?

u knew i was not very happy;

i gave u a chance to msg me to apologise

but nothing.

i gave you so many chances before cause i love you

but WHY.

i just want to drink til i'm drunk and forget my pain.

would YOU be there?

2007-05-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

TO MY SPECIAL SOMEONE;

If i were blue would you be there for me

And whisper in my ear that's okay

Would you stand by me

Let me hold you tight

And say you love me one more time

If i feel good would you slow dance with me

And touch my lips with tender loving care

Would you die for me

Would you run with me

And never look back

Would you be there to love; to be with me

Would you swear that your love is always true

Would you say that you'll always be the one

To take my breath away

Would you be there to love; to be with me

Would you swear that your love is always true

Would you say that you'll always be the one

To take my breath away

Would you be there

UNCOMFORTABLE. just it.

2007-05-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

i just feel so uncomfortable with it. simply uncomfortable. i dunno wad she wants. i dunno what he thinks. BUT i know i am not a good girlfriend.

THANKS!

2007-05-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

today i had to rush out the proposal for miss seah. she asked me do norrs. still kinda like scolded me for not doing my job. WTH. haiish.

yeahs, so i was like alone at home typing and typing on the com.. then suddenly, i realised i need a lot of info - the name of the companies, the statistics for the market analysis.. then i'm like so...... then i called xiuqin and told her the things i need norrs. and u know wad, she just said"ok i'll come online now". then i'm like. so touched norrs. omg. she came online to send me the thing, then gt some things not with her, so she tried calling jingyan.. then jingyan also came online.. in the end, the three of us were doing the proposal in one way or the other. it was not me ALONE. they were online with me.. then i'm like so touched larrhs. they even pei me til i finished the proposal then they went off even though they have not studied for the bio mock spa tmr.. omg. they're just such great friends.. THANK YOU VERY MUCHIIES, XIUQIN AND JINGYAN! that was reallie the idea of teamwork guys! xD

OMG FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-20T17:00:00.000+08:00

omg i can finally blog!

after so DAMN LONG SIA.

okayys, i know this event has happened hell long ago, but i still wanna SHOUTOUT:"NYJC WON AJC IN THE FINALS OF THE BOYS VOLLEYBALL!" OMG! hahas. the hall was so HIGH that time larrhs. hahas. the FLAME BURNS ON YEAHS AJ? THE FLAME BURNED YOUR HOUSE DOWN!!! hahas. go back and mug larrhs people. MUGGERS. mmmm. but i think that wun be necessary too cause we NYJCians will beat you all in academics too! just wait and see! hahas. the AJ girls team were like **** too. WAHAHAHAS. they lost to HCI. LOST! they lost 2 matches in a row that day. WELL DONE NYJC! and well done HCI too! xD
well. i didnt use to hate AJ that much, but i came to HATE it to the CORE when some BITCH went in. *EWWWW*

erms. well. thats the onli thing i could rmb to blog about. lols. yeahs. so i'll just end off here and hope blogger dun get haywire again. hahas. xD

alone~~

2007-05-03T19:03:00.000+08:00

sobz.. my family is out.. left me alone at home.. haiish. dear dear today eating dinner at home.. i was still thinking that maybe i can meet up with him and have dinner.. well. maybe i shouldnt hope for too much. haiish~

i can feel something bad again. i think i am thinking too much about things. haiish. i just wanna say... iimiissyeuu.

LOVE MIIE FOR WHU II AM, OR SMTH ELSE?

2007-05-02T19:23:00.000+08:00

is it reallie true that if you have friends, you cant have your lover and vice versa? if not, why does it seem to me that one is unable to have the best of both worlds?

i keep on wondering, to guys, are friends or lovers more important? or are they equal?

are couples supposed to anticipate meeting each other because they miss each other or is it because of another reason?

loving someone for any other reason except the fact that he is who he is, is very HURTFUL...

30th anniversary!

2007-04-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

today was NYJC's 30th anniversary celebrations! so sadd dear cant come.. sobz sobz. but i still enjoyed myself. hees. i was selling ny bear in a booth in school.. business was quite gd norrs. so happy. hees. there got a lot of other activities worrs. like henna, nail painting balloon sculpturing.. ALOT! hahas. everyone was very high norrs.

introducing the "NY" bears! cute horrs?

hahas. the henna i did! niice marrhs? *look closer and maybe you can see my 'manicure'.*

hahas. my name made out of paper! xD

it was a nice day overall! i enjoyed myself! still, there lacked your presence.

for otherr gals but not ferr miie... ='(

2007-04-26T19:28:00.000+08:00

all these time when we were together, you NEVER once wake up early to make yourself look nice just for MIIE..

today, you especially woke up to make yourself presentable to HER.. and i am your gf.. but NEVER once you did it for me.. the course may be a reason, but you know wad u are also using it as.

i am fully aware of my appearance and know i can never be comparable to those PRETTY, HOT and SEXY girls. i know i am just a pile of shit compared to them.

my heart bled today; it reallie BLED.

nthh to doo~

2007-04-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

ii wan to watch the stars with you..

ii wan to lie on the sand under the moonlight with you..

ii wan you to be the first person i see when i first open my eyes..

ii wan you to be the last person i see before i drift into dreamland..

ii wan to enjoy the different tastes of life with you..

ii wan to share my everything with you..

ii wan to be your CINDERELLA

and ii wan you to be my PRINCE

fate; against us again~

2007-04-23T19:17:00.000+08:00

haii. ii feel so sad. so so sad. haiis. b4 i start anything, i wan to make it clear to anyone and everyone that i am not blaming and going against anyone with this post.. i just need to get something off my chest. so here goes.

its yet again the same story.. i was heading towards this place.. and i dunno why. i think its my telepathy with you; i just knew you'd be there.. so i confirmed with you and indeed you were where i expected you to be.. but.. you told me you had to keep your frens company.. i was unhappy, but i shoved it aside and tried to understand the situation you were in at that time. i know you need a lot of space to be with ur friends. so i didnt say anything and hung up the phone cheerily.

i reached the place i was going to and looked ard for you, although i know by now you would already have been far and chances of seeing you in the vast crowd was slim. as expected, i didnt see you. so i went on board the bus with my friend. determined to just catch a glimpse of you, i decided to alight at somewhere near where u were. when i alighted, i look ard to try my luck. but to my disappointment, i didnt see u anywhere. still refusing to give up, i thought that you were in the shop itself so i couldnt quite see u.. so i tried calling you and asked your whereabouts. my heart sank when i heard where you were; it sank all the way to the ground. just then, i feel.. i dunno. i dun even know how to describe how i was feeling at that point in time... just. SAD. VERY SAD. it shows. we're not fated. why does this always happen?
WE'RE SO NEAR; YET SO FAR~~~~~~~~~~~~

***once again, ii wan to emphasize that i am not blaming anyone for wad happened. i know and accept it as heaven's will. its our destiny. so dun feel guilty for everything that happened. especially YOU. =)***

shoppiing PARADISE~

2007-04-21T09:19:00.000+08:00

ytd dearriie and i went out to ps.. actually we wanted to watch movie de, but then there were no time slots.. and then also the shows were like zzz de.. so in the end nvr watch.. we went suntec instead.. hahas. there nth to shop nors. sobz sobz. but we stayed inside the carrefour there to play piano! lols. the promoter was like looking at us. lols. but we buay paiseh so we continued playing lorrhs. he even asked me to teach him play some songs. lols. after about half an hour, we finally left the place. hahas.

we then headed to marina square.. wahhs. there a lot to shop norrs. i saw a shop sell earring de, sell 3 for $5 worrs. like damn cheap? lols. and alot nice nice de somemore. hees. i bought 3 pairs norrs, 2 for me, 1 for my sis. =) actually i was contemplating whether i shld buy the teddy bear de necklace.. its nice norrs. but in the end i decided not to norrs. hees.

after i buy my earrings, i think i sparked dear's interest in buying necklaces. hahas. silver chains actually. hahas. but he did look nice in them. hees. we then walked past a newbie shop.. the clothes were like soo nice larrhs! the jacket especially.. woohoo~ hahas. dear went into the shop and tried on many things b4 he finally decided on a purple shirt. very nice norrs. i choose de worrs. hahas.. =)

after shopping we jiu have to go home liaos. his mum was waiting for him at home marrhs, so we took the mrt norrs. he come my hse sit sit jiu go le.. then we cut my bro's bdae cake.. and took some pics norrs. =) Happy 6th Birthday to Tommy! xD

B for PW.. sadd

2007-04-15T00:26:00.000+08:00

so i got my PW results. well. i also cannot say much. ben was the one whu put in the most effort so he deserves his A. yeahs. so like that lorrhs. jixuan said that without an A, we cant get into the medicine course le. miss seah even advised her to go overseas. then i'm like. HELLO. i dun have tt much money larrhs. i dunno larrhs. feel fully demoralised. i cant get into medicine. wad should i do now?

a note ferr the MOTHERRFUCKERR

2007-04-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

to the BITCH WHO WAS WEARING A RED AND WHITE POLKA DOTTED BRA AND WORKING AT YISHUN

why, you think u pretty u can go ard seducing guys and men is it? you think u pretty u can wear until like tt is it? wahhs lan, look urself in the mirror larrhs. u are working in a FACTORY for goodness sake~! u wan wear until like not wearing anything then u go BAR and work larrhs! why wanna go FACTORY? it doesnt suit u sia. or best still, I DARE YOU DUN WEAR ANYTHING GO WORK LORRHS. anyways, u wear until like tt DUN WEAR IS BETTER lorrhs! and PLEASE lorrhs. u are a GIRL for goodness sake! didnt ur mother ever taught u u have to protect ur body and be DISCRETE? do you even know the meaning of the word discrete? I DOUBT YOU KNOW. u are so CLOSE, just 30 cm from a guy and u just BEND DOWN in front of him and show him everything u gt inside. its like. WHAT THE FCUK?! please lorrhs. u wan show off might as well DUN WEAR LARRHS! knn. you have a BF too larrhs. WTH. i reallie pity ur BF sia.. I SUGGEST U GO TAKE A GOOD LOOK IN THE MIRROR at urself. i wun deny that u're pretty, but its reallie a pity that u are a pretty BITCH.

you yuan wu fen

2007-04-04T21:21:00.000+08:00

maybe we are not fated to be after all. we were apparently going to the same place to have dinner with our own family, and it is only a matter of tens of minutes. about half an hour. however, this time difference has prevented us from meeting in our paths. this is all destined. maybe we are reallie not fated. haiish. but still. i love you so~

mmm.

2007-04-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

wahhs. like so long nvr blog liaos. hahas. can say i lazy larrhs. hahas. when i free i jiu play maple le marrhs. hahas. okok, sry for neglecting this blog so long. bore you all to death for so long. hahas.

well. i have received my block test results. and i think that some are up to standard while others are way below my expectations larrhs. but come to think of it, i have no one but myself to blame larrhs, cause for the subjects that i didnt score very well, i admit that i didnt study very hard. LOL. well. here my results. dun laugh kiies.

Maths - 54.5
Chemistry - 57.5
Geography - 57.1

all is upon 100. they say tmr we getting gp.. so see how lorrhs. then bio must wait until we get the result slip then can know the results cause they making massive moderation. lols. yeahs. so like that lorrhs.

mmm. dunno why hors, these few days i quite temperamental arhs. so temperamental until i and dear had quite a huge quarrel over smth reallie reallie small. zzz. haii. maybe i shld try to change my ways le. i know i had not been very fair to him by treating him that way, but.. its just me. but rest assured dear, i will try my best to kick that bad habit i have. but STILL, i want to be YOUR PRINCESS! =D

[LOVE] is nothin' but wantin' the other party to be happy always-

sho touched~

2007-03-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

omg. today jixuan they all gave me my b dae present. GUESS wad is it? its a RING with my NAME inscribed on the inside! omg. its so nice larrhs. they bought from bits and pieces de. hahas. jixuan say they bought me this cause i always 'complain' to them say dear nvr gimme couple ring, so they decide to buy ring for me~~ so swt riights. wahhs. it reallie shows that friends understand you more. LOLs. a BIG THANK YOU to the three of yeuu! xD when i received the present i thought i was going to cry. lols.

that was the first surprise for me. the second one came when i was about to alight the 109 bus. cause i was talking on the phone marrhs, then she suddenly pulled out a plastic bag from her bag then handed it to me. she said it was the chocolates, and they were wrapped in a winnie the pooh wrapper. she still self-decorated the wrapper with white and pink beads and a pink flower. so swt rights. omg. i reallie wanna cry le. she specially prepared tt fer me.. sob sob. so touched. thk yeuu jixuan!!! iloveu~ wahhaas.

hahas. the card and the winnie the pooh wrapper at the top is jixuan give de; the ring on top of the box is jixuan.xiuqin.leetian give de. once again, THANK YEUU! =D

hahas. 4 am~~

2007-03-23T03:48:00.000+08:00

woohoo! look at the time now. its 4 am! lols. nahhs. i just finished mapling. lols. i think i am lvling quite slowly. lol. nvm. my fren pei me play after dearriie went to slp.. then he brought me do a quest la.. have to walk all the way from the top to the bottom of the EOS tower to find the roly poly.. so zzz larrhs. its like 100 storeys. walk until i siaos. but my fren v nice, he walked with me although he had the scroll. so swt rights. lols. thks arrhs. =)

then after i walked all the way down and found wad i was supposed to be finding, he gave me a warp pad or smth like tt to teleport back to ludi. yeahs. then after tt, i wanted to do the cape quest marrh, so he went with me to hit the mob with me. very fast arhs tt one. then finish le we went omega sector there get ready to teleport back to ludi.

then when i was there, i found out that i completed a quest and then decided to stay there to hit aliens for awhile. my fren then went off. i completed that quest quite quickly so i wanted to teleport back to ludi. but tmd, i used it at the wrong location and i was teleported into the HQ instead. and the warp pad is GONE! that means i have to climb all the way up the tower! omg. to make things worse, it was alr like 2.50 tt time. zzz. so no choice. CLIMB lorrrhs. but luckily i have a scroll which my friend gave me. zzz. so i climbed all the way up from the 46th storey after using the scroll. so sianz larrhs. but on the way i did a quest which gave me the scroll. but by that time i was alr at the 93rd storey. lol.

when i finally reached the top, i heaved a sigh of relief and then completed two more quests then i logged off liaos. hahas. i going to slp now, although i'm not reallie tired. hahas. TMR GOING OUT! yay!

ii'm EIGHTEEN!!

2007-03-18T11:18:00.000+08:00

wooohhhoooooooo~ i'm EIGHTEEN! hahas. yeahs, so my long awaited birthday came and went just like that. lols. and all of us had fun, but i cant belive my "LUCK" ytd. i mean, shouldnt birthday ppl have more luck on their birthday? see wad happened.

in the morning, i woke up at 10 cause i didnt have the mood to slp anymore. too excited marrhs. lols. so i did my own stuff until 1230 and i went down to the salon to style my hair lorrhs. i made an appointment with the auntie at 1230 marrhs. then when i reached there, the auntie was nowhere in sight. lols. she haven reached larrhs, then i have to wait lorrhs. then about 1255 then she came in, but she helped me do my hair straightaway. and it was like $10. lols.

after doing my hair, i went home immediately to prepare myself le.. dear said he would arrive at 145. but in the end he arrived at bout 2. yeahs. he then changed into his 'formal' clothes and i styled his hair for him.. but he thinks its funny and he styled it himself in the end. LOLs. then we jiu took one photo together. hees.

see his sleepy face. LOLS.

yups. we lingered ard my hse until about 3 then we decided to go shopping.. cause the movie timing not within our "range" le. hahas. yeahs, and so we went vivocity(it was my idea). the place was like, crowded larrhs! but wad to do, SAT marrhs. like tt lorrhs. we walked ard the mall and then dear got something to eat - his fav crispy chicken and a honeydew milkshake.. i agree that both are nice. =)

after he finished his little meal, it was alr about 5, so we headed to the mrt station and take the train to serangoon to take 109 to changi village. then tt's where all the suayness starts. zzz. at potong pasir station, which is like one stop away from serangoon, we were still happily chatting away and then when i finally realised that we had to get off the train it was too late. the operator was saying "next station, kovan". zzz. we passed the staion damn it. and it didnt help that my mum was screaming at me to hurry over the phone. zzz. we got off at the next station and we saw a train at the opposite platform. at first i thought the train has come, but it turned out that the train is leaving the station. i was like. WTH. zzz.

when we finally reached serangoon, we walked quickly to the bus interchange, and to my dismay, 109 was just leaving the boarding platform. OMG. i cant belive my LUCK man. sians alr lorrhs. so we slowly strolled to the newspaper stand to get a drink as dear was thirsty. we got back to the 109 there and waited for the bus lorrhs. zzz.

we reached changi at about 645 and i still havent decide a place to eat. my auntie suggested that we go to a hotel to eat, but it seems that they couldnt find the hotel. yeahs. so we finally decided to find a quite run down seafood restaurant. but their food is not bad. hees. dear was like helping me to crack the crab shell and he fed me the crab.. so swt rights. lols. then halfway throughout the dinner, a BIG(and i mean BIG) black moth flew and settled in front of me on the table. my sister and i screamed and the whole restaurant was like looking at us. LOLs. paisehh like hell. hahas. but it was really BIG marrhs. aiyoh. my dad had to sweep the moth off the table b4 i could settle down. lols.

after the dinner, we jiu went home liaos. my family took my auntie's car home while dear and i took 109. while we were boarding on 109, dear was in front of me, and then suddenly one guy cut in front of me and i was like zzz. then his fren was like behind him an still tapping his card, so i let him pass. then this stupid guys like dun wan move like tt, so i moved and he also moved at the same time. i was so pissed that i pushed passed him slightly. cos u see. someone is OVERWEIGHT marrhs. so yeahs. and then his fren was talking to him with his back facing me and then when he turned ard, he saw that it wasnt the guy that he wanted to talk to, he shut up. then i suddenly feel someone swatting my hair, and i turned ard to glare at the IDIOTIC guy. he was giving me tt STUPID face larrhs. and i thought he looked AUTISTIC. means DUMB. reallie DUMB those kind. then i stomped back to where deariie was sitting and i told him about it. they were just sitting 2 seats diagonally away from us, and their fren closest to us kept turning ard to stare at ME. WTH. why stare at me, its ur ow FCUKING fren that is too MEATY. is it my FAULT? damn it NO!

the guy in front of the two guys is the one who was talking to his fren, which is the one wearing the cap. and the one wearing the cap is that MEATY guy who molested my HAIR damn it. and tt one in blue, he keeps turning ard to stare at me. *i know i'm pretty thk yeuu* DAMN THESE PPL.

on the way home, i was like having so high tide that we had to drop off at white sands to relive myself. zz. hahas. then we took 88 home. yeahs. when i reached the staircase there, my sis was like throwing 3 waterbombs at me.. and i was like wet, but she promised to only throw at my legs so i wasnt tt wet. zzz. after that we jiu went in and take photo, cut cake all those. =)

*smiles**mwarrks-iiloveyeuu*

ii love thiis PIC! =D

declarriin' ourr love? LOLs.

do we look compatible? hahas.

happy "FAMILY" =)

my fatherr make de. NICE horrs. hees.

I'M EIGHTEEN!!

2 morre days!

2007-03-15T16:04:00.000+08:00

its coming! omg. i am going to be 18 soon! wahhs. like so old liddat. zzz. dunno whether i shld be happie or not. lols. but i am looking forward to that day.. where deariie can pei me for one whole day~ woohoo~ so nice. hees. and we're going to eat with my family!! wahahas.

-Even thoughh there may be tiimes iit seems I'm farr awayy, ~~neverr~~ wonderr where I am cause I am alwaes by urr siide``

iiloveyeuu``

2007-03-13T10:43:00.000+08:00

傻傻兩個人　許過一個願
當時星星眨著眼　看起來並不遠
為你長翅飛　為你被風吹
請你千萬要等我
帶幸福來給你的那一天

春天散步夏天看海秋天數落葉
一直沒有煩惱
一直沒有爭吵
讓每天像糖一樣甜
冬天飄雪我是棉被溫暖你的夜
一直在你身邊
一直愛到永遠
你就負責靠著我的肩

貼著你的臉　拍一張照片
世界是很複雜的　要靠我近一點
但願你每天　幸福又安全兩隻戀人手牽手
誰也不用再跑給誰去追

who's to reallie understand me?

2007-03-11T23:08:00.001+08:00

yeahs. its over. mapling is over. time for intensive studying for the week. haiish. just feel a bit unhappy tt dear cant pei me for that ENTIRE holiday that i have cause he will be working from 8-5 everyday at some factory.. so like tt lorrhs. got hols like no hols like tt lorrhs. wad to do. accept it lorrhs. or else later someone say i dun understand him again. haiish.

why is it tt these few days we like quarrelling so much? i'm starting to get a little worried. is it me, being too emotional or is it reallie his fault? i cant reallie differentiate anymore. haiish. i dunno larrhs. am i being too unreasonable? he says i dun try to understand the situation he is in.. but i understand. i reallie do. i understood for more times than he know. but does he know this? haiish. and who is to understand me? no one understands the amount of stress that i go through. reallie no one. can you just imagine ur everyday is all surrounded by notes, notes and more notes? every morning when u wake up u will sit at ur study table and then start to study, only to pause briefly during lunch and dinner times? the rest of the day will be used solely on STUDYING and nothing else. wad a life. wad a HELL life. i hate this. but there's nth i can do. i only allow time to relax myself when i am with him, and thus will require him to realise this and spend as much time with me as possible. but haiish. things dun always go your way.. and i learnt tt today..

in loving memory of yeuu... i'm sry..

2007-03-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

today was chem spa.. i thought i had studied for it.. but apparently, i wasnt ready for it.. and i think i these few days study til very late and lack of slp.. and i think i read the protocol wrongly larrhs.. haiish. ask me use dilute H2SO4 i go use conc H2SO4. zzz.. haiish. i still checked two times and in the end i still got it wrong. haiish. and when i heard jixuan said that they used conc HCl, i was like "HUHHS, GOT USE HCl MEHHS?" haiish. die liaos lorrhs. gone le. haiish. i couldnt contain myself and i broke down right after the spa. after all, this is not JUST A TEST but the a lvls. HAIISH~ but i was glad, because during this midst of breaking down, i realised that i have great friends ard me whu reallie cared.. it reallie touched me.. special thanks to michelle lau, sakina and of course my group of frens - jixuan, leetian and xiuqin for showing me their concern although this is not the first time that i break down le. thks so much!

if the spa is not enough a blow to me, my sister called and told me that Ruby had died. haiish. i was like, haiish. double blow to me. haiish. i then went straight home after buying some things for my angel.. haiish. then i saw, where the cage was, was an empty spot. haiish. and my sister, father and anutie went to bury her downstairs. Ruby most probably died because of old age, but i still feel like such a failure. so useless. when Ruby was alive, i didnt reallie give all my attention and love to her.. i feel so guilty.. she was so unlucky to have been bought by me in the first place.. haiish. maybe if she had been bought by another person, she maybe could have enjoyed her life.. but with me, she had suffered. so much. i am sorry Ruby. i am so sorry. below are some pictures for me to keep my memories with her...

in loving memory.

ii am sry. so sry. ='(

you'll always be my Ruby.

080307`-

i'm so tired from all the crying today.. i think i'm going slp le. haiish~ sadd day...

no readiin' today!

2007-03-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ today is the first day of school for the J1s! hahas.. seeing their curious faces, it really reminds me of the time when i was still a freshman like them.. hahas. well anyways.

today during the only break we had, xiuqin, jixuan, leetian and i sat at the round tables outside LT4 to talk and as we were all quite hungry, we all agreed on buying smth to eat, and all of us wanted milk, and in particular, the meiji brand one. so xiuqin and i went to the canteen to buy lorrhs. and since each of us wanted each flavour of the milk, i told the auntie i wan each of the flavour in the whole row of milk there. she was like staring at me and then i had to repeat my order to confirm wad i wanted. LOLs. and then when we brought the milk back to the table, jixuan and leetian suggested we take a photo of the milk, so yeahs. lols.

hahas, the "MEIJI" fans. xD

yeahs. so anyways, there wasnt any assembly today so we got to go home after chem, and deariie came to fetch me! hahas. he suggested for us to go compass and have our lunch.. so we did and supposedly after that, i was to go home and change to go for retail therapy and movie action, as he put it ytd, but well. he decided against that and wanted to go my hse instead. actually he said he was fine with anything, but seeing him so reluctant with going out, i also dun wan to force him to do anything without his heart in it, so we headed home.. yeahs. then we just talk at my hse norrs.. at 4.30 i jiu rushed him home because i wanted to slp. lols. cannot blame me marrhs, i am a pig by nature. and anyways i also need the energy built up from slping to fight on. =D

i LURVE cousin aylmer!

2007-03-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

today the whole day stayed at home to study.. so sianns... managed to finish bio and maths and also at the same time study for chem spa.. omg.. i think i am going to burst soon. SOOOOO TIRED!! zzz..

anyways. my family they all went to my mum's employer de house and then went to pay respects to my late grandfather.. and i didnt go cause i had a date with the books. so yeahs. when they gt back, my sister handed me two maple prepaid cards! and guess whu bought them, my COUSIN! omg. its like, he nvr bought anything for me for my birthday b4 larrhs.. then i'm like so touched lorrhs! he's only p5 and he bought a $20 present for me.. so swttt.. hahas. i alr called him and thanked him a million times liaos. LOLs. so yeahs. i going maple now. hees. =)

wahhs. LONG TIME no see. lols.

2007-03-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

wahhhs.. LONG time no see. LOLs. sry for not updating. hahas. bz with my schwork ma. V busy. yeahs. hahas. I GOT MY NEW HP! YAY~ hahas, anyways, as i promised ji xuan, i have come to blog about the stupid bus ytd. lols.

ytd we decided to take 109 to sch instead of the usual 156 because ji xuan was carrying her new bag and apparently she didnt want to be caught in the situation of squeezing down the bus. so yeahs, i agreed to taking 109 to sch and so we waited for the bus at the bus stop at my house dwnstairs. we waited and waited AND WAITED and the bus didnt come.. after 6 72, 5 159 and 4 112 buses went, there wasnt a single 109 bus in sight. zzz. it was alr like 655 lorrhs. and we started waiting at like 615. zzz. then finally the bus came and we reached sch in time. STUPID bus.

yeahs, and so ytd was also the day that we received our a lvl chinese results.. the atmosphere in sch was like so high those kind. lols. when we went back to sch after our lunch, we jiu headed towards the hall and sat down to listen to the principal talk.. then he flashed the national averages and our sch averages and in most of the subjects, we were higher than national average! omg. i was like so proud of our seniors larrhs! hahas. i will like to especially bring out the precentage of out seniors who scored A's and B's - 85%! omg! the whole j2 this year especially those who take bio were screaming like mad and cheering so loudly! and its 100% pass for our sch for bio as well! omg. the bio teachers were like so happy larrhs! hahas. ji xuan and i happy until we almost cried. lols. WELL DONE, SENIOR BIO STUDENTS! and yeahs, so i gt B for chinese. haiis.

hahas. after taking the results, i went home in a taxi with jixuan and to meet dear to play pool with two of his friends and watch "just follow law" after that.. we reached amk at about 5.45 and it was like raining.. hahas. we then waited for the rain to be smaller abit then we headed to the place to play pool lorrhs. his friends arrived shortly and they started playing le. i was like so DUMB and so NOOB norrs. haii~ then after that, we jiu went to have dinner at the nearby S11.. i didnt eat anything because i wasnt hungry.. yeahs. and he and his friends were like talking and talking then i feel so transparent there lorrhs. haiish~ after dinner they went to jubilee to see if there were any other movie to watch because it was alr past the time that out chosen movie was supposed to start at. there wasnt any, unfortunately, and so we headed home.

i was very quiet on the bus larrhs, cause i was reallie sad. haiis. but in the end i forgave him like i always had, and then we went to our usual place to talk lorrhs. haiish.

he's started work today le, and he will have less time to pei me le. haiiish. so sad norrs. he promised me to pei me more after the exams de. but now. haiish. i'm going to be so lonely again.. so so lonely. i hate loneliness........................................

hurtt;agaiin

2007-02-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

again. i'm hurt. i dunno wad else to say... i'm hurt..

depressiion..

2007-02-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

well. and so we didnt celebrate our first year anniversary. and i was so so so so so upset about it. damn it. first year lorrhs. wahhs lau. dunno like wait how long for this day to come norrs. then like this. FCUK man. its HER. zzz.

today is mummy's birthday. hahas. we went novena de hong kong street restaurant and eat.. the shark fin's very nice lorrhs. hees. after that we jiu went toa payoh walk walk.. and i bought a skirt. hees. its black polka dotted de.. very swt lorrhs! hees. anyways. below are some pictures that i took today..

mirror image takenn at HDB hubb de toiilet

at home - afterr a long dayy

lols. feel like playing maple siia. but my hmwrkk.. zzzzzz...

CIP dayy - giviing out flyerrs

2007-01-28T02:06:00.000+08:00

woo. today was a tiring day lorrhs. omg. today we were supposed to do CIP by giving out flyers to the residents in amk.. actually there were a lot of ppl who said they wanna go de.. then in then end left onli me, jixuan, xiuqin, leetian and sara. the rest not coming liaos. lols.

well firstly, jixuan and i met at 950 like tt at the 88 bus stop.. then the bus came and we sat at the upper deck second seat.a at first it was ok, but then after the two guys infront of us alighted, an indian guy came on and he sat in front of us.. wahhs. i tell u arhs, the SMELL that he emitted is like UNBEARABLE larrhs.. wahhs lau.. i even had to take out my shirt that i brought along to cover my nose.. zzz. DAMN SMELLY.

then when we reached there, there wasnt a single soul in sight lorrhs. zzz. leetian came over in 10 mins and then benjamin.. the 4 of us then headed to mac to sit downn and have smth to eat.. when xiu qin finally came at 11+, we jiu headed to the bus stop to take bus there..

when we alighted, we assigned ourselves and quickly headed to our assigned locations.. i was with sara and xiu qin while jixuan was assigned to leetian. and i tell u, the houses all very ulu one.. then gt teeko somemore lorrhs. scary. plus some corridors are dark like wad larrhs. cant even see anything.. zzz. scary lorrhs. and some blocks are really LONG larrhs. and also the structure of the blocks are very funny de... have to climb up climb down de.. stupid architect. zzz..

after covering all the blocks that we're supposed to cover (that's like 15 blocks for 5 ppl), we headed to another mac and we ate. hungry siia... after that, we took bus back to amk central and shop.. wahahas. bought a white pair of shorts with a red polka dotted belt there. $18 nia.. heex. quite nice lorrhs. hees. then we jiu walked over to courts to buy my earpiece.. but dun have wad i wanted so we had to walk back all the way to jubilee there de popular.. and i found it. hees. nice norrs. $22.90. wahahas. ok larrhs, not as ex as creative de. hees. after that jixuan and i jiu took the 159 back.

the bus driver SIAO one lorrhs. its like, he reaching a bus stop then got ppl alr pressed the bell.. he nvr stop gradually; he stop ARUPTLY de lorrhs. then the worse thing is, got a lot of ppl standing including me and jixuan.. wahhs lau. then got one time he applied the brakes so hard that i fell infront and like completely banged into the person bside me larrhs. wahhs lau. paiseh until siaos. zzzz. and tt was not the last time; after that the driver still chose to apply the brakes aruptly lorrhs. and the whole bus was like cursing the driver. lols.

i reached an empty home and i went to slp.. cause the CIP was reallie tiring lorrhs.. slpt until 9 arhs me.. lols. then i jiu wake up do integration tutorial(i finally finished it) and then went play maple le.. lols. now quite tired lehhs. maybe going slp le.

bluee blackk all overr.. sobs

2007-01-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

mmm.. ii playyed volleyball today duriing pe.. learrnt how to 'dig'. lols. funny name ehhs. hahas. so well yeahhs. both my wriists are like blue blackked.. LOL. paiin siia. but volleyball is fun! i love volleyball.. yay. xD

mmm.. i'm still stressing over the fact that i have not done my essay for the GP presentation on wed.. zzz.. siian lorrhs.. think i go do now arhs.. its weighing heavily on my mind..

hp kena CONFISCATED!

2007-01-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

omg. today is full of happenings. wahahas.

well firstly. today during bio lecture, miss choong called me to ans a question lorrhs.. she asked me wad is the advantage of the biological species concept.. then i was like blank for a while b4 i started to ans.. zzz.. how come she know my name.. i thought she didnt know larrhs.. lols.

and then during bio tutorial, mr neo came in late and then he started to tell us a lot of interesting things.. and i found out then that bio is really a very interesting subject.. just dunno why it is like so hard to score.. zzzz. and then guess wad. mr neo told us that he went swimming with some other teachers.. and then i burst out luffing in front of the cls.. lols. imagine. him wearing swimming trunks? LOLS.

then after bio i checked my hp and saw SOMEONE msg me asking me whether i wanna drink as that SOMEONE was in the canteen and wanted to treat me marrhs.. i told him to wait another hour more until my chem lecture finish.. and he did lorrhs. so nice. LOLS. after my chem lecture i went to the canteen to have lunch with my frens.. then he reallie treat me to a drink lerx.. milo. lols. he treat michelle also.. so nice horrs. xD anyways, must say one BIG THANKS to him. =)

after lunch, we jiu proceeded to the library to do work then we jiu went for chem le.. then during chem i was msging a fren.. then msg halfway tt miss sim saw. and confiscated my phone lorrhs. i thought she was joking and i asked for my phone back at the end of the lesson.. but she didnt wan to return me larrhs.. zzz. i miss my phone.................

ii miss `hiim

2007-01-18T00:01:00.001+08:00

INDEPENDENCE is my fren these few days. lols. hahas. have been doing everything by myself, and not relying on anyone else but myself.. and its the first time that i realise that i'll be fine alone. i've grown so much stronger from the last time. and i'm proud of myself. xD

hahas. these few days been chionging hmwrk like siao although the hmwrk is to be handed in next wk. lols. dunno lehhs. suddenly hmwrk has just became a fren. lols. lamer larrhs me. hahas. next week is like so PACKED with tests larrhs. see the timetable i wanna faint liaos. lols. mon got macluarin's test, wednesday got bio a lvl prac and then finally thurs got chemistry inorganic test. zzz. *faints* lols.

mmm. my spare mp3 earpiece the rubber layer ouside come out le, and now the wires inside are exposed. so next time u hear that i were admitted into the hospital, u know why. LOL.

and... i'm real worried about ji xuan.. doc say she has appendicitis and needs to go for op soon.. but she's scared and understand why.. haiish. but i think she would be brave enough to tide thru this. jiayous jixuan! wahahas.

lastly, but not the least, i miss everyone whom i've not seen for a long time.. and would like to apologise for dragging the dates that we're supposed to meet - jasmine, peiwen, colin, weizhe and many many more larrhs. i miss yeuu all. ='(

zzz

2007-01-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

mmm.. second week of sch liaos.. still ok larrhs.. not very stressed. but soon i think. hees. wahhs, SADD arrhs. my mp3 earpiece completely DIED le! no sound liaos. zzz. siians lorrhs. think i getting a new one soon. i HOPE. wahahas.

well. been trying hard to concentrate well on my studies.. and i think i still have to work harder worrs. mmm. i'll try my best de! xD

depressed.

2007-01-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

sad. sad. sad. ever come across the feeling of being neglected? it feels terrible. SO SO TERRIBLE. dun wish to talk abt it.

bye 2006... and welcome 2007!

2006-12-31T20:43:00.000+08:00

woahs.. its been soooooo long since i last updated.. hahas.. sry guys. i was too engrossed in maple. LOL. it rawks larrrhs! wahahas. sad, sch reopening soon so i think gotta stop mapling soon. haiish.

anyways. today is the last day of 2006.. so FAST. omg.. reallie. a yr just flew past like tt.. all the joys. sorrows. smiles. tears. hahas. its all over. aww. such nice MEMORIES... i miss those times.. whether its with deariie.. with jixuan, michelle, xiuqin, leetian or with my families.. or any other frens.. so so fast..

in a few hrs, i am officially going to be a J2 student.. i know that the yr ahead will be real tough.. and this is wad worries me the most.. i dunno whether i can do it or not.. haiish~

anyways. just wanna wish a very HAPPY NEW YR to all! xD

SHAGGED!

2006-12-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

today i went out with my sis to buy dearriie de x'mas present.. heex.. at first we went bugis street.. walk walk walk.. but cant find nice nice de worrs.. so we went into bugis junction there to see lorrhs.. at one shop i saw one very very nice de lorrhs.. but they dun have the one i want. zzz. in the end abit sianx liaos. haiish.. then my sis said she wanna go golden landmark there buy her ballet shoes.. so i pei her walked there lorrhs... there very quiet sia. stupid place lai de. hahas.

after buying, we jiu took the train to ps to see whether there have or not.. but dun have. grr.. sianz arhs. hahas.. then we bo bian go j8.. there have. but then. not nice de... URGH. hahas.. by that time my leg already very pain because of the blister le.. sobz sobz worrs. haiish. but no choice, so we headed to compass lorrhs.. wahhs lau. there WORSE larrhs. omg. sianz lorrhs.. when we going home tt time then dearriie called me.. asked me to bring the tang yuan to hgp lorrhs.. cos his mum there marrhs..

yeahs, so i quickly took 159 home and changed.. then jiu take the tang yuan go hgp meet him le.. dunno why, feel so happy that i see him.. xD *muackks* well anyways. haiish. think tmr going tp to buy his present.. also dunno whether there have or not. haiish.

-i miss your touch..

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM ROCKS!

2006-12-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

today went out with deariie for the WHOLE day worrs! damn happie! whee~ he met me at 11 in the morning.. hahas.. xD

firstly, we went to marina square as he suggested.. we hesistated for a while b4 deciding to watch night at the museum at 2.20.. after buying the tickets, it was only 12.30, so we headed to the food court to have our lunch lorrhs.. actually dear wanna eat sushi de, but there nvr sell, so in the end still turned to the food court. lols. i nvr eat larrhs, coz not hungry marrhs.. so watched him eat lorrhs. then b4 the show i hungry then go eat mac. LOLS. when we went into the cinema, it was just in time for the show. hees.

the show was GREAT! reallie reallie NICE! havent seen such a nice show in a long time le! u guys, must go WATCH! REALLIE!! so anyways, after the show, we jiu went take mrt to dhoby ghaut.. go there laze around.. lols. see hp all that. i want w850i!! i made up my mind le. i wan i wan i wan!!! but my dad say still must wait. zzzz. mmm, anyways, i asked dear to buy LING YANG to drink lorrhs. to appease the heat inside his body.. he like small kid like tt sia.. tell me he scared of the smell. hahas. in the end had to buy plums for him to eat after drinking the LING YANG. hahas. cute larrhs he.. =)

after going ps, we went heartland to have our dinner - sushi! hahas. his favourite larrhs.. should be his favourite anyways. lols. OOOPS. =x lols. eat le jiu went home le.. took 112.. then smth happened, made us both very unhappy.. the whole bus ride i cant rmb le.. lols.

when we reached my blk void deck, we saw my parents.. hahas. then went up together with them lorrhs. and then i changed into my home clothes to pei deariie somemore lorrhs. didnt even watch my superstar FAN SHENG ZHAN lers.. just reached home an hour ago.. he talked to me on msn for a while just now.. wished darren all the best worrs! so swt.. so touched... =')

- DARREN GOT IN! YAY YAY YAY!! HE GOT IN!!!!!

diisappoiintmentt. AGAIN.

2006-12-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

haii. siianz. tmr going out with dear. we havent seen each other for about a wk le. but sianz. we meeting in the afternoon. 2. like so damn EARLY larrhs. and he is those kinda ppl needa reach home at 6 those kind. SOOOOOOOOOO much time together sia. f*ck it. DUN CARE LE LARRHS!

-parrt of miie iish dyiin*